Vol. 1

follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

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shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

use me up to tell me that u never loved me
I feel like I’m never nothing
I’m tired can u just leave me alone
Please stop staring swear my face is fucking boring
I don’t need to be important I’m swinging until I knock him cold
Staring at the mirror
Should I be alive
I’ve got reason to believe that it’s just not my time
Maybe in another life

I only eat when I deserve to
Clouded mirror sit and stare in the bathroom
I been thru it all before I’m just like you
I never wanna let you down but I had to

I’d give up on everything to be a better me
I’ve got people streaming songs
but no one listening
Every lyric that I write, you know I fucking mean
You only hmu to make a song with me

I won’t get that mad
I’m just frustrated
I can’t seem to get a break and I just hate it
If you lived in my shoes maybe you’d get it
Why I get pissed off and I’m not patient

WRITING EVERY FEELING BUT I’LL ALWAYS FORGET
EVERYTHING I EVER DID OR EVER SAID IN THE END
BUT I’M TOO FAR GONE TO CARE
I DON’T LIKE YOU
I WISH THAT YOU’D CARE FOR ME
YOU DON’T TRY TO

lyrics:

VERSE 1
i aint got no animosity i hope you great
hope you do all of the shit you said you gonna do someday
every time im kneeling down and i bow i my head to pray
throw your name into the mix hoping god’ll keep you safe

despite what you think, im always gon care
you can say what you want but im gon be right there
you can talk all your shit but im going nowhere
and you know where to reach me you ever get scared

think im a russian, sip moscow mule
keep it a hunnid, stay on the move
keep myself busy im going thru it
know you is too, we accustomed to it

they say “HK why you change your voice man?”
ion got no energy, like its not a choice man
i just lay in bed and im missing appointments
do my very best to not be disappointment

HOOK
seen that you good, seen your new man
seen that you happy with shit that you have
im rooting for you and i hope that you glad
keep it a buck im just chasin the bands

i aint got no hate im not tryna replace,
all the things that we shared and things been displaced,
and i dont wanna fight or erase my mistakes,
i just pray that you thrive and you smile every day

VERSE 2
i got so many things to say
i dont sleep, hoping youre okay
leaving my bed sheets in dismay
when i get up, and i start my day

know its so rough, but we movin through
i aint never rest, cause im feeling blue,
and i know that im trash now to your whole crew
but thats shits okay cause im stuck like glue

if they could just feel this pain
coursing through my blackened veins
know they wont think that theyre sane
drown myself outside in the rain

Tattoo

tattoo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83Bd5PWLwBA

[prod. jpjp & deadfish]

i'm geist:
a broken design
step aside and rewind
but time doesn't seem to heal
the body's inside
and the blood is on your hands
so don't tell me that this isn't real

it's not the same, no
tell me where did my mind go?
cause i seem to have lost control
why won't the pain go?
i swear i've waited the time love
but i can't seem to take anymore

so say can i save myself now?
(envy) i think it's far too late you'll drown
but i need them to hear me out
(envy) don't make a sound just shut your mouth

notenvy:
my frame is fractured like kaleidoscope
the only sense of matters left my brain
i swear i'm losing hope
i’m doing fine, oh you don't want to know
the shit that i've been going through
i'm gripping on, i've lost control
another day intoxicated
do you ever think of me
my structure’s slowly breaking
another breath is wasted
screaming from my chest
i fucking wish someone would save me

kais:
i hate it when you talk to me, but talk to me some more
hands to my ears and my face to the floor
love it when they lie to me, so lie to me some more
you fucked me up and put me through the ground
scream for help, but it never makes a sound
you took it wrong, I didnt mean it that way
silent with the pressure, but I let it stay
imma let it till it breaks me
down, I know you want me here but I never come around
im sorry and I owe you that. that’s what this shits about
I walk slow with my teeth glued to my mouth
I don’t talk cus the rooms always too loud
loud
loud

deadfish:
and i'm waking up
heart's fucking numb
it's only 7am
but I can't seem to lay down

anxious bout the day
what's gonna happen today
I just can't get a break
everything's still the same

mind is racing if today you're gon reply to me
nothing points to that but I'll wait just in case

if u had a change of mind
blood is pouring out my eyes
phone is charged all the time
cause I'm waiting for

for you to reply
please stop wasting my time
it just wasn't enough
and I can't make up my mind

you said that nothing has changed
but I don't feel the same
but I am keen to believe cause I'm
just hopeless

funeral:
i get so deep in this shit and i'll never get out
now i'm stuck and i'm waiting
i never think i just act and i ask if i'll make it
or maybe i'm wasting
my time right here, right now
blood leak, blood flow, lights low, lights out

it's way too obvious to me
the way the bodies dust, i bleed
i need one second alone now
one shot, now i'm dead, body goes down

sewerperson:
rust gives way to the chains that hold me
for yesterday could not control me
toxins permeate
the armoured skin that covers me
u poor man ur final day
is ended here from under me
woah bring out the big guns
im in the mood to erase something
huh just try to say something
u getting face fucked
blunt getting laced up
put u in swamp water face up
no matter the chaos faced
i wouldn’t give up
for time will tell
of better days
from here I smell
the autumn rainfall
it helps me stay strong

time will tell w/ i'm geist, notenvy, kais, deadfish, funeral, sewerperson

Track 5 off of "Lost In A Fantasy".

http://soundcloud.com/voidguts

Backspace (feat. Voidguts)

Твоя боль и твой страх - всё лежит на серверах!
Наша жизнь лишь игра, что лежит на серверах!
Я ебаный трайхард, что не хочет умирать,
Но в итоге мой прах удалят на серверах!

всё лежит на серверах

stray hearts (prod. healersclub)

way too drunk to think way too high to care,,

stream on spotify and watch the music video : http://hyperurl.co/qpm7w0

lyrics
Bury me in diamonds 
Top me off in gold
The world will know that I'm royalty when they steal my soul cuz

I killed art with my skinny jeans it's a good thing I gained LBS babe 
Or maybe I got better taste aye
I made girls start seeing race

I gotta problem a lotta people they don't wanna talk about 
If I was a fish in the river then maybe I could see a sound 
 
Decisions I would keep I know would swing you around 
Never my talks of spirits and sounds

Yeah

I've got drugs to plan and you've got things to do 
And I don't wanna stop getting high cuz I'm feeling you 

I got things to plan I got drugs to do with you 

Girl you know that I'm on the way 
I'll have you know that I'm so afraid
Was I born 20 years too soon or 40 years too late
Cuz I would have owned the world 
Before the stocks collapsed
And probably have less panic attacks 
I might have been friends with my dad

Cuz we all have dead friends
And some still walk the earth
But we do what we can do to make everything hurt less

Yeah 

Well I guess that I'm blessed because all of my friends know we’re equally dead well at least in the head 

It's unusual 
But usually

We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
Care
About you
About you

I don't care if you don't mind if you died right now but I would be dead inside 

Just close your eyes 
Pray to God that my baby's alright she was in the hospital last night my baby my baby girl 
Just close your eyes 
Pray to God that my baby's alright she was 
in the hospital last night my baby my baby 

Girl you know that I'm on the way 
I'll have you know that we’re so afraid
Were we born 20 years too soon or 40 years too late
Cuz I would have owned the world 
Before the stocks collapsed
And probably have less panic attacks 
I might have been friends with your dad

Cuz we all have dead friends
And some still walk the earth
But we do what we can do to make everything hurt less

Yeah

Well I guess that I'm blessed because all of my friends know we’re equally dead well at least in the head 

It's unusual but usually

We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
Care
About you
About you,

Usual

dont let it die,,, 

watch the music video/stream here: http://hyperurl.co/ykxpda

lyrics

Don't Let It Die

[+] who knew a year later we would only see each other in our dreams.
* prod by @hxrxkiller * featuring @steadysuffer *
(artwork by @seejayxo)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i write these stupid fucking songs for you
i right every single wrong you do
i keep tellin myself that you’ll change
but you know that you drive me insane

[verse:]
i got knives in my back
anxiety attacks
cause you dont love back
why you play me
bitch you wack
i cant even trust you
why the fuck i even gotta love you?

how you hold up in my chest so long?
lean back as i rip from the bong
remember nights we would listen to my songs
i dont know where we even went wrong

[hook 2x:]
i had cash and i spent on you
bad bitch ride around in the coupe
no drugs i was high off you
good sex baby yeah you know it too

[verse 2: @steadysuffer]
said she wanna get thru to you
you're already in your avenue
swallow all your fears, while you cry with no tears
now he's tryna get thru to you
he don't wanna be here all night long
oh dear, soft and clear oh-oh-oh

ya she got a style
that'll pick apart your mindset
so divine but a fights her assignment
finger on the trigger i can tell she wanna light it
buried under lies im feelin fine but im lyin
hey, don't run from me
was it all real oh was it all real
ring when you find me dear

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high off you (feat. steadysuffer)

mmm alright i guess ill just get over it,,

stream here https://smarturl.it/chrmngAIG

Alright, I Guess

Call N Stay

Commas

prod @lilduckk
mix @deadfishpoland
thank you @lilskeleskrrt for the outstanding feature

untitled:
I'm on my own and complacent
I'm on my own and so wasted
You know me, I'm starchasing
New parts of me that I'm embracing
[x3]

skele:
I’m on my own and I’m feeling great bitch 
you gon see my shine I know you hate it
ima be on top, yeah you know I’m starchasing 
100 on my dash I’m speeding like I’m racing 

ima stack my gwop to the ceiling 
new shawty always tugging on my heartstrings 
diamond cuts on my wrist 
I’m spilling blood out on my Louis v carpet 
and I just fucking bought it 

coke nails so I know she off the shit now
drop dead when I pull up w the drip down
hop into the back of a blacked-out whip
speakers in the back and you know they bump our shit loud

untitled:
Come in like a comet when I'm ripping on my six-string
Something around me is feeling off, but I can't pin it down
When I'm around like I can pull myself up over this
Like just another kiss
Just another kiss
Just another one

I'm on my own and complacent
I'm on my own and so wasted
You know me, I'm starchasing
New parts of me that I'm embracing
[x2]

starchaser pt. 2 feat. skele (prod. wellfed)

(prod. reytee)
https://soundcloud.com/reytee

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Going on a lonely walk 
Cause I don't wanna talk 
Got my pumpkin spiced latte
Just got it from Starbucks

Comfy in my coat and my gloves 
Comfy in my coat and my gloves 

Comfy in my coat and my gloves
With my thoughts.
Tricking me, and my own feelings 
Hurting me, seems quite appealing

But I know that's fuck'ed up.

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

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Don't Let It Die

CHRMNG,

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