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mommas boutta go to war, if ion come back, i love you.
autumn: https://soundcloud.com/skullergamez
v v v
[emptychest]
talk talk 
thats all i hear
bangkok
got two broads in my ear
brain rot
thats the shit that wont cure
sorry babe
i couldnt help but overhear
whats it like when ur living off the deep end?
spending every day getting high till the week end
living life slo mo but the dream steady beaming
in my mind its all im feigning 
have u reached the ceiling yet?
spoke ur feelings yet?
gonna be okay, or are you gonna end up dead baby..?
lemme know if u simply need some rest baby
ill be the shelter when the hails pouring real heavy
but im boutta go to war and ion know if imma come back
hug me while im here so if i die you wont get flashbacks
keep that pretty lil face posted up beside my nightstand
rewind to the days when u were cradled in my right hand
now im stationed up, boutta ship off
my hands are shaking and im scared but ion got no option
you can always text me if your awake and u miss me
mommas boutta go to war, if ion come back, i love you..

[autumndropsdead]
yeah i’m anxious to hit a wall
hoping you carry on
do you care at all?
you don’t care at all

oh to be a little taller
look a little better
ally once said to die whenever; 
it’s the weather 
self encouragement is something 
i need to endeavor
girl i never meant the bond between us 
to be severed 

now fuck i’m sitting here alone
i ain’t got a message at the tone
the light in my heart that once shone
is dimmer than i’ve ever known 

swearing that i know 
i’ve been a bitch baby 
ion wanna talk abt shit i wanna live maybe whatever i’m feeling got caught up in a wind is he all you ever wanted could you count it as a win baby yeah yeah yeah

[emptychest & autumn]
yuh!
talk talk
its all i hear
bangkok
got two broads in my ear
brain rot 
thats the shit that wont cure
sorry babe
i couldnt help but overhear 
whats it like when ur living off the deep end?
spending everyday getting high till the week end
living life slo mo but the dreams steady beaming
in my mind its all im feigning.

im stationed up
boutta ship off
my hands are shaking 
and im scared
but ion got no option
you can always text me 
if your awake and you miss me
mommas boutta go to war
if ion come back,
i love you..

war w/ autumndropsdead (jabarionthebeat x deephartt)

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

right person, wrong time.

i wish you the best even though i wanna die
i dont wanna live in this life if im a lie
im hitting random guys up online
just to maybe spite you and have what you have
but its not working
why is it not working?
they said "tryins' perfect"
but tryins' only hurtin
me more
im so bored
of trying so long for nothing

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

ive never been more ready, or maybe im not
cause ive learned life ignores you when youre blocked
just like your love did
and i know that it hurts, baby, you dont have to 
explain to me how bad it sucks
staying up, waiting, draining, fuck
and maybe this is compensation
but online is all that i have 
and ever will.. yeah ever will.

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

i tried to feel love for so long
everything i tried is soloft
im so gone

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully
all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

all i will ever have is me.
and all you will ever have is him.
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully..

so long for nothing. (heydium)

vvv

movin at light speed ive been glowing honestly
think i couldnt be doing better pain is hard to see
taking red n blue up inside my odyssey 
dont hit me up im out of reach
im in my own world
im in my own zone
conspired this all inside my dome
now its all right here and i finally found my home
its you 
its me 
im starting to believe and talk to my inner child  and not ignore her
im so sorry i know that i treated u like shit for months
youre still my baby angel and i never meant to hurt u, love
it wasnt my intentions it was the man with the red hair
if im bein honest w u i dont think he ever cared
id tell you it was a facade but u prolly do not know that word
i know how he hurt you and i hate em bout much as you loved him
but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.
I been 
Blowin toxins
in my  room
i been doin fine
w out u 
yeah i loved him but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.

inner_child (jabarionthebeat x jelly x dreamboyy)

i'm a casualty of life...
prod. @gonetoofar x @memoryroseishere
cover photo taken my by girlfriend :)
hope u all enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh how i dream of the west coast
or maybe somewhere thats not here
i’ve been all cooped up inside
need a place to reside
where the water can run clear

i hate to wait for my chances
but i’m a casualty of life
my brain cannot wait
for the day i can say
everything’s gonna be fine

don’t want to be here tomorrow
but in the sense i don’t exist
i’m sick of basic routine
need a change in my scene
i don’t know how to fix this

i think i'm tumbling backward
i need a hand to life me up
or maybe air i can breathe
maybe eyes that could see
why the water has dried up

freshwater [toofargone x memoryrose]

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hey, check it out

New song “BTW” featuring Swiiif
Apart of the “Sunsets and Heartbreaks” EP

-lyrics-

You got me like btw
Didn’t see you yesterday 
There’s something still to say
Yeah you got me like btw 
Oh hey I miss your face
I’m still here at our place 
Yeah you got me like btw
Yeah you got me like btw

Yeah you got me like I don’t know
I wonder if we grow 
You got me like I don’t know
Yeah you got me like I don’t know 
Am I just out here 
Chasing fools gold 
You’re the only thing
Not letting me know 
Tryna see it all from your side
But that side of the street
Has been shrouded by lies 
So hold on 
I swear we can fix it
The truth is there
And I see it 
All we need is a little love
A little luck but don’t fuck it up no

Give me a minute 
Got words left unsaid
I swear I mean it
It’s all in my head

You got me like btw
Didn’t see you yesterday 
There’s something still to say
Yeah you got me like btw 
Oh hey I miss your face
I’m still here at our place 
Yeah you got me like btw
Yeah you got me like btw

--swiiif—
So close but so far away 
If I changed would it make you stay?
Didn’t mean to push you out 
That was my mistake 
Every night I’m dealing with these demons
Keeping me awake 
I can’t seem to the fix the past I guess
I’ll just lay inside my bed
Let these feelings digest 
Heart been beating heavy
Deep inside of my chest 
Waiting for the feelings that you left 
They won’t die yet
Everyday I’m sinking further in this bottle
But you don’t wanna hear it 
Yeah baby I know 
Call you up drunk as fuck I dont know 
Where to go I feel so alone

Give me a minute 
Got words left unsaid
I swear I mean it
It’s all in my head 

You got me like btw
Didn’t see you yesterday 
There’s something still to say
Yeah you got me like btw 
Oh hey I miss your face
I’m still here at our place 
Yeah you got me like btw
Yeah you got me like btw

Prod by IMMORTAL
Mix by Yago and swiiif
Master by Kanashi 
Voice tag by Kid Goku voice actor

Stream on Spotify!

BTW (feat. Swiiif) [prod. Immortal]

[intro]

Hold on to things around us
I hope that we don’t rust

[verse 1]

Time goes
with the wind of ghosts
I need control 
of my own soul

Maybe this time is just falling apart 
Everything that I see just turns dark
This is the time that I see red, mars
And see myself with these old scars

Time tells me that I won’t go far
Maybe he’s right I’m behind his bars
Wind sucks up like it is tar
Wouldn’t be surprised if we get charred 

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

[verse 2 - lxst boy]

Ghosts are haunting me, they are behind me
Breathing down my back, fire spewing all around me
And I’m just lost in this space you provided me
And who am I to think they wouldn’t lie to me

Demons all on my chest, can’t control my head
Losing all of my breath, I’m probably better dead
Get in position, they got a new proposition 
I feel alive in the cyclone, I hope it raises suspicion 

I hope, I go
Peacefully in December’s snow
I know, I’m gone
Write another poem I’m the right one

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

wind from ghosts (feat. lxst boy)(puhf & zekiro)

mix & mastr @fleshgolem

ft @lxstboymusic 🐐

lyrics

[mæsk]
i felt planets hit and all took was a single touch
it was a smoothe sail out to nowhere so ima a bit out of touch
i hit the main land swear it wasn’t this lush
but now i seek more just a temporary rush

scattered throughout the stratosphere 
holding down the atmosphere 
let ur guard down, drop my wings and let’s get the hell outta here

avoid the snakes when they appear
a fallen angel anaware
surrounding take its toll
but this endless ether baby

how much more
more can u endure
it’s gone get hot, just don’t get torched

there’s gon be changing course
and err pushing through a force field 
my voice is hoarse 
but we can make it out no matter the power that storm yields

just follow my lead 
what is life without a dream
extrinsic value to me has never meant a thing 
i’m finding lightning from within
but there’s more behind my skin
ur over more than half of me
am i fighting just to win?
(this is endless ether baby)

[lxst boy]

(this is real life, open your eyes)
I made a pact with the devil
he told me im destined for damage
I gotta go, running away 
packing my stuff in a panic
my life aint worth the air that I breathe
but im finding a way to manage
I guess ill keep quite 

I aint got philosophise im too afraid to talk about
maybe its not 

the real man in charge is in the sky and hes just looking down
I am not worthy of the life that ive been living now

but lately ive been tired of fighting entities who live around

my brain my rules thats something they better figure out

the sun it scorched my eyes

I keep records of pain thats what this is
yeah and day 14 I really hate the wilderness
but I gotta push through coz survivals worth the risk
I guess writing all these poems aint gonna fix my loneliness

I guess its over now
we can settle down

endless ether ft lxst boy (fantompower)

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

[verse]
Try to spend a life without me
Even if I know that for you that's easy
Hitting on a blunt now I'm feeling dizzy
Without your arms around me
I swear that I'm freezing
You make me feel like
I'm not enough for you
No matter what I do
No matter my efforts
I got no more force
I'm trying to let you understand
You were my only friend
You were the only one I love
And I will love forever
I can't still accept that we'll never be together
'Cause you took me out from the darkness
But then you let me down
And the sky looks starless

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

Without Breathing [prod. Ahnboi]

Gucci Girl

steadysuffer:the moon it whispers in my ear now telling me I'm fine without you showing me a glimpse of what it's like without you here and I'm still shaking I'm breaking apart the pictures are changing I guess that's a start x2

MN: I noticed things weren't the same and next time I'm done while I'm waiting I fear our love's finally fading there is too much to be leaving here I paint my mind by just sitting here in my ol room on my black chair aint nothing new but what's out there ain't noone you but you're out  there! 

Steady suffer/MN you said you moved on I don't believe you well does he know of are matching tattoos you said you got some issues you need to work on next thing I know I miss you man I am so done so done tired we can be higher you're making me foolish I'm making you clueless ....

steadysuffer/MN:the moon it whispers in my ear now telling me I'm fine without you showing me a glimpse of what it's like without you here and I'm still shaking I'm breaking apart the pictures are changing I guess that's a start x2

Matching tattoos ft. steadysuffer (prod.toofargone)

w/ @gothurted

Produced by Morin

WOULD YOU CRY NOW

Lyrics:

[hook: iluvtora]
would you cry now
if i'd tell you that i'm leaving
don't lie now
i can't say that i'm not bleeding
but somehow
i can't get over my feelings
baby you're a demon
without a single meaning 
would you cry now
if i'd tell you that i'm leaving
don't lie now
i can't say that i'm not bleeding
but somehow
i can't get over my feelings
baby you're a demon
without a single meaning

[verse: iluvtora]
imma pull up to your place at midnight
i wish you just tell me what do you like
yeah i fell in love with your hair dye
those blue eyes, they shine so bright

alone at night, when i tend to cry
i think about my pain and the wasted time
and i'm getting high under the moonlight
i wish you called me back but i don't wanna fight

[verse: gothurted]
I wish you call me back
Cause I'm missing your voice
I wish I did regret before
Making the choice
Not to leave you sooner
You altered my future
Made me feel a loser
Just for random rumors
We could be the faces
On the big screen together
But you didnt believe me 
When I said I could be better

[hook: iluvtora]
would you cry now
if i'd tell you that i'm leaving
don't lie now
i can't say that i'm not bleeding
but somehow
i can't get over my feelings
baby you're a demon
without a single meaning 
would you cry now
if i'd tell you that i'm leaving
don't lie now
i can't say that i'm not bleeding
but somehow
i can't get over my feelings
baby you're a demon
without a single meaning

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i can't get over my feelings w/ gothurted (prod. Morin)

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

I guess I'm stuck in the past,
and life's been moving too fast,
they told me I should grow up,
but I still feel like a brat,

another pill to the head,
another night til' I'm dead,
and we've been moving so fast,
that's how I know this'll last.

they tell me that I'm just a mess,
and I'm so depressed, yah I get it..
yah i get it..

she love me til my heart cant beat no more,
and I don't get it.. I don't get it..

I guess I'm stuck in the past,
and life's been moving too fast,
they told me I should grow up,
but I still feel like a brat,

another pill to the head,
another night til' I'm dead,
and we've been moving so fast,
that's how I know this'll last.

brat (prod. rohff)

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