This is CHXEU

prod by me
mix by me
artwork by me w/ priscil4rt

lyrics:

my look terrifies me
my look at reflection, scare me
look at me i'm a failure
I contaminate everyone with my presence

No you can't help me
you must not save me
you must walk away, leave me
I contaminate everyone with my presence

depth of my eyes in the flash my own fault
if today I'm sunk on the verge of giving up it's my fault

I deserve to suffer
I am useless
without a reason
for living

I contaminate everyone with my presence
get away, get away, I will contaminate
my soul is dangerous virus
my presence is a deadly virus

I'm aberration
I'm aberration

ABERRATION

produced by @strandead
mix by me
artwork by me

lyrics:

do you really think you are unique?
you are nobody, You re a lie
do you really think you re special
you are nobody, You're a lie

this underground is a shame
you are nobody, you are a shame


this underground is a shame
you are nobody, you are a shame

you think you are unique
but everyone is the same
never created anything
you are exactly the same



just some name with trap or core
ready you just created a genre
oh my goodness you are so great
it looks like a chore

that’s why you don’t grow
stay in this shameful cycle
union tucked in the ass
stay in this shameful cycle 2x


you are a joke to me
you have scar**** syndrome



you think you are unique
but everyone is the same
never created anything
you are exactly the same

just some name with trap or core
ready you just created a genre
oh my goodness you are so great
it looks like a chore

UNDERGROUND [PROD. $TRANDED]

prod by me
mix by me
artwork by me


lyrics:


freeze
feelings freeze
the cold in my heart
only increases 2x

all my feelings cooled
apathy dominates

anxiety and depression
freeze my happiness


everything disappears
everything collapses


everything ends so slowly
freezing my moon

freeze
feelings freeze
the cold in my heart
only increases 2x

ETERNAL WINTER

feat. @dxvdxnd
prod by @execvte999 w/ me
mix by me
artwork by me

SACRED DARKNESS w/ DXVDXND [PROD. EXECVTE x CHXEU]

prod by @brvdy
mix by me
artwork by priscilalimx w/ me



lyrics:
dark chases
blinds me
consumes 

I'm here but
I see myself far away

all opaque
shattered
broke

my soul
falls apart
In pieces
in abyss


dark dominates
arrest me
don't let go
gets worse
there is no left
nothing from me

dark only grows
without prayer
quickly
there's nothing left of me
gets worse
there is no left
nothing from me

CRUCIATUS [PROD. BRVDY]

prod/mix by me
artwork by priscilalimx and me

lyrics:
going hunting
for justice for revenge
I arrive and exterminate
i arrive and exterminate
evil curse
evil deity 
evil curse
evil deity
no way out
you have nowhere to run
you have no way out
today i break your throat
today i break your bones
the knife slides
on your face slides
divine revenge 
grudge
dominating 
dominate me 
consumes me

KAYAKO

prod by brvdy
feeling of insufficiency
feeling of emptiness
insecurity is winning me

feeling disgusted
feeling of sick
this disease is winning me

where is everyone who said they would be on my side
everyone left
empty promises
everything is a lie

so be gone for a while
run well in a hurry

I am disaster
one disaster

everything I touch turns to ashes

i am disaster
one disaster

CORIUM [PROD. BRVDY]

prod by nxm1nal
mix by chxeu

possessed
by myself
my enemy
I am myself
my fight
it's against myself
possessed
by the evil entity
cursed
possessed
by the evil entity
cursed
anguish fills me every minute
echoes in my mind all the time
surrounds me taking all my light
this is ruining my life
anguish fills me every minute
echoes in my mind all the time
surrounds me taking all my light
this is ruining my life

ASYLUM [PROD. NXM1NAL]

this song is part of the ep that i will release soon
feat. @zerkey66-6
prod by chxeu

MEGALODON ft. ZERKEY

feat. @dxvdxnd
prod by @diklordefenil x @dexavl96-773996252
mix by chxeu x dxvdxnd
artwork by chxeu

lyrics:
Dxvdxnd Verse: 
Gouge their eyes 
Won’t survive 
Insert my blade in their spine 

This the time 
I arise 
Come my demons ,Come alive 

Watch them die 
satisfied 
That’s my shit I’m feeling high 


Verse:
Cut their limbs and cut  their necks 
End of  story fuck the rest 
Run up quickly u get rekt
Pass your body like a test 
X2



CHXEU Verse: 
I cut your throat
your blood splashes you die
your blood spills
you explode
you die 2x
knife slides
the acid eating away at all your 
flesh
my demons crawl between your organs
eating your meat 2x

acid in your face
melting everything
no one will discover your body
You have nobody
cutting into pieces no one will find you
scattered through the darkness
your death is a mystery
no one remembers 
you disappear

MYSTERIUM w/ DXVDXND [PROD. DIKLORDEFENIL + DEXAVL]

feat. @bruude
prod by CHXEU
mix by CHXEU
artwork by CHXEU

lyrics:
Bruude Part
Life is so messed up empty and dead
Got everything wrong with this world in my head
I’m working my ass off where the fuck has it led
I’m still in this bitch with the pain that I bled
I’m not telling my story no one cares in the end
Cut out your tongue bitch don’t call me your friend 
Biting the bullet sounds like a plan
Off to the den

Life’s been long enough 
Cold steel against my head
Why do it always hurt
I want it all to end

Bang goes the glock 
As I’m drifting away 
I hear no talk
And I’m feeling no pain
It’s finally quiet 
My peace been attained 
Can’t even remember your face when I try
I’m so happy that tears falling down 
Look in the mirror I actually cry
Release all the pain that I built up inside
It’s funny how death got me feeling alive




CHXEU Part
Working Trying my best
but sometimes everything seems so far away
this pressure of life in everything
push me off the cliff
break me
end all this hurt 
end all this pain
don't look at me
I just want my end
my mind overflows
my anxiety crushes me
this emptiness increases
the darkness dominates me
I do not want to die
I do not want to loose
I want to win
but i have no choice
this blood that runs through my veins
I feel it's in vain
my mind kills me
my mind sinks me
my life does everthing for me to give up
bipolarity, insufficiency
voices in the mind
everyday every time

LAST BREATH feat. BRUUDE

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Bgj9ftI3sM
prod by @nvvnvv
artwork/photo by me

lyrics:
the mist passes and consumes my bones
the wind in all my bones ice in my bones
blood splatters endlessly
endless suffering 

the storm torments me
Im losing myself
the storm torments me 

helpless walking in the valley of shadows
lost in the infinite forest 

I crawl like a worm 
I'm in decomposition
I craw like a worm
I'm in decomposition 

apathy only grows
the void just grows
apathy only grows
the void just grows

intense mist
inert feelings
eternal cold
my soul is cold

THE DESPAIR OF A TORMENTED SOUL [PROD. NVV]

prod by @audioabomination w/ chxeu
artwork by @audioabomination

SEPULTUS OBLITUS [PROD. ABXMINVTIXN x CHXEU]

video official: https://youtu.be/c6MxM8_NBS8
feat and prod @aragoth_die
cover by @likozor
mix by me
:)

MANIAC ft. ARAGOTH [PROD. ARAGOTH]

ft. Dillon Skuta of Abhorrent Abomination and Ticked Off
prod by CHXEU

SNOW GHOST ft. DILLON SKUTA OF ABHORRENT ABOMINATION

MALIGNO w/ SEMDÓ [PROD. NVV]

feat. @perished-hart
prod by @aragoth_die

LORD OV SHADOWS

LORD OV SHADOWS ft. PERISHED HART [PROD. ARAGOTH]

THE FORGOTTEN SPIRIT [PROD. EROX]

KVELT AV MITT EGET SINN [PROD. EROX]

THE DARK MOON [PROD. EROX]

NVV x CHXEU- BLACK HORNET

prod by BRVDY and Λ$Η3$

LYRICS by CHXEU
VOCALS by CHXEU

I gave you all the light I had,
You took it in, but never gave it back.
I held you close through every storm,
But your heart was always cold, never warm.
I begged in silence, prayed you'd see,
The way you meant the world to me.
But love can’t grow in frozen ground,
And mine was lost, never found.
You never tried, you never stayed,
I was the price you never paid.
I cried alone for nights on end,
Calling out for more than just pretend.
But I’m not bleeding for your ghost,
I’ve learned to love myself the most.
No more chasing what won’t come
No more empty love
I twisted all my truths for you,
Made myself small just to fit your view.
But mirrors don’t lie when you finally see,
The one I lost the most was me
Now I rise with broken wings,
Finding peace in simple things.
The pain still echoes, soft and low,
But through the cracks, I start to glow
You never tried, you never stayed,
I was the heart you let decay.
But I found light beyond your shade,
And strength in every scar you made.
I’m not your silence, not your shame
I’ve learned to stand inside the flame.
No more chasing what won’t come
No more empty love

DEAD ROSES [PROD. BRVDY x Λ$Η3$]

video youtube : https://youtu.be/LM4y5zBWkLw
prod by @execvte999


lyrics:
worms eating their meat
worms eating their rotten flesh
Under the ground

your head
cut
with an ax
Talk to me about it again
your pit is already dug



decapitation, my worms
It will cause decapitation.
slowly painful

your decomposing rotten body
and my worms eating you
slowly

rotten world I'll take care of it soon

WORMS DECOMPOSITION [PROD. EXECVTE]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_PlA8x6YiQ
prod by @execvte999

IMPERIUM [PROD. EXECVTE]

thanks for the 1k on soundcloud, and 20k on youtube <3
video: https://youtu.be/xP1hcyLZaiI
prod by @execvte999


Lyrics:
it's amazing how you do everything for the person 
and she does not give you value

She'll never love you.
she never loved you
She'll never love you.
she never loved you


she lied all the time
She deceived you all the time.
and you believe
and you believe


all was in vain
everything went by one a case
all irrelevant moments

lost time

SAKURA [PROD. EXECVTE]

EST ALIUS DIES CRASTINA w/ GHOSTOFBLU [PROD. EXECVTE]

prod by @nuvnuv ily dude
for better experience use headphones
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1zsGdnfz0cP1aiMUSxjFKi

lyrics very cutie:

today I came to get your soul
today I will get your soul

your time has come
your time has come

evil force in my veins
I drink your blood
i want your fresh blood in my cup

no use running away
from the ashes i will be reborn
I control your destiny
your soul is in my name


your destiny in my hands
your soul is in my name
die (9898989x)

VENATOR ANIMARUM [PROD. NUV]

prod by @execvte999
lyrics:
worms slowly entering your mind
worms eating your fucking brain
decomposition will begin
delighting in your soul
eating your rotting flesh every day
all my worms eating your fucking soul slowly
eating your rotten meat every day
every day you die little by little
my worms eating you slowly like you're nothing
worms scouring all their rotten flesh
slowly feeding

WORMS DECOMPOSITION II [PROD. EXECVTE]

prod by me 
mix by me
artwork by me

lyrics:


what if i really am a loser
what if i really am already dead
what if i didn't really exist

I feel empty 
I feel dead 

what if i ended it all now
what if it solved all my problems?
what if it solves my problems?

it will be ?
can it be ?

EMPTY [PROD. CHXEU]

prod by @nuvnuv

lyrics:

there is a demon that lives inside me
evil intent
evil shadow
inside of me

each time consuming me
every day trying to consume me

break me
Do not leave me here

exorcise me
Do not leave me here

my bad side is winning me

exorcise exorcise exorcise me



get me out of this place
get me out of this room
exorcise me

EXORCISM [PROD. NUV]

w/ BRUUDE
prod by chxeu
mix by chxeu
artwork by chxeu


lyrics:
CHXEU Verse
will it all be my fault?
will someone miss me?
will all that i'm feeling go through someday?
every day i ask myself

days and nights passing in my eyes
days and nights thinking
in
disappear

falling down
all the time, I'm falling


BRUUDE Verse
You are the one telling people I’m evil but I don’t agree
(I don’t agree)
You are the one who were threatening me
(Threatening me)
I was falling apart and I wanted to leave
(I just wanted to leave)
And I thought I would heal with the passing of time
(Time)
But I guess that’s a lie
Continue to fall
act like everything‘s fine
I know I am falling that’s why I am so down

Catch me when I fall
Can you catch me when I fall 

catch me when I fallx
X4

FALLING DOWN w/ BRUUDE [PROD. CHXEU]

prod by me
mix by me
artwork by me


lyrics:

like a hurricane
everything I touch I destroy
I'm a freak
everyone i know i destroy

I am the shadow
I am the curse
I only bring hurt

I'm unlucky
I am negativity

I only bring bad energy
I only bring bad energy

I wish I didn't exist
Do not insist

I will make you sad
I will make you unhappy
my presence consumes you
my presence will make you sick


run before it's too late
get out of my life
don't settle for little
run still have time

Spotify

HURRICANE [PROD. CHXEU]

prod by @g1neric w/ @matteuch


lyrics:


you can try to call your god
you can scream no one will hear
try to pray to your god
scandal, no one will hear

where is your god?
where's he when you need

he disappeared
or did he never show up?

you can try to call your god
you can scream no one will hear
try to pray to your god
scandal, no one will hear




days and days praying to your gods
that never appeared
get on your knees before someone who never showed up

stay mistaken
keep waiting for something to fall from the sky

nothing will pass alone
nothing will fall from the sky

WHERE IS YOUR GOD ? [PROD. GXNRC x MASSACRE]

w/ @sulphofficial
prod by @inxision

lyrics

I don't know who is in control
I do not have anymore control
I don't know 2x
there are many beings in my mind
I became a hostage to my own mind 
I suffocate myself
my mind makes me crazy
I hate myself
my mind makes me crazy


SULPH PART
All The whispers tingle
They tell me oh so fucked up things
Yet i don't know their origin
Can't ignore what my demons sing 
Can't ignore the urge to sin.
Ya
Better keep me away
You better keep me away
Better keep me away

LOSE CONTROL w/ SULPH [PROD. INXISION]

Vocalist of IMPURUM and CHAOTIC SUFFER
@prodchxeu
contatochxeu@gmail.com

CHXEU

Pinned to spotlight

Popular tracks