anyways i love ADHD & PTSD on those tracks <3

This music gives me life, and helps me forget about my past drug use... Love you and your music C!erra My$t!!

the layering, not overblown to the point of being messy, intense and overwhelming while still beautiful in a unsettling parasite eve sort of way. really great track.  My family has been with alot of the shits your dealing with now. My condolances for your troubles and I hope you find some peace within yourself very soon.  wish i could say more

spotify

make some friends

Orqzeu - persistence (W.I.P.)

headlock (purity://filter)

eventually...

YouTube : https://youtu.be/9nbBJuClkPI
Twitter : twitter.com/Rispaa__
Bandcamp : rispaa.bandcamp.com/music
Email : rispaa20@gmail.com

love sick

the blood on my face kinda looked like a heart
Lovefear - Barely Sentient

free download/buy

i am my own hell and

little witch

sixmillionwaystodie

lazy dnb remix of chess by macaroom
https://soundcloud.com/macaroom/chess
sounds best at max volume

KoçitSkoria - chess

Hello everyone its been a minute since I've uploaded anything and I feel like I've fallen off the face of the planet. I have been struggling with a fentanyl addiction and jan-feb I literally was so sick I did not leave my bed at all. This caused a massive identity crises as I have never been away from my music for that long and I seriously considered if anything I created mattered & was very close to calling it quits on everything. Mentally I am trying to recover and get back on  track with my releases and my heath. It has been super fucking hard to try and "live" when I am fading out & all the days blend together into a giant cloud of nothingness. 

Anyways, I just wanted to say I am alive, I am struggling with my production and running into a lot of road blocks since its been forever picking up music again. But I plan to stay committed as this is truly a part of my mind that makes up a part of who I am and without it I felt completely lost. 

Thanks for all the love and support. Here's a demo I was working on that I just needed to drop even if the mix is wack or whatver idc i just wanna be human again, 

- Love -
C!erra My$t

Reanimation

https://open.spotify.com/track/3mfFFYirlTArlTD9gXeZNY?si=c287c0d5a0274064
special thank you to kinq
and thank you for listening :]

STEMS: 
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1mRC4blIT-38Q0f3rrwRmbgWdaUYUyrcd?usp=sharing

Free DL

Hopesick

DEATHPOP VISIONARY. BROKEN & SOULLESS; VERIFIED SINNER.

Reanimation

C!erra My$t

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