NYE SHNXMAN LIT LIST

lost in the storm i don't know where to go
if i keep on walking will i reach my home
tell me, tell me if my heart is frozen
broken pieces that you end up choking
empty chest that's wide open
mind gone, don't fucking probe it
keep asking myself why i'm still here
its getting to the point where i don't look in the mirror
gotta take pills just to fucking sleep
fuck 12 steps, fuck therapy
i don't really think i'm getting better
i don't wanna feel like a broken record 
every night is like a fucking battle
and every day i'm stuck on this mattress
i feel alone again
lost in the storm again

misery (prod. bryibeats)

[RARE]

EVERYTHING

MUST

DIE

PROD. @COPTABEATS

BLØØDLXST (PROD. COPTA)

Catastrophe Machine

Vein

merry christmas every1 <3
send my love to ur family, friends & loved ones.
proud of u for sticking around & pushing thru, it ain't easy
& i am no better & i am no role model,
i am just like u because we are the same
i am u, u are me
i love u <3 

lyrics:

if i were to leave my house,
to breathe the fresh air all around,
i'd put my ripped jeans on,
& then i'd count my cigarettes to forget all about,
the horizons that's surrounding us,
too far to touch & too close to watch,
trapped in a world that's designed by us,
if we're the maker, let's be the re-creator.

i don't wanna b another sad kid :(
i'm rly looking to be happy :)
i want the whole world to b ashes >:(

i don't wanna die knowin i could burn the world around me,
leave no shred of hope for anybody tryna live happily,
nothing left but the flames feasting on the burning bodies,
only remnants of the times that we all wanted to be...

ashes </3

Chinese Whispers (Ft. Sleepyboy Homeless)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgWSw88S868


Don't you be talking bout someone you don't know
You capping when rapping, you push it with promo
Yeah money for fame, that's the game that you know, no?
You standing around, sucking dick like a homo
No offense tho, only to those that I oppose or the ones that I loathe
So of them know, so of them don't but I don't give a filthy fuck if they moan
I'm playing my songs at the party, don't change it
I'd rather listen to the silence than lame shit
The fuck are you doing? The molly is brewing
Inside of you, you just be geeking - we chill
aggressively chewing i drink til I'm spewing, not vomit but anger, I spill
I need a pill
I need a sleep
I wanna die
Repeat after me
Boom break a bitch back with a fuck so good, make her cum too hard that she want some more but I'm done with that, b I'm done with that I said I'm done with that yeah I said I'm good
Whoa smack a kid wack til he don't come back, less got a team then we pulling up in packs, like we tigers on attack, leaving more than a scratch but not enough to trace it back
The team be out creeping
Never seen sneaking
Neversoft seeking 
Smoke, always peaking
Snowboard like tweaking
Up thru the weekend
Don't speak unless spoken too
Don't hit me up, less you buying a feature
Or buying a beat
I'm needing the money to eat
But spending it fast on the green
And a bit on the benzodiazapines
Talk a big talk, but you not gonna walk away from all of this bitch, no not just yet
I'ma make my best bet, put my life down on the line every moves a threat
Playing like chess but I am the king and the queen moulded into a person
Praying is null I don't listen to none, I can see thru the act so you better rehearse it
Yah sadist inside, extrovert at night so I'll fuck anywhere I want
The gods don't provide so I gotta slide, you will not be able to stop me abscond
Pop a pill with pride
But so dead outside
All the fucking time
But I cannot stop
I don't wanna fucking draw the line

TWEAK (PROD. DOZY DOE) MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION

The second installment of the Gastroenteritis series.
Featuring both artists from NVRSFT and close homies.
Big love to my team <3
Big love to Dozy Doe for his insane beats.
Big love to withdraw for helping me drop this alongside Season 2 of their clothing drop, check it out here: withdrawltd.com
Big love to NNB
Big love to Dust, Sik Fuk!, preyxo and Meth|Head|Jit.

IDK (FEAT. HXRMAN) [PROD. DOZY DOE]

https://soundcloud.com/lbfrmikey

I don’t know why I’m failing, two flat tires and ailing 
Don’t know how I’m sailing, through the waves. Drown slowly.
Feeling some type of way like listen to my fucking songs right, don’t take me for the next guy
Yeah I’m fucking round with good fire ay 
I’m fucking round with good fire, yeah, pour some gasoline on me
Ay light me up like tryna be a martyr just please
Don’t forget who I was
And who I’m tryna be
Please don’t forget me
I’m flying through clouds like a bird now
My flight losing air so I fall down ay
Falling fast, hit the speed of sound
Hit the fucking ground - lose my consciousness 
Left it in the clouds - it’s not coming down 
So I drift off into sleep, don’t bother to wake me, but don’t be mistaken, I’m good here forsaken, in the ground waiting for something better to pick me up
Take me away from this hatred, it’s my fate now 
Oh I
Don’t know why I’m failing, two flat tires and ailing 
Don’t know how I’m sailing, through the waves. 
Drown slowly.


told you i just want to feel my pain & lay to shame.
got no money in my pockets gave her everything.
now i’m swimming in a bottle, i can’t feel a thing.
terror leaking through my brain. 
you made me out this way. yuh

tucked up too weak,
baby you won’t say none.
i’ve been just on my shit,
look what you’ve done.
fucked up a million times,
you ain’t the one.
imma ride for my son. 

shawty riding my rocketship,
i’m sorry ma i’ve been popping shit.
nothing else you can promise him.
well heres to you mrs robinson.
shine away i got my light.
shawtys says she’s from the west side.
i can show you that my soul died.
feeling her shaking in the moonlight.
the mood right.

SHOEGAZING (FEAT. LBFRmikey) [PROD. SHNXMAN]

i love u guys, stay safe xx

lyrics:

city streetlights maskin the daylight is that,
ok, ok, ok, ok
i feel so alone in a crowd is that,
ok, ok, ok, ok,
i don't know how to feel w/o the liquor is that,
ok, ok, ok, ok,
everybody's dying around me, it's not,
ok, ok, ok, ok.

don't wait for me,
make sure you're fine,
i'm just trying,
to lose this time,
i wont fight it,
let her kill me,
i will rebirth,
and burn this world.

smokin cigarettes, when the feelings get,
overwhelming and, my lungs feeling it,
everybody's hurt, it's just gettin worse,
mask all the pain, i don't wanna learn,
i just wanna die,
remain ignorant,
gettin so high,
stop feelin shit,
got a lotta issues,
can't remember em,
if u ask me what they were,
i'd sit in silence shit...
i know i'm right for, the pain i feel now,
tell me otherwise, you can fuckin kneel down,
it's so fuckin hard, to ever feel pleased,
about anything i've ever done, for me,
so if i'm distant,
or never listen,
it's cause i'm not present in this system,
i wasn't born for this,
neither were you,
i'ma burn the whole world,
you can come too...

city streetlights maskin the daylight is that,
ok, ok, ok, ok
i feel so alone in a crowd is that,
ok, ok, ok, ok,
i don't know how to feel w/o the liquor is that,
ok, ok, ok, ok,
everybody's dying around me, it's not,
ok, ok, ok, ok.

OK? (prod. prey xo)

I just let people go fuck up my time
No drugs to be taken when I'm on a grind
No seeing me slipping when I'm tryna run
Yeah I'm tryna bolt, you tryna slide
Right under the radar, but I feel the vibes
I pick them right up and I'm speaking my mind
I'm starting a fight with the mirror
I'm by myself starting to stir up 
Like horses, go buck with the lyrics
I write when I'm sipping on syrup
I write when I'm feeling hysteric
I fuck her up into hysterics
I fuck myself up with the powders
Boy walk yourself home, you sound like a coward
You digging your grave but you try to build towers and bridges with flowers
But they just rot when we pour like a shower huh
Suck my piss up off the lino with your fucking lips
Writings on the walls with biro, drawing fucking dicks
Yeah I know I'm looking homeless, and I smell like shit
Hope you know that I don't give a fuck, I rock my fit
I rock my fit like how I wanna, I ain't tryna drip
I rock my fit like how I wanna, I ain't tryna switch 
Lurking round in my birthday suit, looking fucking rude but so fucking good
And I feel morning breeze on my dick, like a lil kiss from mother nature's lips
And she wanting it, but I'm busy bitch
Tryna chase the dragon thru these molly bricks
and xanny sips that got me peaking, shlumping like rollercoaster to my death
Suck my piss up off the lino with your fucking lips
Writings on the walls with biro, drawing fucking dicks
Yeah I know I'm looking homeless, and I smell like shit
Hope you know that I don't give a fuck, I rock my fit
I rock my fit like how I wanna, I ain't tryna drip
I rock my fit like how I wanna, I ain't tryna switch

ROCK MY FIT (prod. CONTI)

https://soundcloud.com/errorsinside
https://soundcloud.com/houndsx

Crush a little pill up with my snapper then I tap in
Flush the shit I think bout out my brain cause I’m adaptin
Leading cults like Jonestown, no religion like I’m Manson
Huffing smoke up thru a bong the res tastes just like cancer

Ima cook myself like ima smell the oven
Rip the clothes right off my back 
Become one with a coven
I think up things that I can’t do so i stay stuck in
My room just like an animal but kill the beats like hunters 
She said fuck me in front of the mirror
Spread her legs open cause I need me some dinner
2 by 4 in my pants ima fill her
My dicks a fucking monolith it’s harder than a pillar 
I don’t want fame cause it takes you by the lifeline
Ima stay sane stead of selling into white lies
Don’t wanna look cool for guy in a nice tie
Don’t wanna do shit with a snake in a disguise 
Ima be the death of me before the fucking music
Ima be the start of everything, you finish, losing
Burn myself from both ends of the wick but I’m still coozing 
Turn yourself into a lick we don’t like how you moving

THROW UP SIGNS 
BORN TO DIVIDE 
ALL OF YOUR PEOPLE 
STRAIGHT TO INSIDE 
WATCHING THE COUNTRY 
in suit and ties
YOURE GONNA DIE 
NOW BEST DO IT RIGHT 
WATCH MY HAND 
BORED OF MAN 
KILL THEM OFF 
NOW PEEL THEY GLANDS
SHAKE YOUR NECK 
SPINAL SNAPS

FUCK OFF MY DICK 
YOU PUSSY BITCH 
ILL GET TO STEPPING 
WATCH WHERE YOU PISS
YOU STUPID THOT 
ILL CRACK YOUR SEPTUM 
BITCH I HATE 
FEELING SHITTY CANT FIND IT 
WORDS ARE UNKNOWN TO THE DEAF NOW SPREAD YOUR VIOLENCE
VIOLATE A COMMON PROBLEM 
STUFF MY DICK INSIDE IT 
IGNORANT BY NATURE GOT AN ISSUE BETTER SOLVE IT 
SAID IT ALL BEFORE DONT TAKE THE ROAD OF CASH AND SWINGING 

DONT FUCKING PISS ME OFF
DROP WHEN YOU SEE ME WALK
STOP WHEN IM YELLING BITCH 
ILL CRACK YOUR FUCKING TEMPLE BITCH

TAP IN X ERROR SVI (PROD. HOUNDS)

VIDEO ON USGYBC NOW: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3I97XZJG7VA&t=14s

Pocket a half and go smoke it, just cause I like smoking, disturbing the bus like a joker uh
Stepping on plugs, getting up like where are you now? I need to re up
Rocking my fit like boss, always a dick when I'm runnings on rocks
Nah
You can't sit with us, you act up a fuss to consist with your pseudonym
Clue us in
Like cluedo, but Carrey, what's under the mask?
Sipping the lean by itself out a flask
All of these thots want my dick on a plaque
Fuck em, no trusting I'm likely to turn if you try dap me up, I start bussin
We got the lean, you flexin tussin
We got some gas, you sucking some farts in
The petals so white like a russian
You ask me for love, I don't trust you
You acting like it be a must do
But bitch you got more than some issues
Don't touch me I'm starting to drop
I'm starting to trip, I fly off a lot
You flexxing your pussy boy clique
I walk by myself need no squad
Terrible anquish and pain is name of my game, if you ain't a player then step out the way
I'm letting these bitches cut blood out my veins, I stream it online for the clout, like pay to play
Fixing a vision together with acid like glue, can't stop until I trip my way up to a view
I need to find clarity but the mist is impairing me
Smoking serenity inside of my crib yuh
Fuck this bitch ain't hearing me
Get up on my dick yuh

OUTHERESMOKIN'FORESKINS FREESTYLE (PROD. SHNXMAN)

leave it all come find me you’re the only one that’s like me

i'd rather u die instead/the real me prod. alt boi

cover art made by @atombombart on instagram

lyrics : Dazed and confused
Locked up in  my room 
Smokin out the window 
Lookin at the moon

Aye they say im actin strange 
I said bitch im goin thru changes
Learnin to speak my language 
Releasing all this anguish 

Never gave a fuck 
About no fake bitch
If i want it imma come n take it 
While these pussys sit back n just fake shit 
Im out here doin my own shit

They say im actin strange 
I feel them slip away 
Its back to my room
With a roach blunt 
and i sip away the pain

Maybe im insane 
I think ill be okay 
Liquor in my veins
Think its time to start the day 

 Dazed and confused
Locked up in  my room 
Smokin out the window 
Lookin at the moon

Dazed And Confused (Prod. Ditten)

Shout out the bro lovezombie fr been sitting on this or too long <3
https://soundcloud.com/lovezombie

NVRSFT 2020 WLG SHIT ALL LOVE

ghost town. x lovezombie (prod. Shnxman)

while i cry, reminisce about the lies you torn inside
if i die, please be by my side and know i never cared
if i die just know i never cared
and the man i see in the mirrors never there

i see passion fades when i breathe in your air
and the man i see in the mirrors never there

baby it was nice to know you
you turned my words to rot
you said you're all alone
girl did i fill the spot

i was getting used to being someone else
i hate myself, i fucking hate myself
you turned my words to rot
girl did i fill the spot

while i cry, reminisce about the lies you torn inside
if i die, please be by my side and know i never cared
if i die just know i never cared
and the man i see in the mirrors never there

i see passion fades when i breathe in your air
and the man i see in the mirrors never there

the man in the mirror (PROD. valentine)

Wellington, NZ. 

Music available on all platforms:
https://linktr.ee/chronicshnxman

Download shit:
https://chronicshnxman.bandcamp.com/

Progressive Metal:
http://oscillatenz.bandcamp.com/

SHOEGAZING (FEAT. LBFRmikey) [PROD. SHNXMAN]

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