its hard to leave but thats what ive learned </3

Aurora

prod. racky 

lyrics ->

my skin, it feels rough
to the touch
are we really in love?

ive never been loved
by someone like u
yearn for ur touch
its all that i do

i gotta leave
i cant make u believe
that im good enough
to be loved by u

heart made of glass
the feeling of paper cutting thru ur skin

its hard to leave
thats what ive learned
but i have to babe
its only because
i love you

(i feel like i cant stand)
(my heart, it feels so strange)
(u know that i cant stay)
(i cant stay)

you are special to me
but you cant seem to see
im hurting you babe
and now its too late
to fix our mistakes

bad habits are fatal
you were someone i once loved
now we’re lost between the lust
of the love we once shared
now you’re someone unfamiliar
oh life isnt fair

leaving

first post

prod. (wayza)



[@mercis]
Stalking
Im on ur block i be walking
Act like a swat kick ur doors in
And im tired of it now hear me snorin
Shawty get wet she be pourin
Bitch u a lame u so boring
I fuck on yo bitch kno she foreign
Feel like im sae bitch im scoring
U a thot u a bitch u annoying

[@mxrcil]
Drop on me bitch u ain't doing shit
Yeah im fucking on yo hoe u can have ur bitch
And im spazzing out then im shooting all these clips
Okay
Alright
Cause im swervin this shi
And im goin so crazy
G-going too fast, they actions amaze me
T-they know that im better, i know why they hate me
Been getting too high, nobody can save me

[@mercis]
Say bullets went straight thru his brain
I got a chop n it boutta go spray
I do not care keep on talkin my name, yeah uh
I got the autos that im finna tote
Amg up on me hittin his throat
Know im w @mxrcil yea we finna go
Pass me the blunt cuz im finna roll

[@mxrcil]

She ain't need u im doing it better
Im w/ @mercis we toting berettas
I got blood on my jeans on my sweater
Can't fw u cause im up onna level
Uh leave me alone
Bad bitch wanna go talk, she can talk shit
U can talk but u know u won't top this
Looking my way when i know that u stalking

[@mercis]
Stalking
Im on ur block i be walking
Act like a swat kick ur doors in
Im tired of it now hear me snorin
Shawty get wet she be pourin
Bitch u a lame u js boring
I fuck on yo bitch and she foreign
Feelin like sae bitch im scoring
U a thot u a bitch u annoying

[@mxrcill]
Stalking
Im on ur block i be walking
Act like a swat kick ur doors in
Im tired of it now hear me snorin
Shorty get wet she be pourin
Bitch u a lame u js boring
I fuck on yo bitch and she foreign
Feelin like sae bitch im scoring
U a thot u a bitch u annoying

stalking ft. mxrcil

not my beats, s/o whoever made the beats

snippets/unreleased/scrapped/old songs

sunday_afternoon_clip_dump

refrain

prod. dera 

lyrics ->

every song i writes a love song
every song i writes about you
given all the time its been
maybe i should move on

i cant stop thinking bout u on these late nights
got me thinking what would happen if i hit ur phone tonight
would you answer my call
and forget it all ever happened

all my friends are asking me if im okay
and honestly im not but i tell them anyway
that im okay
so they dont worry about me
after all i only miss you

they all tell me what to do
they say i shouldnt text u
that i should replace you with someone new
you know me i couldnt do that to you

the urge is sinking in
this is what i get for loving
someone that i couldnt keep
u know i would do anything for you

its been too long i feel like im dying inside
i need more time for u to finally realize
that i can change

please tell me what to do im breaking down inside
all of me is yours i dont have nothing to hide
giving up is easy but loving you is hard
so why do i even try

everyone is asking me if im doing alright
but i cant think of a reason that im not just fine
theres a guy that i want that i cant have
but what would they know about that

what if i called your phone tonight
would u answer me would u at least say hi
u know loving u is hard
but u know i dont give up so easily

loving

prod. dera

lyrics ->

you hit my phone again
you dont wanna be just friends
and maybe if i felt it
we could play pretend
sugarcoated love
its really all i am
but the sugar is melting

be someone im not
its what i thought i could be
im lovesick
youre like a drug
someone i cant get over

i hate ur voice i dont wanna hear it
i dont wanna see u again and again
just to not be ur friend
i just never wanna see u again

you’re like poison to me i didnt think youd be so deadly
i didnt know u could make me bleed like this
i wanna know how to make u love me again

sink ur teeth into me ur so pretty
ur venom is flowing thru my body
yeah ur hurting me but i dont care
i just wanna be the one thats there

dont call me at 12 am
i dont wanna pick up the phone
i just know u wanna be friends
but thats not what im in it for

its candy love
ur too sweet its manipulative
wantchu to speak to me
with ur honey sweet words and maybe

i hate your voice i dont wanna hear my ringtone
with ur name on my phone im not picking up
sweet little lies and a lot of make up scenarios in my head

dont call me i dont know wanna talk to u
u had the chance to get me but ur a fool
sugar sweet love got me feeling something
but ur nothing to me

I HATE YOUR VOICE!! but it’s okay

decay2018

if i was perfect cover
prod me
art by @ mischa.askins on insta

u shouldve told me
idk what to say
why are u sorry?
how did things get this way?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache
not okay
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

why are you sorry? (cover)

w/ @mercis
prod. grapnel

mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

@mxrcil
I wanna talk bout my feelin's
and I just wanna talk to you
you said that i need some healing
but I don't even know what to do
and I know that you are worth keepin
and I don't want no one but you
oh yeahh
I wouldn't know what to do w/o you
when you say it hurts, it's hurting me too
oh baby don't go (uh huh)
oh baby I know
they say I'm moving, I'm moving this money like a hoe
but maybe I don't
you're the only one that can be taking my soul

take my soul
take my soul
nd thats alright
thats okay
nd I got pussies right up in my way
when i shoot twice they duck out the space
I wanna talk but they don't go away
I got a choppa a choppa a chop to your face
I wanna go crazy I fuck on yo bae
I got a choppa I got me a kay
I do it better I know why they hate

@mercis
I been fucking it up today
my mental is gone theres nothing to say
me and my kin we been trappin' today
poppin an x I cant feel my brain
why you be movin' so lame
I be making sum fire be leavin 'in flames
I'm jus like this I don't need to train
I'm smokin' too much, my lungs prolly stained

but, I do not care what u say
I'm just tryna get away
I know i act out but I'm so afraid
why cant you just love me bae
your the one thing I crave
know I'm w/ @mxrcil we goin' insane
you just a broke you a lame


leaving

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