Forecast

hindi na makakain
hindi na rin makatulog
dahil sa malalim na malalim na kalungkutan

hindi na makaligo
hindi na ako makalabas
dahil ss malalim na
malalim na kalungkutan

sa pagpitik ng bawat segundo
iniisip ko nalang sana
kaya kong magpahinga
kahit isang buwan
kahit isang taon
isang linggo
gusto ko lang naman mawala muna sa mundo sa maiksing oras at bumalik kung kelan kaya kona lumaban muli
sana ganon lang kadali
sana buhay ay madali
hindi kasi ako mapakali

hindi na makausap
hindi na makapagaral
dahil sa malalim na
malalim na kalungkutan

hindi ko na kaya
hindi na pwede pang
sumaya
dahil sa malalim
hindi ko maintindihan

behave - hindi na mangyayari

pagmasdan
mo ako
hindi
hindi maitatago
sakit at dungis
ng nakaraan
hindi ko kayang
balikan
sikreto ko
ay nakatago
pangalan mo
ay malabo

behave - kanta ng sampaguita

Meltdown (Acoustic)

I know how much you hate it
spinning round our own sun
said to keep you in mind
yet I'm out of place and out of time

oh inside, I fear
might drag you with my dread
and it's such a shame
that you don't even tame
my soul in burning flames

I exist to no one
yet you pull me back
and we collide
and it's like a dream
too upright drifting away from me

according to megumi

i saw you go 
the wind then felt so cold 
wanted you to stay
jus so i could hold your hand 

I can't pretend
that i can live by myself
cus when I'm down
your smile brings me warmth 

then I'd be alright
cus when I'm down
your smile brings me warmth 

Smile

Memories

here's a demo im still working on. it's a song about parenting. some of us we've grown and we've seen patterns in our own families that we wanna change if ever we too become parents someday. as we're working on ourselves, we see habits and mindsets we got from our grandparents, parents, siblings, etc. that we don't wanna carry around anymore. though we inherited many good things from our families, there will inevitably be less desirable things we don't wanna pass on. healing starts with us. and this song is about that.

a work in progress.

samurai:

i dont even know
if ill ever have you
but if ever i do
i will try to be good

i will try
to make you feel safe
i will try
to make you feel brave
i will try
so you dont have to feel like you have to try
and i will try
my samurai

and if i hurt you
i will say im sorry
and if you say this is who you are
you dont need to worry
i am always on your team
no matter what you dream

i will try
to make you feel safe
i will try
to make you feel brave
i will try
so you dont have to feel like you have to try
and i will try
my samurai

and i will try
my samurai
and i will try
my samurai

samurai (DEMO)

a song about being with someone who makes you feel like yourself.. like you can be vulnerable and you wont be judged for it... like you can be a kid again.

inner child

we've gotten to be so close
that i feel you kissing me
even if you let go

cause when im with you i feel so undamaged
when im with you life is something i could manage
and you see through all the bullshit
and you wouldnt let go

and i, i feel just like a child
and i, i could go wild
and our memories are safe here
and im never letting go

light of convenience stores
highways that go on and on
i love how you turn me on
carry me to the dawn

i love how you love me on
carry you to the dawn

inner child (REHEARSAL DEMO)

I've put it upon your call
Relations will decay
I'll wait for you for days
It doesn't ring the same
And every waking hour
I crumble upon your name

Mixed by Vlad and MATOKI
Mastered by Dan Monreal

Sarado Na Ang Makiling Trail (At Wala Na Kaming Mapuntahan)

lumang kaibigan

o lumang kakilala

kamusta ka naman

diyan sa iyong bangka?

sa dagat ng mga salita


lumang kaibigan 

o lumang kakilala

’wag kang mag-alala

ako’y walang ilusyon

na babalik tayo sa noon


maraming tinatago,

maraming ’di masabi sa’yo

at ’di ko pipilitin kung walang gustong sabihin

wala nang susunod sa ating kuwento

ito na ang dulo


lumang kaibigan

o lumang kakilala

’di alam ang gusto

kasi bumuo na ’ko

ng aking sariling mundo


at ’di ka kasama

pero alam ko na

hindi mo naman gusto

baka ako lang ’yon

walang problema kung gano’n


maraming tinatago,

maraming ’di masabi sa’yo

at ’di ko pipilitin kung walang gustong sabihin

wala nang susunod sa ating kuwento

ito na ang dulo


lumang kaibigan

lumang kaibigan

lumang kaibigan

lumang kaibigan


lumang kaibigan 

o lumang kakilala



LUMANG KAIBIGAN (TONEEJAY’s unreleased live at Ayala Malls the 30th)

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