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stupid. prod.lanparty

Without U (Prod. Greaf)

THANK U EVERYBODY THAT HELPED WITH THIS PROJECT AND ALL MY SUPPORTERS I LOVE U - BLACK KRAY AKA LIL RARI

GOTH LUV

4EVA BY MY LONLEY [PROD BY NEDARB NAGROM]

crybaby (prod. lederrick x lil peep)

Yunggoth - Idk How To Kill Myself (prod. Gucci Witch)

ep2 soon

produced by døves (dovescry.bandcamp.com)
art by reyn yeager (reynyeager.com)
engineered with dylan kim (@ghettoblastersofc)

i’m holding my head, i can’t hold your hand
i already said i wasn’t meant for this

troubled by the emptiness & benzodiazepines
this is fucking atrophy, i feel it
i can’t feel shit, bourbon on my rings
i’m collecting names, setting fire to my insides

put that blade against my tongue, you know i fuck with death
i’ve been pulling powder in my lungs like i’ve got nothing left
angel wings on me, i’m already dead
halos buried with their hymns six feet from my fucking head
and i was in the back during the set
dressed in black, i didn’t get your text
maybe i left you on read (maybe you don’t understand me)
i’m under stress, under slept, i feel the noose around my neck
i feel like i don’t want to live, i feel like i’ve already bled out

cut open, sun poisoned
eyeliner, your rhetoric
a vision, mirages
i’m hollow, nothing at all

you’re poured up, new haircut
(already dead in the benz hit a hundred and five)
no feeling, young and in love
(eighteen forever got blades out i’m ready to die)
eyeliner, your parties
(headlights in my eyes, the darkness eats me up inside)
scar tissue, your skin on mine

youth

written by me
prod. 6silky
mixed by lilbootycall

socials: 
instagram.com/reddishblu
twitter.com/_reddishblu

everything is slow motion
your touch slow motion
my thoughts slow motion
we're driving real slow 
the lean in my cup has got me in another word
I'm not too sure whats going on
I’m so preoccupied by my thoughts
existential crisis the love of my life is you
in order to fight this i'll have to get high and forget you

i'll have to get high
thats how i'll get by
mhm mhm mhm (x2)

love isn't forever (prod. 6silky)

Poker Face

Poker Face [prod. Plu2o Nash & Adio]

Hotel In Minsk

trying to find my way back
i think I'm insane yeah
i just need to go
even though i know you hate that 
roses on my nightstand
can't do nothing right man
look up at the sky
but the sun is way too bright yeah
you can see the pain in my eyes now
blood up on my blade take my life now
i can hear the rain when i lie down
take me to the grave let me die now
I'm just a ghost
lost in the smoke
i always hurt the ones that love me the most
you'll never see
what you mean to me
I'm sorry i can't be who you need me to be
trying to find my way back
i think I'm insane yeah
i just need to go
even though i know you hate that 
roses on my nightstand
can't do nothing right man
look up at the sky
but the sun is way too bright yeah
you can see the pain in my eyes now
blood up on my blade take my life now
i can hear the rain when i lie down
take me to the grave let me die now

this will end in tears (prod. by gertrude)

prod. nedarb
mixed & mastered by nick colletti
art by abvhvn

misery ep

in the background [prod. nedarb]

yunggoth - loved me

prod by mee
quick master by Simon!!!! happy new ear

lyric-
been feeling death up, everyday clawing my neck up
aint nobody call u when ur red tho, why u gotta live like that boy
why the fuck u on my back for, really tho u aren't my dad no
living life on the red note, 24 life full dread tho
girl ur what I live for, living my life on the red more
where the party left to?
aint nobody gna peel it back for u
all my heart fully ran out
feeling my life getting ran out
you can just go and forget mee ya thats a wrap up
I don't mind putting my back to the rapture
all of my head feel the wrath of the world
been quiet but I still feel it yet feel it yet
why u damning me, gna wait for the day they come for me
I don't wanna live like that really drain my heart
been doing ur damage, what have I done
fully lose my faith in the world, 
want my bed
out of my mind out of my head how do I ride thru
I don't mind dying over with life dealing with my debt
out of my head living in the red 
out of my time go ahead and take me don't really care for the world

rly not right 4 this

wretch

Lyrics:
chorus:
you owe me, you slowed me, she wrote me, she wrote me
you told me, you lonely, you fucked me (told me) you love me
you owe me, you slowed me, she broke me, she broke me 
you told me, you lonely, you fucked me (told me) you love me

Verse: 
what im feelin inside i wont feel when im gon die
staring at pictures i took of you it makes me want to cry
i wana know why did you lie im waiting for you on skype
i miss stayin up all night tell you we'd be alright
you owe me, you told me, you wrote, from wyoming
i loved you, you did too, for so long, i would have died for you
a true pair, my senorita, you left me, for some re-up
i pray to, die in my own sleep, locked in my, room for a thousand weeks

1000 WEEKS FT. MEXICO4G [PROD. PRETTYWHENICRY]

(LYRICS)   ft @hammy     prod. @droozzzy
ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling
laying on the floor and the walls r moving closer

writing these songs just to get it out
i can see my own life and its fading now

      
I can see my own life and it's fading
I can see my own life and it's

life keeps fading 
mind is always racing
out in public 
hide my face 
like im Jason 
got the razor on me
if you hating
got my team around me
we just hanging

we just posted 
smoking potent
my hands are shaking 
I hope she doesn't notice 
I hate my mindset
it's hard to focus
when everything fucking seems so hopeless 

I don't want friends
I just want the end
I just wanna rest 
spend the day in bed 
I'll lay here till I'm dead
can't get out my head 
It's cause I'm trapped inside
It's such a lonely night

I live a lonely life
half the fucking time 
I don't feel alive
I know it's not alright
but I don't have the drive
to do anything
motivation inside 
keeps withering


ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling

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