Michael Talbert, myself and David Berard pour out our hearts about what it means to love God and hate sin!

Love God Hate Sin

Many people have been the victim of childhood sexual abuse, rape, and all manner of other pain. The question arises, "Is there hope for such people?" There is, and it's found in Christ alone! Here's my story.

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Molestation and the Gospel

This is something that I rarely ever talk about/ My heart breaks just thinking of the memories/ it’s a path, that I don’t like walking down/ the scars are so deep it even hurts when I breathe/

But I’ll inhale/ thinking of your silent cries/ and I’ll exhale hoping this will point to Christ/ and I’ll inhale/ breaking chains, and crushing lies/ and I’ll exhale so Christ will be glorified/

When I was a little boy/ I enjoyed time alone playing with my toys/ one day my older brother came to play with me/ then he started touching me/ uncomfortably/ he disgusted me/ I’m crying and I’m trying, saying “please yo get off of me”/ he said “it’s just for fun”, smiling as he made me touch him/ my life is crumbling how I hate him, and yet I love him/ but I don’t wanna play afraid and I’m so ashamed/ confusion in my brain as I’m trying to make sense of things/ he walked away with a grin said, “we’d play again”/ fear gripped/ tears dripped/ hate settled in/

Date nights, parents left him in charge/ late nights, my bed turned to ours/ hours turned to days, days flipped to years, what I knew was wrong for so long, no it aint clear/

I stayed quiet, never telling a soul/ hanging my head in sorrow, tomorrow maybe they’ll know/ hoping wishing and praying/ that my father would show/ catch him and tell him no/ but I just let it go/

I wanted to die/ I wanted him dead/ for seven years this was my life/ insane in my head/ but then I met Jesus the Christ/ His blood that was shed/ but yet I’m still hurting inside from all that he did/ what should I do?



Fast forward/ now I’m older and saved/ by His Holy Spirit/ He snatched me out of the grace/ now I’m teaching others, the power when Christ changes/ hard hearted men, because of what He forgave/ 

It’s been years, since I’ve seen the one that cause me pain/ now he’s here, and we’re staring in each others face/ it’s hard to hear/ all the hurtful things my brother’s saying/ but it’s clear why you have me in this situation/ 

FORGIVE him
But you don’t understand/ all the things that he did made me feel I’m not a man

FORGIVE him
But how can I just let it go? / He told me I deserved it and I’m probably homosexual

He hurt me
But I hurt the Lord more
He perverted me
And you murdered One Who’s pure

And Jesus still forgave me/ with all of the sins that I did, He still saved me

I walked over to him/ told him that “I forgive you” hugged with a love that I learned I received/ he was motionless the scene was so suspenseful/ what Christ did through me, we both couldn’t believe
The tears started flowing I told him about Jesus/ sins I’ve been forgiven by blood shed on the cross/ who knew when I was suffering that I would ever see this? Abuse set the stage to preach the gospel to the lost/

Unrepentant/ hatred still in his soul/ looking at me with anger/ I’m hugging not letting go/ praying that Christ would save him/ he pushed me and told me no/ ran off in the darkness/ I’m crying left in the cold/ 

Now I know that our relationship can never be/ as long as he continues walking in depravity/ but I forgave him/ because Jesus suffered on a tree/ and if you’ve been molested/ you can do the same as me!


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