Deepend

Pick me up a short term confidence booster
Kinda thing they over prescribe to obvious users
A little tunnel vision, turn off the TV and tuner
I liked the magic when I couldn’t see the wires and movers
Now I’m caught up in a web, I get lost in the music
Then forget bout what you said, like there’s nothing else to it
And I keep moving on my own, so I feel like a loser
When all my friends move together they win
But I can’t see the good in my presence
Sealed up, but I never sent the message off
Moving like a snail in the summer sun
I made a trail but it’s overgrown now
Can you really see where I’ve been
Did I leave a mark on your skin
A little memory to turn back to in the wind

overgrown prod. by eeryskies.

prod. by eeryskies

Waiting for me can’t define your suffering
Justify silence, keep your head held high
Faint reminders of ethereal somethings
Delirious nothings, the things we do inside

Lay your head, open your eyes
Stay on the light beam for all your life
Why do you lie when the truth suffice
Don’t hold it against me

Can you feel it, it’s all around
Turn in an instant, and see your found
All that dirt and mud on your gown
Don’t hold it against me

Do you got a man yet
See you in the morning
Wonder if your naked
Aye aye aye

Call you when I’ve landed
Do you need a warning
Are you not awake yet
Aye aye aye

Left sitting on a white fence
I feel, little bit pressure, pull me back in
I know, your light flickers, when the hype ends
I’m cold, looking for a reason I can slide in
Sticky from the bay,
And it feeling just like this
Know my homies sold
You on me, when I type this
I just hope you take
Care of self, and my likeness
It get kinda lonely on the side,
But I like it

The suns on wire, hang for the world
all i desire, I found in you girl
Traces you left in the waves and the curls
I’m safe in the plastic sunlight

the things we do

prod. by eeryskies.

I put the sun onto my back
My skin look freckled
My eyes all glass
And I watch the shadows take the waves
The moonlight settles
I start my day

White tee, gym shorts, headbands for long hair
Shuffle out of my apartment door, don’t belong here
See my neighbor sitting on the stairs, get a strong stare
Well, It’s been a long year
Car keys, silhouettes, cigarette smoke cough
Only second hand, till that hand finally broke off
Still I miss the band, and the plans, and the roll calls
Well, It’s been a slow fall
Now my shadow really stretching me thin
Between my secrets and my pockets i got so many sins
Let ‘em out in tiny whispers but they’re lost in the wind
It’s all fleeting, from my lovers to my oldest of friends
And I can see it on my skin, feel the ash in my hair
Ain’t feeling nothing, had this passion but ain’t nobody care
I got the same shirt everyday, I wear till it tears
In gods eyes, I know everything is coming in pairs, so let me run

Skin peel
Sun turned down
Baby can we Inhale
Get no words out, cause I’ve
Been frail
I got burned out
Yeah, I've been burned out

freckled

prod. by masked man

Everything is everything
I can still manage
Patch up my problems
The sun is my bandage
Back out my front door
I try to stay candid
Mask up when I’m still feeling damaged
I try to blame you but its not so simple
I can’t find a balance even standing on a gimble
Half an empty cup full holes like a thimble
And when I fall in love, I feel anxious and little
Past tense views breed half sense accusations
Last time I faced truth was standing in the basement
Gassed up on a string, pulling threads losing patience
The last pass waiting in a whole new rotation
You said I was everything, I said it was mutual
The lights above were closing in, the fire of the crucible
It felt like a dream in that moment, I was lucid tho
All I knew was I would die if I lose you oh oh oh oh

If God don't cry in the morning when she wake up
Then why should I
Then why should I
If God don't cry in the morning when she wake up
Then why should I
Then why should I

Where do I start from
My love here is genuine and when the time comes
Can I cry if i'm ever gone, and I know i'm not immortal
But with you I feel like God's son
Your last name should be Johnson
And i'm seldom with silence
Seems like a simulation if I ain't ever seen one so
I'm gonna have to stroll with the swagger
Pop tags till they flashing
For your eyes only, and even with mine
Cause I think I feel right, but am I right for you
Keep it 100 with me, even if i'm hypocritical
Keep it 100 with my songs, 100 with my wrongs
100 miles an hour, all my thoughts when they roam
So the mask off, so go and drop the bomb
And let me know before I'm gone, or nothing and carry on

god doesn't cry ft jay squared

prod. by eeryskies.

Where are you going, baby
It’s warm in the sunlight mmm hmm
Oh baby, where are you going
It’s warm in the sunlight

Got my back turned to you
But my face in the sun
I was waiting for you here
I didn’t think you’d come
It’s a life so simple
But it ain’t a life for one
I was hoping for better days
They came all at once, all I want

Is a little house on the coast
With a yard for the dogs
Something kinda small
Something we can really grow up in
Make a lot of marks in the walls
All I want
Is a little fire in the back yard
When the sun down
Something kinda small
Something we can stay warm by
When the summer winds fade into fall
All I want
Is the light of your presence
Is my favorite you present
Smiling up when I’m down
Always teaching me lessons
Picture perfect no makeup
Kinda rude when you wake up
Always down to just stay up
Ain’t no plan, we just hanging out

Got my back turned to you
But my face in the sun
I was waiting for you here
I didn’t think you’d come
It’s a life so simple
But it ain’t a life for one
I was hoping for better days
They came all at once, all I want

Back porch sometimes
The wind in my hair
The sun on your face
I try not to stare
This ain’t everyday
But I’ll take it all
This life made of clay
I’ll shape it to you
I’ll break all the rules
I can live forever
I’ll shake the blues
Life can’t get better
Too much to lose
White tees and sweaters
Sunlight diffused
Through the clouds on a hard day
I take the 361 to the wrong place
I know that I get turned around
But I hope that you know this songs about you
And I’ll try to change
Money just an object
I can’t give you much
But I hope that it’s enough
I know I ain’t the same
I just hope it’s progress
You calling my name
I’ll be running till the sun sets up

Got my back turned to you
But my face in the sun
I was waiting for you here
I didn’t think you’d come
It’s a life so simple
But it ain’t a life for one
I was hoping for better days
They came all at once, all I want

This time I decided I won't be alone
For the first time, for the first, in a long time

in the sun

prod. by eeryskies.

I just packed up everything I own and ran toward the sunrise
Defaulted on my loans, you told me that’s unwise
Lost the code to my phone, got me a new life
I got my passport, please don’t come asking for me

So it goes written on my chest
Bullet hole covered in a vest
Blood on my chain, on my neck
That’s just the end of the story I guess
You were calling me home, I’m a mess
I don’t wanna think about nothing
Why we always gotta do something
There ain’t nothing here to figure out if we ain’t fucking, I know
Streetlight memories your best
Fire around me as I crash
Pictures filling up your trash
You don’t want nothing to do with my past
Sweep away all of the pain and the glass
I don’t wanna talk about nothing
Why I’m always bringing it up then
Why we always putting things off then fucking

I just packed up everything I own and ran toward the sunrise
Defaulted on my loans, you told me that’s unwise
Lost the code to my phone, got me a new life
I got my passport, please don’t come asking for me

passport

Some of the unreleased demos from "Make Way For Goodbyes" with Cloud Mac https://soundcloud.com/cloudmacx

Make Way For Goodbyes, an 8-track project, was compiled over the course of 2020 and released in December 2020. 

You can stream it here: https://fanlink.to/MakeWayForGoodbyes

Joys

I erased us. 
Rug swept. Insignificant. 
I didn't say it. I didn't say it. 
I left it, floating lonely between us,
eager to fill its blank, 
ease into its rightful contours,
and I denied it.

Our fairytale. 
High school stumblings, clumsy into one. 
Friends welcoming adjusting. First secrets. 
Skype calls an ocean away. Diving. 
Resurfacing with a sea-sculpted stone shaped like our heart. 
A gift that split as quick as freshman year. 
My half was ground into powder. Your half strengthened under the pressure. 
You stayed inexplicably, unselfishly. 
We shared laughs reserved for survivors of a shared love torn, 
celebrated with a richness only felt when romance fades to tattered flawless truth. 
Through a silence most uphold, we sang in jazzy harmony. 

When I came back with a soul thoroughly searched and newly alone, 
you were the first star I wished on. 
You descended, and guided me to earth that graceful way you always will for all who wander. 
I nestled your friendship in a safety chest marked "Drop Everything." 
You dropped everything, when late became early and worries came alive, 
you awakened and let me unravel undoubtedly. 
No other canvas will carry these shades of me. 
What an honor to have you kaleidoscopically confide in mine. 
And I erased it. Our first us. 
The roots that source our flourishing. 
Not even the courtesy to shatter. 
I shushed it away like it never mattered. 

I think I lost her. 
I think she's gone, and I'm the reason. 
Just another reason why faith is a myth sold by men who tell love stories they never finish. 
Another lesson in undue trust in someone unfit for following through on good intention. 
Another half dusted.
Another wound unshared. 
Another everything dropped for another hollow nothing. 
Just like every other one who said he'd never be like anyone before.
Just another man trying his best and forgetting yours.

I Think I Lost Her

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LYRICS ON GENIUS

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the things we do

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