lifelike.

The older that I get, yeah, can feel the ash on my tongue
Mmm, It’s stacking higher and higher, fhe fiberglass in my lungs
I ain’t no Jaden or SYRE, I didn’t come from no funds
I couldn’t be no Messiah, the grapes and  the plums
That I dried on my windowsill
I thank my stars every day that I ain’t into pills
Cause my cousins was passing em it ain’t no deal
Coulda took only half of it, would a spun out and crashed in it
My controller ain’t accurate, yeah, but it’s all for real

Do you like it, when I get lonely
Does it remind you it’s all your fault
Do you hate me when I look happy
Does it remind you of all your faults
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame 
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame
nobody else for what you did

Do you play the game so you can save something
I couldn’t live with myself if I just say nothing
I got this one shot, load it up, here that gun pop
Nothing’s really good enough, chew me up like a gum drop
Spit me out, let me vouch fully for my cadets
Spent a lot years teaching, couldn’t learn behind the desk 
There’s a lot of y’all wondering how I deal with all the stress
Here’s the secret to my motivation, I just stay depressed
God damn feelings get on my nerves
I resolved quickly to just suppress it
35 really a thousand words
Wonder how quickly they get the message

Do you like it, when I get lonely
Does it remind you it’s all your fault
Do you hate me when I look happy
Does it remind you of all your faults
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame 
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame
nobody else for what you did

Don’t call me by my first name if you ain’t know me since I was young
Just don’t call me by any other name, I’m still somebody’s son

fiberglass prod. by eerieskies.

CHAMBER (FEAT. THIAGO)

Comforter

Pick me up a short term confidence booster
Kinda thing they over prescribe to obvious users
A little tunnel vision, turn off the TV and tuner
I liked the magic when I couldn’t see the wires and movers
Now I’m caught up in a web, I get lost in the music
Then forget bout what you said, like there’s nothing else to it
And I keep moving on my own, so I feel like a loser
When all my friends move together they win
But I can’t see the good in my presence
Sealed up, but I never sent the message off
Moving like a snail in the summer sun
I made a trail but it’s overgrown now
Can you really see where I’ve been
Did I leave a mark on your skin
A little memory to turn back to in the wind

overgrown prod. by eeryskies.

lyrics:
the time has come 
my heart is beating out my chest
 the last thing that I ever thought would happen 
and the night is young 
you’re cold as ice, but slick with sweat
 and everybody’s here, it’s you they’re watching
  what a situation
it always slips away when i need it most
i know you’re so amazing
but when did second place start to feel like home

i light it up and let it go
you see that smoke from my window
go to the bank and press withdraw
my god ain’t shit but a pot of gold
ha ha ha ha

you’re waking up
there’s something so surreal about 
the sunset  from behind your hazy eyes

when I’m thinking of
the money I just peeled up out your pockets,
ooh it helps me when I cry

i’m only getting started love
you went out your way to believe it all
i can’t believe that time is up
it always slips away when I need it, ooh

I light it up and let it go
You see that smoke from my window
Go to the bank and press withdraw
My god ain’t shit but a pot of gold
Ha ha ha haaa ha ha ha

What A Situation...

prod. by eeryskies

Waiting for me can’t define your suffering
Justify silence, keep your head held high
Faint reminders of ethereal somethings
Delirious nothings, the things we do inside

Lay your head, open your eyes
Stay on the light beam for all your life
Why do you lie when the truth suffice
Don’t hold it against me

Can you feel it, it’s all around
Turn in an instant, and see your found
All that dirt and mud on your gown
Don’t hold it against me

Do you got a man yet
See you in the morning
Wonder if your naked
Aye aye aye

Call you when I’ve landed
Do you need a warning
Are you not awake yet
Aye aye aye

Left sitting on a white fence
I feel, little bit pressure, pull me back in
I know, your light flickers, when the hype ends
I’m cold, looking for a reason I can slide in
Sticky from the bay,
And it feeling just like this
Know my homies sold
You on me, when I type this
I just hope you take
Care of self, and my likeness
It get kinda lonely on the side,
But I like it

The suns on wire, hang for the world
all i desire, I found in you girl
Traces you left in the waves and the curls
I’m safe in the plastic sunlight

the things we do

prod. by masked man

Everything is everything
I can still manage
Patch up my problems
The sun is my bandage
Back out my front door
I try to stay candid
Mask up when I’m still feeling damaged
I try to blame you but its not so simple
I can’t find a balance even standing on a gimble
Half an empty cup full holes like a thimble
And when I fall in love, I feel anxious and little
Past tense views breed half sense accusations
Last time I faced truth was standing in the basement
Gassed up on a string, pulling threads losing patience
The last pass waiting in a whole new rotation
You said I was everything, I said it was mutual
The lights above were closing in, the fire of the crucible
It felt like a dream in that moment, I was lucid tho
All I knew was I would die if I lose you oh oh oh oh

If God don't cry in the morning when she wake up
Then why should I
Then why should I
If God don't cry in the morning when she wake up
Then why should I
Then why should I

Where do I start from
My love here is genuine and when the time comes
Can I cry if i'm ever gone, and I know i'm not immortal
But with you I feel like God's son
Your last name should be Johnson
And i'm seldom with silence
Seems like a simulation if I ain't ever seen one so
I'm gonna have to stroll with the swagger
Pop tags till they flashing
For your eyes only, and even with mine
Cause I think I feel right, but am I right for you
Keep it 100 with me, even if i'm hypocritical
Keep it 100 with my songs, 100 with my wrongs
100 miles an hour, all my thoughts when they roam
So the mask off, so go and drop the bomb
And let me know before I'm gone, or nothing and carry on

god doesn't cry ft jay squared

prod. by eeryskies.

Where are you going, baby
It’s warm in the sunlight mmm hmm
Oh baby, where are you going
It’s warm in the sunlight

Got my back turned to you
But my face in the sun
I was waiting for you here
I didn’t think you’d come
It’s a life so simple
But it ain’t a life for one
I was hoping for better days
They came all at once, all I want

Is a little house on the coast
With a yard for the dogs
Something kinda small
Something we can really grow up in
Make a lot of marks in the walls
All I want
Is a little fire in the back yard
When the sun down
Something kinda small
Something we can stay warm by
When the summer winds fade into fall
All I want
Is the light of your presence
Is my favorite you present
Smiling up when I’m down
Always teaching me lessons
Picture perfect no makeup
Kinda rude when you wake up
Always down to just stay up
Ain’t no plan, we just hanging out

Got my back turned to you
But my face in the sun
I was waiting for you here
I didn’t think you’d come
It’s a life so simple
But it ain’t a life for one
I was hoping for better days
They came all at once, all I want

Back porch sometimes
The wind in my hair
The sun on your face
I try not to stare
This ain’t everyday
But I’ll take it all
This life made of clay
I’ll shape it to you
I’ll break all the rules
I can live forever
I’ll shake the blues
Life can’t get better
Too much to lose
White tees and sweaters
Sunlight diffused
Through the clouds on a hard day
I take the 361 to the wrong place
I know that I get turned around
But I hope that you know this songs about you
And I’ll try to change
Money just an object
I can’t give you much
But I hope that it’s enough
I know I ain’t the same
I just hope it’s progress
You calling my name
I’ll be running till the sun sets up

Got my back turned to you
But my face in the sun
I was waiting for you here
I didn’t think you’d come
It’s a life so simple
But it ain’t a life for one
I was hoping for better days
They came all at once, all I want

This time I decided I won't be alone
For the first time, for the first, in a long time

in the sun

prod. by eeryskies.

I just packed up everything I own and ran toward the sunrise
Defaulted on my loans, you told me that’s unwise
Lost the code to my phone, got me a new life
I got my passport, please don’t come asking for me

So it goes written on my chest
Bullet hole covered in a vest
Blood on my chain, on my neck
That’s just the end of the story I guess
You were calling me home, I’m a mess
I don’t wanna think about nothing
Why we always gotta do something
There ain’t nothing here to figure out if we ain’t fucking, I know
Streetlight memories your best
Fire around me as I crash
Pictures filling up your trash
You don’t want nothing to do with my past
Sweep away all of the pain and the glass
I don’t wanna talk about nothing
Why I’m always bringing it up then
Why we always putting things off then fucking

I just packed up everything I own and ran toward the sunrise
Defaulted on my loans, you told me that’s unwise
Lost the code to my phone, got me a new life
I got my passport, please don’t come asking for me

passport

snipes2x- bloody war

prod by. khail
mixed by @atwood
art by Juan

Digital Wonderland

Chris Wright / ennis joslin / lifelike. / cemdrive

I make music I like for people like me. I hope you like it too.

in the sun

Chris Wright

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