If I could waste back time
I'd be rolling back your eyes are so blue
If I could say bad lines, I've been holding back
All because of you

If I can't be at home
I will be stoned
If I can't be alone
I'll dig my own hole

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you
I've been trapped in the woods with your ghost
I hate you
I'd be dying alone like I should 
I miss you
cry, little girl now you're cold and dead
I hate you 

If I can't be at home
I will be stoned
If I can't be alone
I'll dig my own hole

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
miss you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
miss you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

The Ballad of Brian Laundrie

lyrics still need work but here they are:

dream

These dreams of you remind me that I’ll never feel at home again
you’re a home with two legs and I envy the other kids that someday you’ll let in
another thought that has dragged out for too much time has passed
But I can’t wait for more,and you know for sure that I deal with everything half assed

there’s no light in the end, when there’s no where else to go
no helping hand to pull me out of my own hole
It’s fair that you said take care, catch and release, and into thin air
they say there’s plenty of fish, a false romantics wish, but I don’t seem to give a damn.

These dreams of you remind me that I’ll never feel at home again
you’re a home with two legs and I envy the other kids that someday you’ll let in
another thought that has dragged out for too much time has passed
But I can’t wait for more,and you know for sure that I deal with everything half assed


there’s no fight in my soul, why try if there’s no home to rest my bones?
No flight in my chest, no wings, a fallen angel who’s lost control
All I know is that I don’t know and I don’t know how to get back home
All I know is that I don’t know and I just want to get back home
All I know is that I don’t know and I don’t know how to get back home
All I know is that I don’t know and I just want to get back home

Home

Im sorry
for all the things that I could never say
well its alright (by now)
I figured out early on there wasn’t any other way

ill never stop bleeding
until my anemic heart gives and I can fade away
how can life have meaning
if god refuses to take the pain away

my god Is fleeting
he lies in empty bottles at the end of days
wake up and your blood is seeping
running just trying to get away

An Empty Prayer

I'm falling asleep at the wheel
With headlights beaming at my heel
in the light I see a shadow of the past
as if I was almost home, then ran out of gas 

Do you fake your smile when i'm around?
Do you remember when I brought you back in town?
Picked you up, like I ran away with you
I picked my poison, like I'd said I do

Like I said I do

I'm falling asleep at the wheel
With headlights beaming at my heel
in the light I can see through your act
You're as if I was almost home, then a head-on crash

Did you fake your smile when i was around?
Do you remember when I brought you back in town?
Yeah you little stupid bitch I bet you do
I picked my poison, wish I'd given it to you

wish I'd given it to you

Sleep (Windows voice recorder)

I'm falling asleep at the wheel
with headlights beaming at my heel
in the light I see a shadow of the past
as if I was almost home, then ran out of gas 

Do you fake your smile when i'm around?
Do you remember when I brought you back in town?
Picked you up, like I ran away with you
I picked my poison, like I'd said I do

Like I'd said I do

I'm falling asleep at the wheel
with headlights beaming at my heel
in the light I can see clear through your mask
You're as if I was almost home, then a head-on crash

Did you fake your smile when i was around?
Do you remember when I brought you back in town?
Yeah you little stupid bitch I bet you do
I picked my poison, wish I'd given it to you

wish I'd given it to you

Sleep

Love Sosa

Don't rape my soul again, oh babe I'm begging you please
Don't look my way - unless you really wanna watch me bleed

At least I know who I am
You're just a whore living in my head
Just another bitch in my bed
You're just another thought inside my head
just another thot inside my head
You're Just a little war inside my head
Just a little war inside my head
Just a little war inside my head

I am, in a world of shit.

Warhead

i don't see myself falling in love again
Are you happy? Are you proud, my former bestfriend?
I guess it all leads to the same path in the end
I guess it all leads to the same path in the end

I wanna be ethereal because I was never enough

Ethereal (faded, demo)

Well fucking liars & fuckhead cheats
I need some space to breathe
I've got fucking headaches, fucking pain
I've been tripping right down the drain

I got thieving friends and man I don't need that
I don't understand where their heads are at
They don't care and you don't care
Why are you so fucking unaware?

Can't you see what you're doing to me?

I found a way to dull the pain
And I'm not going back reality again
I said I'm hanging out with the spiders and the snakes
Just trying to forget about all of the mistakes

Well my fucking girlfriends a fucking drag
She's got things that I don't have
She's fucking stupid, she's fucking dumb
But she supplies the money and the drugs

I got a fucking head and it's so damn dead
I can't remember what I did or said
I'm a fucking loser, I'm a fucking joke
Trying to see the road through the cigarette smoke

Can you see what you're doing to me?

I found a way to dull the pain
And I'm not going back reality again
I said I'm hanging out with the spiders and the snakes
Just trying to forget about all of the mistakes
That I made... That I made... All of the mistakes

Spiders and Snakes (Cranford Nix cover)

I lay my head down on the ground
I hear the screams of souls lost and never found
Their bodies buried in the Earth
but their souls were damned at the dawn of birth

I know that they'd rather be somewhere else
Some say they no longer mind the flames of hell
Die with me, let's go a beautiful place
Jesus Christ will absolve me of my pain

I lay my head down on the ground
I hear the screams of souls lost and never found
Their bodies buried in the dirt
but their souls still feel all the hurt

I know that they'd rather be somewhere else
Some say they don't mind the flames of hell
Die with me, so I can see Terry again
I'm just another stitch in time, he was my only friend

I Want to Die and Hang Out With Jesus and Terry A. Davis

I want to be left all alone
No family, I'd rather be on my own
She wants what I couldn't have
She knows that I'm out of gas, for good

Again, and again

No more thought in my head
No more lovers in my bed 
Oh, She knows it tortures me
She needs to come back to me

Again, and again

Again, and again

hey christina, you're so nice to me
you say you like my music and even my shitty personality
you think i'm funny and you never ask for any money
You're the E-girl of my dreams (no homo)

and I don't wanna come off as a creep
when you do your make-up so elegantly
shit, you look so pretty, too damn pretty me
It's like I see an angel on my feed

Hey Christina you're such a nice lady
I hope you're safe & well, along with your family
I hope your nose never gets runny and your days are always bright and sunny
I don't think angels catch covid-19 (they don't)

but I don't wanna come off as a creep
when the way you do your make-up's so sweet
you look so pretty, too damn pretty for me
It's like I see an angel on my feed

Christina

Hey christy, just between you and me
you're the prettiest girl I've ever seen
All in all now you're in my head
dirty thoughts that send me straight to hell
It's hard enough getting out of bed
knowing girls like you are why they put me on meds

I could pretend that I'm in love with you
Just for a weekend or two, I could fall in love with you

Hey Christy, no need to remind me
I know that I'm a neurotic freak
lone conversations in my head
It's hard enough trying to get out of bed
The doctors office doesn't like me anymore
They script me one and I always take 4

But I could pretend that I'm in love with you
Just for a weekend or two, I could fall in love with you

Christine pt 2

You say that you see the CIA
They glow in the dark as bright as day
You found out they put microchips in your car
After you packed up your shit and drove real far

Kill the CIA they glow in the dark!
You can see them when you're driving hit em with your car
That's how you kill em, I killed one back in '99
God commands it & his will is his divine

his will is divine
his will is divine

You say that you see the CIA
They glow in the dark as bright as day
They fuck with you, they fuck with me they fuck with everything
We gotta find them all and hang em up all by strings

Kill the CIA they glow in the dark!
You can see them when you're driving hit em with your car
That's how you kill em, I killed one back in '99
God commands it and his will is his divine

his will is divine
his will is divine

Kurisu

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