this met me with a wonderful glow, real stuff man, keep it going

I'm hella digging these :D

...It Mutates!
Part Four: We Could Stay Here Forever

prod. @geo_1022
mix. @atwood
art. @headhaunter

Lyrics:
We could stay here forever, collapsing into one another
with our fingers intertwined beneath the covers we’re tucked under
just a couple drunken lovers, a kiss in a hidden bunker
encrypted gallery’s sculptures of things that we did this summer

sick of this heart being subjected to senseless beatings
where the same mono-coloured sun’s setting on every evening
I just want to be with you, you’re like a breath of fresh air
it’s electric (frenetic), in a bed that’s thread-bare

it’s where you’re sneaking me a wink across a crowded room
where it’s non-verbal and a simple nod’s a power move
where we’re nocturnal so we meet up at 3:00, fucking
it’s a small circle where the sweet nothings mean something

I’m just a fiend loving every single second shared with you
a nice break from self reflections that I seldom stare into
see in here it’s not stealing, we can kiss, it’s allowed
where we don’t take other people’s feelings into account

We could stay here forever - right under their noses 
We could stay here forever - where no one will notice
We could stay here forever - where shadows light the path
we could stay here together, forever, right behind their backs
x2

The perfect match, the songbirds, the dynamic duo
the kind of catch you long for, the side-having loophole
have cake and eat it too, you know, partners in crime
at least we’re faithful to each other in the dark and the light

bright tape on me reads “caution” often flirting with the deep end
we’ll take off these cheap costumes, drop this curtain we can sleep with
the wrongs we’re being charged with are just purely misdemeanours
with a sparkling clean conscience on this dirty little secret

where we’re twisted up in the bliss that they’re ignorant of
there’s an “in” put in front of the descriptive: “significant other”
it’s more than a tryst, it’s trust, it’s not an affair, it’s unfair
that the smidge of attention that was there becomes rare

we’re one pair mixed in all new chemistry
who needs postured empathy when I’ve got you next to me?
I’m all yours, since nothing’s felt as intense
so let’s stay where we can have fun at someone else’s expense

We Could Stay Here Forever (prod. Garrett.)

…It Mutates!
Part Eight: Pain

prod. @prod_garrett
mix. @headhaunter
art. @headhaunter

Lyrics:
A serrated edge halo and some poorly preened wings
you pecked my cheek as words you said just formed a mean thing
but darling, you're my vice and I was led by your hands
that squeezed my head and turned my eyes into a Venn diagram

your fighting stance is default, button mashed attack moves
had left stab wounds large enough to pass a hand through
and that hand threw this crumpled fucking life in the toilet
(you shut the lid) just to flush a couple spiraling koi fish

rivalling voices in this head all scream in agony
it won't cease until what's in this chest agrees you're bad for me
you're answering and then you grow distant like former colleagues
as you're making origami out of men who show interest

shit, you'd reel me right back with the need to try again
when I'd slip out of your grasp and then feel you guide it in
rewind and pause it here, we can see you hiding it
a mind I lost for years then tearfully reunited with


I'd let you ruin my life, I'd let you bite through the skin 
as long as we're still a thing (girl, you hurt me bad)
you could gouge out my eyes, tell me lies from the start
as long as we're not apart (girl, you hurt me bad)
x2

I've been sucker punched countless times
aim the barrel at me, send another one down the line
outside I seem fine, but on the inside nothing stays put
spleen, stomach, heart, kidneys, and my lungs exchange looks

drunk on dark whiskey, paired with a bite of my tongue
holding your gaze, more like a glare that could rival the sun's
I felt partial to you when your secret life was fulltime
you'd wave a red flag, I'd treat it like a bullseye, 

I got gored, chest pains, the queen's pawn, I'm on board to get played
and she's drawn nylon cords to bedframe, it's checkmate
you edged me - it left me broke, now I've got to deposit some things
you made your statement, should've banked on you withdrawing from me

then we're talking like you're tracking what I'm up to
try to listen intently but you would smack me if I bugged you
you pinned me to the wall, and promised I survived the worst
I'm the main exhibit, the product of your finest work

Pain (prod. Garrett.)

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----> feat. https://soundcloud.com/love-sadkid <----
----> prod. https://soundcloud.com/halberd-3000 <----

who r u (feat. love-sadKiD) [prod. Halberd]

Verqoh - Moody All Day (prod. Jrd)

Listen on Spotify here: https://open.spotify.com/track/49Q8TIMlAhkWItGCT9HlFC?si=1QKaT78NTsCib64mJ8WOHw

Written, produced and recorded by me.  Same with the flute.

Lyrics:
You are the type of girl that's open about everything
I have a hard enough time relaying my feelings
It's not a good idea to tell you how I feel 'bout you
Break everything and separate us is the only thing it would do

*Chorus*
You'll never find out (2x)
what goes through my head when you pass by
or the feelings in my chest when you say hi
or when you talk about your day and i talk about mine
You'll never find out (2x)
All the sad nights you put me through
Cause I know I'll never have a chance with you
but I know there's nothing that I'll ever do
**

I try to take these thoughts and throw them all away
Because there's no point in feeling emotion if it ruins your day
Even if I wanted your love, I don't want the fallout
I'd rather feel nothing at all than feel like i'm falling down

*chorus*

You'll Never Find Out

mr. brightside.

The rocks on the bottom are cold when you first touch. 
Been on ‘em so long, it doesn’t bother me so much. 
I wake up and salvage what I can of my dreams 
before I splash some water onto my mood and have to leave. 
I take a step out, breathe. Sigh to release the pressure.
Physically, I’m present but my eyes keep tryna exit 
out the window. Picture myself anywhere but here. 
Need to turn off autopilot and remember I can steer 
but my floorboards creak. 
I haven’t had a normal conversation in like a week. 
Just “No, I don’t need a bag,” 
and “Thanks for swiping my card,” 
then try to get out as fast as I can 'fore I need to talk. 
Hurry the walk back before my body falls apart. 
Drop down onto my bed like why did I even start. 
As I slip back into slumber, I wonder 
where the why of it's all gone.
I keep coming back ‘cause I've been going so long.

The more I learn, 
the less I feel I know it.
Feelin’ like the less you know, 
the more I feel alright.
But somethin’ ‘bout that voice I hear reminds me 
that it’s only the beginning tonight.

I wanna write a love song but I can’t 
‘cause I can’t be around a girl without apologizing in advance 
for all the mistakes that I haven’t made, 
problems I haven’t caused. 
I self sabotage before I even get a chance to offer 
my hand in yours on a romantic walk through a national park.
I’d give you half of my heart if I wasn’t standing so far,
if I didn’t flash up my guard automatically 
when actually, I’d trade every star in the galaxy 
if it meant that the gravity 
couldn’t grab you and steal you away.
I just wish I had a reason to be feeling this way.
I just wish I had an address to send these letters to. 
‘Stead I fold them into airplanes, 
throw them and hope that they get to you. 
I wanna fall so you can catch me.
Cry into each other’s arms until it passes. 
I wish I could say that I’ll make you happy but I can’t.
I’ll try to figure out how ‘til I get the chance.

The more I learn, 
the less I feel I know it.
Feelin’ like the less you know, 
the more I feel alright.
But somethin’ ‘bout that voice I hear reminds me 
that it’s only the beginning to life.

Tears don’t mean a thing in the pouring rain.
I ain’t got nothin’ to lose. I got it all to gain.

the more i learn [prod. by mr. master]

Prod. @btmkr3000
Mix. @ibr
Art. me

Lyrics:
I keep my mind off the bigger picture
Listening to the synthetic purr of the engine as rainclouds fill the mirrors
And watch the droplets snake their way up on the windshield
With a hologram in shotgun and she wonders how the drips feel on her skin
Drift above this neon-lit metropolis I washed up in
Without a thought put forward to my origin
All I want's a drink, I don't care for program glitches
And all these intricate components as my cold hand twitches in artificial skin
I'm indifferent to these advertisements
Half the time it's so called upgrades for a galvanized limb
Cobalt sun rays come through the tint on the spinners windows
I just talk with that hologram while passing Nintendo billboards
She tends to flicker when she's syncing
She winks and says she wishes she was real, I don't share the same ambitions
Abandoned buildings drape their silhouettes on the skyline
She shrinks and pirouettes upon the dash 'til it's twilight
She's enamored by bright lights and her hand points to them all
I just do my job to stop these android coup de tats
She always talks about secrets and missing truths
I just drift off to the sound of the rain as it hits the roof

2049

Submarine boy is a cool dood :^)
Photo by: renzel ♡

the moon song (w/ submarine boy)

an actual song i wrote. <3 

also available on other streaming platforms, enjoy.

instagram.com/zakomusic

Spotify

i fell in love on ur bed

Thanks for 3k followers and 100k listeners on Spotify. Working on another project for you.

prod. and mixed by @biskwiq
artwork by TUMA

Hold The Phone || prod. by biskwiq

If you like my song please repost it so more people can listen and enjoy it too!
music video: https://youtu.be/UOcC6NfiCqY
lyrics: https://genius.com/Tevin-williams-you-know-lyrics
prod by. Ocean Beats

Free Download

You Know || Prod By. Ocean Beats [Free Download]

Missing them 2005 vibes man.

Shout out to @1-ab for this dope ass vibe <3

I do not own the art.

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I been filling up with sadness
Waiting for the day
When I'm chillin in a casket
Blast it
Trash pit
Sitting in the back seat
Pull it back and they ask me
"Why you feeling bad in the past?"
"Are you feeling really sad?"
"Are you questioning your sanity?"
"Filling up the gaps?"
I been feeling really dumb
And I take too many naps
So maybe I'm depressed
And I wouldn't say I'm crazy
But

(Hook)
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Chillin out at the carwash
Being loud in the front lawn
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Back then I was livin in a dream
Yeah

(Verse 2)
Now I'm sinking with my ship
I can see the land 
But they're tellin me to quit
Showing me the times
That I fucked up
Only ever fail
It's a lie
Gotta grow up
Pushing on the gas
Will it last
no lisence
I don't even care
I like this
I been feeling dead with the weight
Got me sleeping through the days
I been smoking too much 
It's a problem I guess

(Hook)
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Chillin out at the carwash
Being loud in the front lawn
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Back then I was livin in a dream
Yeah

(Hook)
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Chillin out at the carwash
Being loud in the front lawn
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Back then I was livin in a dream
Yeah

old days (prod. by pettersson)

Listen to : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5fQPaqyN4w&list=PLhVOJsBrKOgTS3a57VF9j1SkCFuvptmKK&index=14

XXXTENTACION - Sad (Kid Travis Cover Version) 
HYE SUNG flip redit version 
is non-commercial song
RIP X

i take no credit:
@atlas
@love-sadkid
@aimless

atlas & love-sadkid - internet personas from yours truly (mashup)

prod. by @officialbiosphere
mixed by @ibr

Lyrics:

A street vendor peddles on the sidewalk
A man walks by made of white chalk
A sculpture they built out of light conversation,
That fell when I passed, so it’s my fault 
A head chef smokes by a side door
Pupils misbehaving like an eye sore
A new couple trips on their own fascinations
They fell when I passed, but they might soar

And All the lights in the sky can’t hold themselves
I’m so wrapped up in myself that
I can’t help with weight they bear
Just tell them they should buy shelves

An old man’s cane on its last leg
A women selling tickets to a nice bed
A man of many mysteries and all of his patrons
Who fell as I passed saw them write checks
An empty jar waiting by a street performer
A business women trynna get her things in order
A man was running chasing down a taxi in thecity street
He feel when I passed, saw him chip his shoulder

And all the clouds in the sky can’t hold themselves
I’m so wrapped up in myself that
I didn’t feel when the rain came down
I felt cold and my coat didn’t really help 

Oh why do I never plan ahead, 
I leave the house so fast sometimes forget my head
My mom called my phone said I need my rest
And when My dad called, well he left a message instead
I walk a long road to work, see the people I pass
Know there’s a part of me that really likes to live in the past
I overthink, and while I’m thinking, I forgot to watch my feet
I tripped and fell as the people walked past

walking with my eyes closed || prod. by biosphere

Don't be sorry for who you are, you're great.. (Single from my EP)

Check out Roko: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHcxCZQS1SZf103NIp0ndwg

Art by: https://www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics :
(Verse 1)
I keep thinking this is love
But I know I'm not enough
You keep coming back for more
Knowing I wont tell you no
Then you'll leave when you find
Someone better down the line
I just wish you wouldn't lie
Say you love me while you cry

(Chorus)
I'm sorry that I'm me...
I know I'm incomplete...

(Verse 2)
I'll lay in
Every single garden you make
I'll try to
Trust you and hold on to good faith
I failed you
How could I let them take my place?
I'll change
I'll change 
Trust me darling I'll change

(Bridge)
I don't know
I don't know
I'm alone

Where'd you go?
Can I see you one more time?

(Verse 3)
I don't wanna fight
(wanna fight)
But I'll try
To drop you from my mind
(from my mind)
But you keep 
Getting in my head
(in my head)
I can't sleep
I feel you in my bed
(in my bed)

(Chorus)
I'm sorry that I'm me...
I know I'm incomplete...

(Outro)
I'm sorry that I'm me
I let you down
I know I'm incomplete
I'll fix myself
I'm sorry that I'm me
I knew you'd leave
I know I'm incomplete
Wont get on my knees

(Chorus)
I'm sorry that I'm me...
I know I'm incomplete...

Incomplete (Prod. by Roko Tensei)

Ehhhhh I'm just here to listen to some music :D

Chris Wright / ennis joslin / lifelike. / cemdrive

I make music I like for people like me. I hope you like it too.

walking with my eyes closed || prod. by biosphere

Chris Wright

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