Dead Yami; https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYFn_EeoOs8ZgygQa7wcs9A

This shit took forever and I still hate it.

LYRICS:
I've been running circles in my room
writing down the same ideas while pacing back and forth
I move a lot and I never make it anywhere

I was told take life one step at a time
but wanna curl up in a ball 
and fantasize about what its like to not feel anything at all

I don't know how to deal with what I've been thru
I see your face on the mirror in the hall way
I should have told you that i loved you when i meant to
if I could still hear your voice, I'd listen to it all day

then I wonder what it feels like
to not feel anything at all

your not here
but at least you tried to be
 that day confirmed all my worst fears 
but you didn't expect to leave
one more chance
that's all I want this week
grab your arm with my hands and tell  you what you meant to me


falling snow on the roof of your old house
cracked paint in the room that you slept in
I'm alone and I'm headed for a break down
I have a lot of memories I shouldn't mention

I don't know how to deal with what I've been thru
I see your face on the mirror in the hall way
I should have told you that i loved you when I meant to
if I could hear your voice, I'd listen to it all ...day

I just wonder what it'd feel like
just to see you again

your not here
but at least you tried to be
that day confirmed all my worst fears 
but you didn't expect to leave
one more chance
that's all I want this week
grab your arm with my hands and tell  you what you meant to me

Anything At All [Prod. Dead Yami]

Family Ties Remix

prod, https://soundcloud.com/deadyami  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYFn_EeoOs8ZgygQa7wcs9A
One day we will have a band..... one day.

Help I've Fallen (Prod. Dead Yami)

Producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3ns4x8w-L5kKXYR_vEX4Pw























Thank you for listening.

Congratulations [Prod. Maniç Beats]

Way I Live Remix

DOPE BEATS: https://soundcloud.com/kingkush_45
DOPE BARS: https://soundcloud.com/insane_mastermind

CIDE X MASTERMIND - PORTABELLA [PROD: JAMES BONG]

Yes, I've been listening to Samsa. Yes, I flat out stole a "Samsa type" beat. uhhh uhhhhhhh. words.

October

DontWasteYourTime Ft.BigBrabdo

Loaded Cheese - Prod James Bong

Producer https://soundcloud.com/kingkush_45

Pteridactyl - Prod.James Bong

tarrasque (Prod. James Bong)

LYRICS:

i could create a lethal line see 

it should be illegal how i rhyme scheme

thinking im up to no good try me

ill blow off your hood when i dive five deep

into my bars im spitting it hard wile you sit from a far

its like getting hit with a car wile shifting to park

 you wanna pick it apart im that shit when you farted

im pippin off here to shock and awe 

watch you glare at my cock and balls 

not to call you out im just sayin what i saw

it aint your fault i get it

great with the words taking it further 

shaking a turd wile i hang from a girder

i get disturbed when i spit this absurd 

 cause i murder a verb 

wile raping a verse i put my steak in the dirt

buried my beef eating berries and cheese

my practice is scary to see

you been at this barely a week

pause for dramatic effect

fuck with my words and  get stabbed in the chest

your average at best with a habit of rest

i rap cause im manic depressed  and lack in the sex 

department i want ten apartments with threaded carpets

 for my friends and that's what i said when i started

its been the same sense then

this aint pretend  i switch lanes like taking the bend

insane never making amends  the way i paint with a pen

conveys my rage and intent to stay and defend

my name cause i use this flame to slay innocence

its lame in a sense 

cause i just give away what i make

 and then i cant pay the rent

time is a gift and i try to resist

but im tied in this shit 

always on the grind work a nine to five shift

but i  do some mighty fine spitting

 wile im getting nine to five clicks

 so don't try to buy this my mind is violent

my rhyming is slick and im kinda pissed

at the lines that i twist

so you can shine the side of my dick

with nine to five licks

i turn the trash rap into has mat

that a mic let me grab that 

one night get a fat stack

fuck stage fright never had that 

i  hold tight like a snap back

wait let me back track had note pads in my back pack

i would dose off so fast with the nap sack

under my head wondering when

id come to my senses guess it depends  on when this

 ends my pen is relentless

crushing defenses sending a message

bending a sentence your hardly impressive

 you write one bar i write ten or eleven

im a pain in the ass fuckin aiming a gat

in a rage at the back of my head this is no way to act

 yall are taking a cab but  i run a train on the track

Queen's Speech 4 (remix)

LYRICS:

Instantly i set the speed
im here to be a better me by whatever means
im severing lettering
 light as a feather as i shread a beat
 i use my speech instead of pretozine
and i know ive been a beast
mic master  write faster fight bastard
i like laughter and fuckin yssup typed backwards

i hope that your apuled at that
im sick of stayin all intact
 i wish i never got involved in rap
but i cant quit applause is crack
 im still gettin all the facts
lick my dick and balls attatched
i spit the rawest rap

i had to take a breather
my verse will shake a speaker
i rhymin like the first time that i ate a beaver
it aint great but i dont hate it neither
i high on sisha laced with reafer
 goin thru a line for 8 recievers 

i spit a disturbing force
i never heard of yours
wickid with the words
flippin the bird of course
i split your verbs in forths further more
your hurbavours observin as i burn a torch
 hurtin from your third divorce

gettin tested on a track you need to learn it more
im stressed in the back injesting half a human corpse
thats some messy snackin
im the best at rappin 
youve upset a kracken bastard now im back in action 
magnetic craft i need a mass attraction
i spit fluroantimonic acid 
fast attacks to trash a faction 

now thats a toung twister
i love  havin fun with ya 
gettin dumb and fuckin spittin till my lungs wither
these words are getting racy better run quicker
quit being lazy and maybe youll get done quicker

you  think im slackin though
this bastards spittin asitone  
back from a sabatical
 i got that magic flow
frickin rapping till the calfs come home
 rapid tones to crack your bones 
im fantasic you athsmatics are lackin flow

Sumtimez (remix)

LYRICS:

If i was a window i would let you see thru me,
weather it be snow outside the police or the trees blooming,
if i was honest id speek about how i doubt my each doing,
then show you my practiced least  routine,

if i was a monster id creep inside your doorway,
taking four days,
 then say i needed more space,

if i was younger me id hate what im saying
if i was a better me i would have some intense rap
if i was you listening id be changing the station
if i had any self esteem i wouldnt have said that

but im just me a person staying in his cage,
i live my days a certain way to find a perfect place,
for words arange them in a space the purpous stays,
to work the hurt away,
work the hurt away, 
work the hurt away

but im just me a person staying in his cage
i live my days a certain way to find a perfect place
for words arange them in a space the purpous stays
to work the hurt away
work the hurt away 
work the hurt away


if i wasnt afraid i would tell you my feelings,
if i wasnt betrade i wouldnt even have to,
if i wasnt insane i could think clearly,
and it would have been way easyer to pass school,

if anyone thinks im crazy then thats ok,
im betting you have some fucking mental problems of your own,
if we could help eachother without you saying no way,
we could probably solve them all wile feeling more grown,

but im just me a person staying in his cage,
i live my days a certain way to find a perfect place,
for words arange them in a space the purpous stays,
to work the hurt away,
work the hurt away,
work the hurt away,

but im just me a person staying in his cage,
i live my days a certain way to find a perfect place,
for words arange them in a space the purpous stays,
to work the hurt away,
work the hurt away, 
work the hurt away.

Work The Hurt Away (Prod. Little Glass Men)

LYRICS 
 do you know
 my style is diabolic im a defiled carcass 
with the vilest bar-spit and miles of hard dick 
do you know
im an actual word smith hired the third shift 
 to pack a whole verse with fire and purpous
do you know
this isnt a joke to me i do this with broken teeth
over seas the spoken dream spittin an older scene
do you know
that you got no idea im too hot to hold my tears
i show my fears wile yall doo wapp and flow diaria
fuck you think
that im an average person with a habbit of cursin
thats rappin to add a puropus to attackin a word quick
fuck you think
that i use a damn barrage of standing applause
to sabatage my dammaged thoughts and camoulfauge 
fuck you think
 that i finaly found the action and  my hobbie is now my passion
then i try holding it back some robbing the whole attraction
fuck you think
that i spent half of my life rappin it tight
craft in the night then practice it twice after that i rewrite

im a different person than i was yesterday
i only try to change in better ways

you can analise the way my letters stack
but you dont know me and you never have

im a different person than i was yesterday
i only try to change in better ways

you can analise the way my letters stack
but you dont know me and you never have

fuckin sick
with the spittin tungle twitch when you listen
commin quick with the writtens 
runnin shit in the system that will frickin
violate
 the terms and conditions burnin the victoms
no person to winess or determan the terbulance
of words when i give them
try to stay
a mile away im pileing graves in a circualar distance
combining my rage with personal intrest
tidal wave
of flow when im soakin it up hopin it sucks
havent spoken enough suppose i open the cuts
in my brain
by smokin a blunt tokin it up a moment of rush
then my emotions erupt cold to the touch
im too high
is whats normaly said and now i sorta regret
holdin my breath im horny depressed and proportionately stressed
most the time
till my priorities met cordialy sent
quarterly letters of horrible venting ignoring my friends
its the end
and i hope your impressed by my boring attempts at 
forming a sentence formaly spent more the investment 

im a different person than i was yesterday
i only try to change in better ways

you can analise the way my letters stack
but you dont know me and you never have

im a different person than i was yesterday
i only try to change in better ways

you can analise the way my letters stack
but you dont know me and you never have

Never Silent Prod. Archie Tech

produced mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/fivehandsmusic

Cartoony  Prod. Five hands built the beat

Produced by soundcloud.com/shrimpmoneyrecords

LYRICS:
I'm doing good 
its ok
you'll be fine
 nothing will happen
ill be there dont worry
i know what im doing
i did the research
yeah i cant make it to work today im kinda sick
ill pay you back
of course i tried my hardest
im happy to be here 
im not afraid
i dont give a shit 
it was worth it
i deserve this 
i never said that
i didnt do it
i was kidding
i dont remember
this wont take long 
just give me a minute
i would never do that
my kids would never do that
i didn't notice
i didn't know that this meant that much to you
i didn't smoke
i didn't do drugs
i didn't inhale
i didn't drink to much
i can quit whenever i want to
this is my last one
ill visit you next holiday
ill come over later
im lonely 
i dont do this for attention
if you keep trying you will succeed
i believe in you
ill give it a listen 
ive been really busy lately
i can finish it this weekend
i know that you hate me
i know what your going thru
i know how to handle this
its not a big deal
of course its no problem
ill make an exception
this is the last time
i told you so
i knew this would be the case
i had a feeling i just didnt say anything
im getting enough sleep 
i floss my teeth every night
i ate well, i stay at a healthy weight
thats just a bruise on my neck
its just a dent on the bumper
your just  not my type
its just a couple of bucks
its just for the night
it was justified
you look great 
we wont have to move again
im coming to get you
i studied
i didn't get my report-card
its their fault
its not my problem
it will blow over soon enough
no one will notice
it gets easier
 things always work out
your so smart
your so funny
i could never get tired of being with you
im ready
im gunna pretend this never happened
i dont wanna talk about it
you're lazy 
you're worthless
you're crazy
you're perfect
you're my best friend
you mean the world to me
you always tell the truth
i hate you 
i love you
im sorry

Our Lies {prod.shrimpmoneyrecords}

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Effluvium [Prod. Exotic Beats]

hit up https://soundcloud.com/odastro for great beats

Macabre [Prod. O.D ASTRO]

hit up https://soundcloud.com/tomtom528 for beats

I'm Stuck [Prod.T.O.M]

hit up https://soundcloud.com/dummster for beats

I Don't Wanna (Prod. DUMMSTER)

i said i was doing 40 but the homie told me to do 88

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/prodbyvm

88 Bars

Who's Got The Sauce [mix by frit]

Producer https://soundcloud.com/kingkush_45

I'm still rapping over stolen beats
and throwing heat I walk with swollen feet
and rancid toes to match the tone I speak 
in fact for those who seek to crack their bones
come ask for notes from me
expectations shattered those with tactical deceit

I used to be pajama clothed and watching Tom and Jerry
now instead my center fold is spread upon a daring
set of poems that's barely legible my commas carry
self indulgent rhetoric that's on the nose with meta commentary

worked a flow to sound composed its like I taught a parrot
stuck still earning under goals I'll never go to Paris
sure you think your records dope but its just not apparent
but I'm still learning how to cope because I lost a parent

look I'm just a regular guy but I might invent a disguise
to settle the threat of you finding the red in my eyes
no need to mention I'm high
never aesthetic inclined or depended on lies
better combining honest dry repetitive rhymes
Easter Island mind this is ahead of its time 

I hate to call it riding solo but please go away
my brain and balls are wrinkled ovals lady I don't need a date
taking all the trinkets sold and place them on a full display
make some calls then hide below my blankets cold for most the day

your not meant to handle me like bomb threats or Atropa seeds
augmented reality no context where I'm 'sposed to be
wish you saw whats growing in my noggin its the grossest thing
sadly when i tried to sow my conscious i just broke the seam
 
I've been enveloped in a sentimental cell
I dread to get up well until I wrote a poets  boastful feathered quell (quill)
I'm setting up myself for better mental health
instead of measured wealth to show boat while its held below a tethered belt

Tom and Jerry [Prod: James Bong]

For fire instrumentals hit up https://soundcloud.com/buriedbanana

Go Visit Your Grandmother [Prod. Dr. Amoeba]

16 For The Homie [The Alchemist - Love Is a Funny Thing: REMIX]

Me and the homie where talking about shit the front bottoms says so i made a song.

The Front Bottoms Best Song (Prod. Idly Blare)

LYRICS:

my thoughts get loud at night
and I see you behind my eyelids
I'm watchin reruns till I pass out
using anything just to fill the silence

I just miss you more today

this happens every time
I try to go to bed but honestly its fine
I've gotten so used to it
and at least I can keep you alive in my mind
 
i just miss you more today 


the feeling was so new to me and after that one night
my common sense went right out the window its time to go get high
I had every opportunity to call you one last time
instead I was so negligent and I tried to bed at 5

but in the morning you where gone

my thoughts get loud at night
and I see you behind my eyelids
I'm watchin reruns till I pass out
using anything just to fill the silence

I just miss you more today

I Dont Know Man, Im Trying (Prod. Nevrfall)

LYRICS:

everyone was there
to share a memory a memory of you
my eulogy prepared
for people staring in the room

I spent the weekend sober
and got reminded of my sins
but now my speech is over
and I'm driving home again

if I crashed right now
is there the slightest chance
I could spend the day with you
that was promised in advance

you'd always talk about it
say your scheduling a plan
for our one whole day together
in a year that kicked our ass

you came up for my birthday
but a bag was all you had
and that hurts me in the worst way
'cause it's the one that killed my dad

everyone was there
to share a memory of you
my eulogy prepared
for people staring in the room

I spent the weekend sober
and got reminded of my sins
but now my speech is over
and I'm driving home again

if I crash right now
they would never understand
because I don't believe in heaven
we don't get a second chance

you'd always talk about it
say your scheduling a plan
for our one whole day together
and in a way we got it back

It Was A Long Drive Back To My House (Prod. lil sp00k)

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