To anyone else listening this that is having a hard time, just know you that everything will be okay. You may not be the same as before, but things will always get better even if it takes a while. 

i miss u chro, hope you're doing good up there<3

How am i just finding this artist now. Im deadass about to cry, the entirety of their discography is amazing

missing you man, hope you're doing alright mentally and physically

this is integral to me, the probability of me supporting is 1

I know you stoped making music, and understand why you did.  but i love your music and wish you still made it. 

The sadness of your voice just says everything

I woke up from a nightmare feeling all kinds of depressed. I looped a beat by engelwood and came up with this and a couple other things I did out of trying to escape the thoughts. Im getting there guys. Thank for listening and showing love.

Engelwood if you find this and hate me for using the beat or looping it I am sorry.

I had to get some things off my chest.

Other songs included in these releases are wake up , still ( a remix of a g eazy song ) , and " doing well "

Just some demos I did today.

Unedited and uncut.

Just some emotions.

Thanks guys

FATHERFATHER (prod. engelwood & slim tone) [demo]

dedicated to my beautiful younger sister, Yana Tomassian. nimitzlazohtla, cihuaicnitl.
additional vocals composed and performed by Jacob Strom
engineered, mixed, and masterd by Josh Elstro, Roberto Parker, and Kyle O'Connell at the Music Resource Center-Cincinnati
cover art by Bennie. @cozylile on instagram and twitter

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/8a2342'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

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smile (prod. mt. marcy)

I guess the afterlife is crazy after all...

Produced by Raven.
Mixed and Mastered by @polearm. 
Artwork by Dog Eat Dog Designs. (https://bit.ly/2VPPYYg)

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-the-life-and-times-of-the-already-dead-lyrics

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The Life And Times Of The Already Dead

Had some fun with this one. 

Featuring/Mixed by @grifcantsleep 
Art by @brandonabueg
Enjoy :)

LYRICS: 


Now ive never been the type that would beg for the attention
Always in the corner with some headphones on
People think im mad cause my blank expression
But really im just focused tryna let go of
 
Thoughts of my ex girl, the next girl, the last
I'm Impressed that I’m blessed I can check off the past
Man I rap to release all the tension 
It reeks of depression
And constant panic attacks

But fuck that 
Zig zags for a jay 
Backwoods blue dream when i call it day 
Oralé homie tossed me a corona 
The girl im tryna get at steady blowin up my phone 

Ya know it cant get much better 
46 texts man i might go get her 
Make that 47 cause i heard another *ding* 
She sent another text said i can't get wetter 

After one time man ima be her trend setter 
Blue sweater favorite one that she can't throw away 
Shorty too hot, she need to cool down 
Ima quench her thirst 
Ima be her lemonade 
Hook: 
I want you 
Girl ima tell you straight that's the way i am 
I want you 
My love is like a drug you don't understand 

Griffin: 
I been on my shit where the job site huh? 
Put the work in 
Strict with the verbs but I slack on the nouns 
Me? 
Ain't losing my head in the gold 
See? 
Blow loud till I'm full 
The sound in my throat 
Been crowd in the roads 
So fuck what you're on 
Stay advancing the poems 
Holding my key 
I might just freak on some drums like BWAH 
Yeah 
I was eager to run just needed a month 
I know how you sleepin on me 
Ain't been stoppin the growth
Ima hop in the bush 
So cold when I'm cookin the flows(Aye)
Old soul with the hook 
Stay roamin the coast 
From Brooklyn to Newport 
Just look where your moves 
I'ma fuck with the sonar yeah 
Put it in the beat for a snare 
Comin at me be prepared 
Study that, grow out your hair 
Samson I'm ramblin here 
But still on my A1 shit 
They said there's no replacements 
They want tips? 
Tell 'em Kick it at my place just like watch 
Runnin up the board like watch 
Crews county comin up the coast on lock 
Sayin oh just watch like 

Hook



Okay so I just woke up
Last night’s a little vague but I taste throw up
Had a little much to drank and I made little lust
with the shorty from the first verse 
Said she wanna fuck

I Want You ft. griffin

but jus almost, everything is almost, and i might fall again

prod. YoungTaylor but technically https://soundcloud.com/verzache (?) 
https://soundcloud.com/verzache/juvenescence
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022

but i'm not there yet
and it pulls me down even farther knowing halving never ends
because I'll never hit 0 or infinity, either or
limits can't be reached and yet i've topped mine out
and now i'm feelin like a discontinuity, solve me analytically
directly substitute me with the c term, 
with the waves
like i'm boutta rip tides to the sea
i don't wanna feel like a math problem 
need the book to breach
the surface of the understanding of the person that is learning but do not comprehend
speakin foreign languages to teach you how to conjugate
but every letter's off and grammar seems to fail you every time
now you wish without a doubt that you understood subjunctive
but the junctions of the thoughts are subpar
so now 
i been..

but jus almost everything is almost
and i might fall again cuz

but i don't think i can drink
cuz the bilirubin's elevated levels make me start to think
bout the possibilities of liver failure maybe more than gilbert's
jaundice ain't a joke but i been hiding it with long sleeves
eyes down so they can't see the yellow and the veins
of my eyes keep it mystery
like the fact that my coats really only help me hide my scrawny arms
and my jokes about death make it seem less serious
but really i been stressin lots and even all dis tea don't help
and i don't really know what to do
so jus tell me please

but even knowin layouts doesn't bring thematic similes
that click before they're cliche 
everything's a repeat
over over done, everything's been used
and even with ideas nothing's good enough for you
and comparison between people runs into your mind
makes you question whether all your work's a truth or it's a lie
like you stole from someone without knowing
plagiarism in the sub c
it's gettin cold in my heart to the sub z's
try to fend it off
try to fend it off
imma fly up high
so 
so high

Chrosky | Husk

Me and @alysmsc had a TON of fun working on this, hopefully y'all enjoyed it as well <3 

Again HMU whenever for collabs or anything else, hopefully you enjoy this sp00ky song.

Mixed by @halberd-3000

LYRICS//
https://genius.com/Kyaru-gallows-lyrics

Free Download

gallows ft. alys (prod. hanto)

Chapter One: "It's Not Too Bad" 
Castle in the Clouds, coming December 4th, 2017
 
sample: "big sis" by SALES

lyrics:
[verse 1]
Woke up on a day when the sun was fresh,
And the sky was bright,
And the wind was was breath,
To the earth,
She could say that today was the next,
tomorrow was past,
And it all was its best,
And I know that one day I could show what I'm worth,
Even if these days I'm feeling down in the dirt,
I'm dirty these words that I'm flirting with,
Worth more than frankincense,
Worth more than gold,
This currency currently,
Fluently new to me,
Anything I say,
I feel it is true to me,
Under the stars,
As I fly threw the Milky Way,
Always go forward, 
No time for the yesterday's,
You and me soaring,
Like birds with the songs they sang,
People will give up everything,
It gets dark when no sunshine is clad to the heavens above,
But it's not too bad,
Cause,

[bridge] 
I know the way,
I've seen yesterday,
Don't think of the sad,
Just remember that's it's not too bad,

[verse 2]
Rise up through the day,
Till the peak of a noon,
Till the sun took a rest on crest of the moon,
And the moon carried suit through the night till the dawn,
When the star could awake for the day with a yawn,
And then flowers for hours,
Were drawn to its light,
And then showers of towers,
Arose with their might,
The world can be dark and the world can be bright,
But it's not too bad if we all can take flight,

And there's a way,
That we can move on,
Through the nights and the days 
And there's a place,
That we can be free,
From the world that we face,

[bridge duet] 
(I know the way)
Keep on,
And keep on,
And keep on,
Keep on going
(I've seen yesterday)
They won't stop,
They won't stop,
They won't stop me from growing
(Don't think of the sad,
Just remember that it's not too bad)

[verse 3] atlas 

[outro]
And we can be,
Anything in the world,
It's all waiting for me,
Can't you see,
The world is ours,
It's never too bad with me,

Castle in the Clouds

It's Not Too Bad

It's Not Too Bad ft. atlas - Single

I wrote this song about anxiety...

Produced by Worth Beats.
Mixed and Mastered by @polearm.
Artwork by Dog Eat Dog Designs. (https://bit.ly/2VPPYYg)

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-the-man-who-watched-the-moon-lyrics

The Man Who Watched The Moon

with https://soundcloud.com/love-sadkid
prod https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022
artwork by mac moon of entreband
lil constellations outtake

Constellations Outtakes

dont wait up /w love-sadKiD [prod. Garrett]

i wish... (prod. elijah who)

Mixing and mastering by @dustbunnybedroom
Remix of i'm sorry - Swell
Original Instrumental by @swellism Swell, "i'm sorry (feat. shiloh)"
(A single off of the album "Gassed")

Lyrics:
My apologies, my apologies
But now you got me starting new philosophies
Had enough of me, but you still wondering
What type of shit I am slowly pondering
I just wanna be
You wanna be a new thing 
But you got a new ring
Put me on a new sling
Contradicting, girl what are you feeling
Hearin you talk, but that shit is deceiving 
Boutta retract, but you're reeling in
Damn
Got me as high as the ceiling is
Damn
Arms are wide open, but I'm feeling cramped 
Give me some closure, I might need a re-vamp
Watch a boy grab you right out of the back
While I'm busy with trippin some bottles of jack
And I'm hoping my shit will soon get on a plaque
Cuz we're focused on getting a number one track 
But damn, why the hell you really want that
Getting on blast like a bomb in ya pack
I ain’t joking, I can’t even get a call back
Like the service ain’t workin, I know it’s intact 
With a girl like you
It must illegal
Put on a mask and you hiding the evil, within
Me missing you is a sin
Man i'm so dizzy the air is so thin
__
I’m sorry I’m sorry, my feelings are so faulty
What I did to hurt you, babe you left me feeling salty
You haunt me you haunt me, now you make my evil show
Girl you got me trippin, I’m a mess and you don’t even know 
__
I can't stop running from the love
No angels helping from above
You make me go from push to shove
Babe I'm just missing what was us
Cuz thinking bout you makes me blush
Let’s take it slow and not a rush
What’s on your mind, hey what’s the fuss
Got no more value no more trust
Just little things like "how's it going?"
Man it's so cold it must be snowing
Like how the hell will we be growing
If you just leave without me knowing
I'm sorry for the things I've said
And done that fucked you in the head
No need to fake it and pretend
Maybe you and I could try again, yuh
__
I’m sorry I’m sorry, my feelings are so faulty
What I did to hurt you, babe you left me feeling salty
You haunt me you haunt me, now you make my evil show
Girl you got me trippin, I’m a mess and you don’t even know 
__

Gassed

My Apologies (prod. Swell)

i've logged out and will not be coming back.

Chrosky | Husk

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