“No writers block anymore!!!”

you broke the axiom of trust and get to continue living your life while mine is left on pause (cian)

just go away  to your mountain, forever, now

and ik its obvious its you. what am I supposed to do to deal with losing u?

its not the betrayal that hurts, its the hope that keeps clouding my mind everytime I think of u and me

if its a contemplation its too late

be careful when u fantasize about a possible fate

you'll find yourself forgetting that its probably fuckin fake

you'll end up like me

getting drunk off some beers that my friends gave me for free

cuz I'm too broke to buy my own 

and Idkw to do without you
i cant do this on my own

and Idkw to do without you
cuz i cant do this on my own

how tf do i plan to solve my problems

i dont wanna hang with you

but i cant just cut you off

idk what to do I'm just so confused with you

where can i find myself in these dark days?

neglected for so long, he's probably gotten cold just hidden away

just go away  to your mountain, forever, now

and ik its obvious its you. what am I supposed to do to deal with losing u?

its not the betrayal that hurts its the hope that she'll come back to me (cian)

in rememberance of all the time we spent in parking lots past 3am (cian)

i hope this ep isnt too cringe for u to listen to (cian)

ur hometown friends listened to me sing about u at the show n idk if they know (cian)

was there a moment where u, too, wanted more? (cian)

u are the bane of my existence

now I've joined my brains resistance

from the pain that u left me when u left

hurts to see the one u left in the mirror of my bedroom

hurts to see the one u kept in the mirror of your bedroom

on your snapchat story

now I'm left to figure it all out on my own

strung up in a tree I've been hanging from my toes

blood rushing to my head then its leaking out my nose

what a fucked situation that I have to call home

hope the snow and the mountains have been being nice

"rock formations don't hold grudges" guess we'll see tonight

"I can speak to the leaves if the trees are right"

and they're mad at me because I didn't treat u right?

rock formations dont hold grudges so im sure you'll be fine (cian)

austin powers

lyrics:

Don't know where i am now, stuck up in my head
I don't wanna move now, i'm just in my bed
Why can't you love me instead
why must you leave me for dead
Why you always angry, yeah you always seeing red
Anxious attachment, can't be left on read
Yeah I took your word for it, on my heart you tread
I'm gon break out my shackles, out my case i shed
Set me free from this
Yeah you lied to me when you said it's painless
Steel knife, but it's no longer stainless
Putting gates around my heart, imma chain it
Can't show you myself, i'm ashamed of it
Feel like I don't deserve sympathy, no not a little bit
I don't wanna hurt you, cuz i'd be a hypocrite
You don't got no virtue, and i'm fuckin sick of it


I'm so fuckin sick of it,
you call you say you wish me Dead.
Pull me in and i fall for it
Pour my feelings out, i'm a mess
Try again, i swear that i'm deeper
Follow me around yeah you're just like the reaper
All up in my head like god should I leave first?
Ion really like her i don't know if ill keep her
Falling deeper
So much overthinking need a breather
Yeah i'm tryna keep on standing, but my knees hurt
All this chaos in my life think imma need her
Yeah i'm fallin, fallin again
God i wish but was near the end
I got all these scars and dread
And it's piling up in my head
Wishing I could do so much more
But waking up is already a chore
Mix the meds with so much more
I don't wanna be alive anymore.

Don't know where i am now, stuck up in my head
I don't wanna move now, i'm just in my bed
Why can't you love me instead
Why must you leave me for dead
Why you always angry, yeah you always seeing red
Anxious attachment, can't be left on read
Yeah I took your word for it, on my heart you tread
I'm gon break out my shackles, out my case i shed

anxious attachment w/ veezuh (prod. rippo & kuru)

G6IX_FT._KEWBITZ_(PROD. OVERSEAS)_

embedded (prod.hurtwinds x flojy)

prod me & @octxbrrrs

blood sweat & tears never put ur heart in it
ian never wan do it so i quit it
i jus spent 2 rack on dolce then im dipping
why she gripping on my pants where my dick is

step up you get smacked like a pussy boi
i got 
i got solders they deploy
i want 
i want more than u gave me
i need  
i need more than u left me
dmt my tounge dmt my body
i been geeking wit da elf man he all on me
she in orbit i see her all around me
knew that pill was fake but boi dats beyond me
i got molly ecstasy mixed dat bean yup
when i take dat pill i pray 2 lord dont wake up
i dont wanna be here i swear gave up
this the last time icut swear i always say dis

everytime
thats a lie
i dont mean it
anytime
you can hit my 
hit my line
i cant promise
ill be there in time

bs&t (maya octxbrrrs)

@populationthree
@dads-stache
@druid-of-the-necropolis

i hope this ep isnt too cringe for u to listen to (cian)

cian

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