This is a demo I made in my bedroom because people kept asking to hear my music. Contains mature themes and explicit language.

Catch is a song about queer guilt, loneliness, isolation, and obsession.
It's about being in sixth grade and freezing like a statue while a girl in your class
braids your hair because you feel some sort of way about it that you don't quite understand
but you know that it's Wrong and Bad, and that you should feel guilty.
It's about isolating yourself to the point where any scrap of attention or care
directed towards you makes you feel obsessed. And then the guilt over that obsession.
Feeling wrong, feeling evil, feeling like a creep. And using that as fuel to further
isolate yourself.

CATCH (demo)

I was looking for samples and found a whole folder of legacy FL Studio snippets of female vocalists singing suggestive lines. Shenanigans ensued. This was a fun and silly project that I completed in maybe an hour. It’s called Slut Walk because I was walking around sluttily while listening to it, and also because seeing the Winnipeg Slut Walk back in god knows when was the start of me breaking down my own internalized feelings about sex and shame but we don’t have to get into that right now.

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