There's Nothing Worse Than Too Late

I'm Not Ready

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Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

nosebleeder

stockholm syndrome (feat. sace6)

wrote this in january like a day after new years
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working on album :)

lyrics:
the mom and pop shop where i got my first guitar is shutting down
you were the only good thing in this fucking town
the building owner keeps on jacking rent up tryna drive em out
well you drove em out
hate to see it happen, it happens
cus life is fucking tragic and sad as shit
don't mean to be manic or have a fit
but things are only crashing and collapsing
wish i could say last year was good for me
depression is a battle that lasts for weeks
and months and days and years and a lifetime
i don't know how much i got left anymore
anymore

and wintertime in carolinas way too harsh this time around
without you around
and christmas passed us without giving us the gift of playing house
settle down
oh, and i'm not on the radio
so you probably won't hear this
but we were not the way it goes
cus we called it all quits when
we lost the feeling in our mouths
wish it happened more quickly
we took our sweet time tumbling down
we just cut it off this week

the mom and pop shop where i got my first guitar is shutting down
you were the only good thing in this fucking town
the building owner keeps on jacking rent up tryna drive em out
well you drove em out, oh
hate to see it happen, it happens
cus life is fucking tragic and sad as shit
don't mean to be manic or have a fit
but things are only crashing and collapsing
wish i could say last year was good for me
depression is a battle that lasts for weeks
and months and days and years and a lifetime
i don't know how much i got left anymore
anymore

18 years

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lyrics:

u thought u thought i was gon let u do whatever whatever u want to me
you knew you knew that ur the reason to why i why i began to dissipate

i never laid my hands on u
n i don’t think that i’ll ever do
even if they saw u that way
i would never take that leeway

pull away if
you feel
your body rotting love
pull away if
you need
a body to stop you love

ur staring at me
flashbacks on repeat
had to slow down and breathe
suppress my heartbeat

had u heard it racing
youd instigate the chasing
plenty boys here dazing
they reminisce their baby

u thought u thought i was gon let u do whatever whatever u want to me
you knew you knew that ur the reason to why i why i began to dissipate

i never laid my hands on u
n i don’t think that i’ll ever do
even if they saw u that way
i would never take that leeway

pull away if
you feel
your body rotting love
pull away if
you need
a body to stop you love

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leeway

F07 TH3 L0V3 0F L0V3 is the sound of love on the edge—messy, volatile, impossible to escape. It’s about the cycles we swear we’ll break but keep spinning in, the push and pull, the wreckage we call passion.

This one’s raw, unfiltered, and full of everything I couldn’t say any other way. If you’ve ever been trapped in something that feels like both love and destruction, you’ll feel this.

Play it loud. Let it bleed.

F07 TH3 L0V3 0F L0V3

PRAY4YOU

Dancing with Death

wait 
they tell me i’m way too manic 
too busy stanning brockhampton and killing choruses 
i don’t need to retort 
you should consider upping your standards 
or grab your stolen romantic 
you can’t compare what’s present to what’s in store 

i’m done asking when the pain gonna stop 
all these first impressions got me too afraid to talk 
so i’ma say just what i thought 
there is no expression on the face of god 
and please don’t lay me in your box 
coffins make me lazy and in hell i wanna spark 
don’t wanna wake up in the dark 
there is no expression on the face of god 

on your spine like a little cousin 
but take my sweet time when i spit a dozen 
people ask if this my prime, peek a couple doors right, on sight, only will be stunting 
i just gotta put my mind to something 
pretend i practice on the dollar but you know i’m bluffing 
money is time, but who needs to pay when a divine 4 minutes and 59 gonna save me 
weight fades 
that’s a moral slate 
need a mother re-motivating with cordial hate 
ain’t no story, cater to the allegory like a hero's ballad with nothing but a belated date 
zero status with a bullcat bureau 
i’m on that full cap quiero 
i spiraled down to pose here and say 
if i’ma get it no novocaine 
better bring the gang with me i’m a sober man 

i can’t take my time 
still it’s been confusing tryna make up my mind 
is this illusion trying to live in your eyes 

but lived through it when my voice arose 
the path is littered with hurdles taller than coffee 
i avoided loads of problems in that skinny body 
but my purpose is more than calling my fault 
write in homage 
that’s a whole lot 
god knows, i promise i’m gon grow from the hate 
i feel the love when it goes away 
while you’re too golden to care about our decay 

wait 
they tell me i’m way too manic 
too busy stanning brockhampton and killing choruses 
i don’t need to retort 
you should consider upping your standards 
or grab your stolen romantic 
you can’t compare what’s present to what’s in store 
and that’s automatic 
i gotta have it 
ain’t so static 
i’m foreshadowing 
it’s about to happen 
you mad cos i got the advantage no shock tactics 
make reckless abandon a torch against dogmatic 

i’m done asking when the pain gonna stop 
all these first impressions got me too afraid to talk 
so i’ma say just what i thought 
there is no expression on the face of god 
and please don’t lay me in your box 
coffins make me lazy and in hell i wanna spark 
don’t wanna wake up in the dark 
there is no expression on the face of god

F07 TH3 L0V3 0F L0V3

CHU7CH1LL

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