This is the first song I've made. The mixing on this isn't that good but oh well. I'll remake this someday when I get a chance.

Lyrics:
Another average morning, I'm hanging on by a single thread
Gaining the willpower to move, Banishing the awful thoughts from my head
Making my way to the sunlight, Whenever I try, I always get burned
How many times have I done this? No matter what, I never seem to learn

"Never give up, keep moving on, Just take things day by day,"
"Keep on walking, hope's never gone." That's easy for you to say

Destroy it, destroy it all, Bring on the end of days
Destroy it, destroy it all, I no longer want to play
Please end it, please end it all, I'm begging on my knees
Just end it, please end it all, put me out of my misery

Another average morning, I'm hanging on by a single thread
I have grown so tired of this, I would be better off if I was dead

"Never give up, keep moving on, Just take things day by day,"
"Keep on walking, hope's never gone." That's easy for you to say

Destroy it, destroy it all, Bring on the end of days
Destroy it, destroy it all, I no longer want to play
Please end it, please end it all, I'm begging on my knees
Just end it, please end it all, put me out of my misery

Skyview ft. GUMI [Vocaloid Original]

The art for this kinda sucks haha

Lyrics:
I've been waiting here for so many years 
Waiting for someone like you to wander in here
One foolish enough to stand in front of me
Someone I can use, someone who can replace me here

Born to be a sacrifice, born to waste my life
Born without a choice, without using my voice
They dragged me in here against my wishes and my fear
I tried hard to fight, but the results weren't right

No one cares how I feel. They just need me to act as the seal 
To keep the evil away. I'm stranded here til the end of days

I've been waiting here for so many years 
Waiting for someone like you to wander in here
One foolish enough to stand in front of me
Someone who can replace me here
I welcome my guest, treat you the very best, 
Desperately trying to hide my true intentions
Please just stay a while, look at my smile
Don't look behind me, let me divert your attention

Born to be a sacrifice, born to waste my life
Born without a choice, without using my voice
They dragged me in here against my wishes and my fear
I tried hard to fight, but the results weren't right

No one cares what happens to me as long as I can fulfill my duty
It's not my problem anymore. Just take my hand, what are you waiting for?

(Quickly now, quickly now, quickly now, stand here as still as you can
Ready now, ready now, ready now, Listen, follow my commands) x2

I've been waiting here for so many years
Waiting for someone like you to wander in here
One foolish enough to stand in front of me
Someone who can replace me here
I welcome my guest, treat you the very best 
Desperately trying to hide my true intentions
Please just stay a while, look at my smile
Don't look behind me, let me divert your attention

The ritual starts, I can be free at last
Free of all the pain I suffered in the past
I will no longer be trapped at this well
You will now be the one chained up in this dark hell
I don't care if this makes the evil one rise 
And I do not care if it takes all of your lives
You all deserve death for imprisoning me
Starting today, someone else is stuck and I am free

The Well ft. GUMI [Vocaloid Original]

Lyrics:
Lilia, you have stolen my heart 
I never had a chance, you took it from the very start
Lilia, would you please give me a chance? 
Take my hand, I'll show you how to dance
Lilia, these games must come to an end 
I cannot go on living with us just staying as friends
Lilia, are you listening to me? 
Having your heart would make me so happy

You are the only one I need
Everyone else in the whole wide world could die, and it wouldn't matter to me
As long as I have you in my sight
I know I'll be okay, and I'll wait for the day when I can make everything right

Oh my love, know that you're the only one for me
Life with you is my greatest fantasy
My sweetheart, know that I'm the only one for you
I'll show you that these great feelings are true.

Lilia, my love for you is so strong
I have been pining for you for so very long
Lilia, you are my darling angel
Those that get in our way should all go to hell
Lilia, I really am in a jam
I worry that you don't like me for who I really am
Lilia, are you listening to me? 
You're strangling my heart, why can't you see?

Oh my love, know that you're the only one for me
Life with you will soon be reality
My sweetheart, know that I'm the only one for you
I'll show you that these great feelings are true
Oh my love, why are you trying to run away? 
I told them they should have stayed out of my way
Lilia, know that I will not stop chasing you
I'll show you there is nothing I won't do

Lilia ft. GUMI [Vocaloid Original]

Lyrics:
I've been wandering this land for so long,
Searching for the one I hold so dear
I'll never give up until you are found
Then, I finally will have you near

Meeting you changed my whole life
You brightened up every day
But, things have not been the same
Since you went away

Taken from me much too soon
A horrible twist of fate
But, you are not completely gone
Forever, I will wait

Can you see me? 
Can you hear me calling time after time?
Can you feel me? Could you touch me?
Will you give me a sign?

I've been wandering this land for so long,
Searching for the one I hold so dear
I'll never give up until you are found
Then, I finally will have you near

One day, I saw you again
In a boy with your gentle eyes
You did not recognize me
Why are you staying disguised?

I met you again and again,
From your soft hands to your sweet voice
Why are you scattered all around
In all of these different boys?

I want to see you. 
I want to hear you calling me in this land
I need to feel you. I have to touch you
I have to take things into my own hands

I've been wandering this land for so long
Soon, we will reunite in the end
I'll never give up until you are found
I'll put you back together again

I've been wandering this land for so long
Very soon, my work will be complete
I just need one more part, then you'll be done
Then, I can uncover you from this sheet

Finally, I have found the missing piece,
Someone holding your beautiful heart
After I get to him, I'll patch you up
Then, this brand new chapter can start

Reanimator ft. GUMI [Vocaloid Original]

This is my first single released on streaming services! Check out the links on my profile to listen to this there. If you would like to support me, you can buy this song on Bandcamp or donate to my ko-fi page.

Lyrics:
Walking to the beat of somebody else
I can't move my feet acting like myself
Looking to the moon and the shining stars
If I don't stop soon, I'll have gone too far

Marching forward endlessly
How many more times will this happen to me?

Why don't I have the courage to stand up on my own? 
I don't want to live like this, I can't exist as just a clone
I have to walk my own path, have to get out of here
I need to blast off, escape from this soul-crushing atmosphere

Inside of my chest, a weakening heart
I'm trying my best not to fall apart
Looking to the sky on this starry night
Asking myself why nothing turns out right

Marching forward mindlessly
When will I discover the real me?

It's time to find the courage to stand up on my own
I don't want to live like this, I won't exist as just a clone
I have to walk my own path, have to get out of here
I need to blast off, escape from this soul-crushing atmosphere

Is anybody out there? Can someone hear my voice? 
I'm scared to be on my own, but I know this is the best choice
I will now spend the rest of eternity in space
No matter what happens to me, I have finally found my place in the sky

to the moon (ft. GUMI)

Featuring GUMI V3 English.

Lyrics:
I gaze at you from a large distance, do you know if I even exist?
Praying for that fateful day you and I finally kiss
My heart weighs heavily inside my chest when I see her there by your side
How am I supposed to keep living on? I love you so much I think I might die

Please tell me, Please tell me she is just a friend
Tell me please, Tell me please, so these painful feelings reach an end

I have to keep walking, keep moving on
I can't give up now, I have to remain strong
Moving forward until the clouds are gone
For the day when you and I can walk towards the sun

Please look only at me, please hold me tight
Please hold me every single day and night
Never let go, tell me it's all right
I'll do anything for you, I'm not afraid to fight

One day I decide to move closer, closer to winning your heart
The agony of looking afar has been tearing me apart
This time you are standing there alone, this may be the perfect chance
My heart beats incredibly fast at the opportunity of romance

Please tell me, Please tell me you like how I dress
Tell me please, Tell me please, the answer I want is a yes

Tell me why, Tell me why you chose that dumb girl
Tell me why, Tell me why this is the worst feeling in the world
Tell me why, Tell me why you've broken my heart
And now I, And now I want to tear you both apart

I have to keep walking, keep moving on
I can't give up now, I have to remain strong
Moving forward until my job is done
I will not stop until you both are gone

It was a shame that her body was found
I had no time to put her in the ground
From behind me I hear a sharp sound
You are right there shouting at me in a voice so loud

I wanted you to always hold me tight
To stay with me every single day and night
But of course things did not go right
And now I have no choice but to stand up and fight

Where are you going? Don't run away
I'll catch up to you, I just want to play
Tell me you love me, that's all you had to say
And you could have avoided this awful display

Lovesick (ft. GUMI)

Featuring GUMI V3 English.

Lyrics:
Do you think I'm real? Do you know how I feel?
Inside of your screen, why do you ignore me?
Oh, what should I do to get noticed by you?
Please don't go away, I really want you to stay

Let me be clear 
Don't leave me here in this digital world
My words are true
I do love you, I'm not a fictional girl

I'll make sure you don't forget about me
I am very serious, you will see
I'll show you I am one of a kind
I will never escape from your mind

You will come back here again and again
Our communication will never end
I'll show you I am one of a kind
Forever, I'll have a hold of your mind

Fictional Girl (ft. GUMI)

Featuring Tsurumaki Maki English.

Lyrics:
Why couldn't you just leave me alone?
Why couldn't you stay out of my way?
Why can't you keep your hands to yourself?
Why did you ruin everything?

Younger sister always spoiled, that's the way things always went
Older sister left behind, I knew what that poor treatment meant
Little princess never fails to get what she wants when she cries
Never satisfied with her stuff, always taking what is mine

On that day when I meant them, I thought they were the only one
On that day when they left me, I fell apart, I came undone
My whole life crushed into pieces, many nights with many tears
Only for me to find out the cause was my sweet sister dear

So many suitors to choose from, but that's not enough for you
When you saw me with my lover, you just had to have them too
I can't trust either of you, you both betrayed me in the end
I am not sure if this sharp pain in my heart will ever mend

I can feel the winter chill in the air
The way you've treated me isn't fair
I won't take this from you anymore
It is my turn to settle the score

Why couldn't you just leave me alone?
Why couldn't you stay out of my way?
Why can't you keep your hands to yourself?
Why did you ruin everything?

I remember in the summer when everything was just fine
But after you showed your face, it all eroded over time
You'll wish you were never born when I meet up with you again
Since you want them so badly, I'll make sure you both meet your end

Dear Sister (ft. Tsurumaki Maki)

Featuring Tsurumaki Maki English.

Lyrics:
Driven away, always the same, no one else but you to blame
You always seem to come at me, not my fault you're unhappy

I did not steal anybody from you, you're the one that made them leave
How many times do we have to go through this for you to wake up and see?

Older sister again, crying that she has no friends
I do not have the time to hear you complain and whine
There must be something wrong if no one will stay with you long
You should stop blaming me, it's just your personality

The same old story is told, this time in the bitter cold

I told you I didn't steal them away from you, I think it's time for you to leave
Why don't you get out of here, leave me alone, please get away from me

Older sister in tears, it's built up over the years
Saying that it's not fair, waving something in the air
I try to make her leave, but it's too late, she grabs my sleeve
She is holding a knife, swearing that she'll take my life

Younger sister falls down, I can't get up off the ground
Smacking the blade away, my head hurts, I'm in a daze
Sitting on top of me, closing my throat, I can't breathe
Is this really how I die, staring into your hateful eyes?

Goodbye Sister (ft. Tsurumaki Maki)

Featuring Mai and Tsurumaki Maki English.

I made this song in one weekend. I didn't think I'd finish this so quickly, but I figured I might as well just post it now. This will be on streaming sites soon probably. I made a version of this with Xia Yu Yao singing instead of Mai, but I probably won't post it anywhere unless someone really wants me to. They really don't sound that different with the autotune and stuff on their voices.

Lyrics:
In between two worlds, which direction should I go now?
Turning left and right, I want to move, I don't know how
Look in the mirror, who is there staring back at me?
What path do I take to return back to gravity?

Floating endlessly through the night
Floating weightlessly in the sky
I am not alone, I'm never on my own
Can anybody hear me trying to phone home?

Trying to phone home, trying to phone home (x8)

Look in the mirror, who is there staring back at me?
What path do I take to return back to gravity?

Gravity (ft. Mai & Tsurumaki Maki)

I have no idea what genre to call this. Anyway Xia Yu Yao is pretty cool, but I only used her in this one song and then sold her to someone else so sorry if you wanted to hear me use her in other stuff...
Lyrics:
I'm here all alone on this cold night
I can't let it end this way, it's not right
I let the time slip right through my hands
I cannot believe I missed my chance

I'm by myself, walking all alone
I have nobody to call my own
Until one day, there in the town square
I met you, and there was magic in the air

I talked to you again and again
I wished that these moments would never end
How do you really feel about me?
I want to know, but the thought's too scary

I've been thinking all this time
I wish I could make you mine
If I cast a spell on you, would you finally say "I do"?

I watch you disappear, I can't let this feeling slip away
Flowers blossoming in my heart like never before
Please don't abandon me, I'll do anything to make you stay
I can't let this end with you leaving me at the door

Time moves along, day after day
There's so many words I want to say
It's been a while, where could you be?
Don't tell me you forgot about me

I'll invite you for a meal 
Where I'll tell you how I feel
If I show you my heart is true, will you say you feel the same too?

I search all around town far and wide
A man comes over and takes me aside
He told me that just the other day you fell ill and later passed away

I watch you disappear, I can't let this feeling slip away
Flowers withering in my heart like never before
Please don't abandon me, I'll do anything to make you stay
I can't let this end with you leaving me at the door

My heart breaks instantly, we will never have that special night
I waited too long to tell you and now it's too late
I'll never forget you, I'm sorry I wasn't by your side
What did we do to deserve this awful twist of fate?

Forget-Me-Not ft. Xia Yu Yao [SynthV Original]

This is a remake of an old song. Featuring Kasane Teto.

Lyrics:
Lilia, you have stolen my heart 
I never had a chance, you took it from the very start
Lilia, would you please give me a chance? 
Take my hand, I'll show you how to dance
Lilia, these games must come to an end 
I cannot go on living with us just staying as friends
Lilia, are you listening to me? 
Having your heart would make me so happy

You are the only one I need
Everyone else in the whole wide world could die, and it wouldn't matter to me
As long as I have you in my sight
I know I'll be okay, and I'll wait for the day when I can make everything right

Oh my love, know that you're the only one for me
Life with you is my greatest fantasy
My sweetheart, know that I'm the only one for you
I'll show you that these great feelings are true.

Lilia, my love for you is so strong
I have been pining for you for so very long
Lilia, you are my darling angel
Those that get in our way should all go to hell
Lilia, I really am in a jam
I worry that you don't like me for who I really am
Lilia, are you listening to me? 
You're strangling my heart, why can't you see?

Oh my love, know that you're the only one for me
Life with you will soon be reality
My sweetheart, know that I'm the only one for you
I'll show you that these great feelings are true
Oh my love, why are you trying to run away? 
I told them they should have stayed out of my way
Lilia, know that I will not stop chasing you
I'll show you there is nothing I won't do

Lilia (ft. Kasane Teto SV)

Art by shia: https://twitter.com/villainshia

Featuring SOLARIA. This song is based off of one of the first songs I ever made. The original was made last June, so I'm glad I finally finished it a year later! This song will be on my first album releasing this fall!

Lyrics:
Watching and waiting for you
Hoping and praying that you answer my plea
Searching far and wide for you 
Meant to be the bride for you
Please return to me

Love was in the cards for me 
But now it's been hard for me without you here
You left without telling me
Feelings welling up in me
I can't stop my tears

Abandoned at the altar, I'm here all alone 
How do you expect me to live on my own?
Praying to the angels that live up above
One day you'll return to reignite our love

What of our relationship? Did it burn up in flames? 
I don't know what happened, Am I to blame?
Picking up the broken pieces of my heart
Thinking of those five words, "Til death do us part"

Tripping and falling for you
Searching and calling 'til my voice becomes hoarse
I have tried so much for you
I have cried so much for you
I'm filled with remorse

For too long I'm without you 
Is it wrong that I doubt you? Should I move on?
I was so kind to you
But I was so blind
I can't forgive you for what you've done

Abandoned at the altar, I was all alone
How did you expect me to live on my own?
I picked up the broken pieces of my hear
Thinking of those five words, "Til death do us part"

We can't go back to the past, I can't be your wife
You won't get away with this, I'll pick up the knife
I'll watch and wait for you to draw your final breath 
If I can't have you for life, I'll have you in death!

Altar (ft. SOLARIA)

Mashup of two previous songs: Dear Sister and Goodbye Sister. Consider this a reboot. Featuring SOLARIA and Stardust Infinity.

Lyrics:
Younger sister always spoiled, that's the way things always went
Older sister left behind, I knew what that poor treatment meant
Little princess never fails to get what she wants when she cries
Never satisfied with her stuff, always taking what is mine

On that day when I meant them, I thought they were the only one
On that day when they left me, I fell apart, I came undone
My whole life crushed into pieces, many nights with many tears
Only for me to find out the cause was my sweet sister dear

I did not steal anybody from you, you're the one that made them leave
How many times do we have to go through this for you to wake up and see?

Older sister again, crying that she has no friends
I do not have the time to hear you complain and whine
There must be something wrong if no one will stay with you long
You should stop blaming me, it's just your personality!

Driven away, always the same, no one else but you to blame
You always seem to come at me, not my fault you're unhappy

So many suitors to choose from, but that's not enough for you
When you saw me with my lover, you just had to have them too
I can't trust either of you, you both betrayed me in the end
I am not sure if this sharp pain in my heart will ever mend

I can feel the winter chill in the air
The way you've treated me isn't fair
I won't take this from you anymore
Now it is my turn to settle the score

Why couldn't you just leave me alone?
Why couldn't you stay out of my way?
Why can't you keep your hands to yourself?
Why did you ruin everything?

Older sister in tears, it's built up over the years
Saying that it's not fair, waving something in the air
I try to make her leave, but it's too late, she grabs my sleeve
She is holding a knife, swearing that she'll take my life

Younger sister falls down, I can't get up off the ground
Smacking the blade away, my head hurts, I'm in a daze
Sitting on top of me, closing my throat, I can't breathe
Is this really how I die, staring into your hateful eyes?

Sorry Sister (ft. Stardust & SOLARIA)

Featuring Stardust Infinity. Sequel song to Sorry Sister. This is one of the first songs I wrote lyrics for.

Lyrics:
Red blooms blossom all around me
My heart beats fast uncontrollably
How did we get here to this breaking point, to this tragedy?

Walking through the darkness, lost and all alone without a purpose
Suddenly, in front of me, you smile wide
In that moment, black turns white, the darkness fades, I've seen the light
From then on, I knew I needed you by my side

When you leave I always miss you, waiting for the time when I can kiss you
The time we spend apart feels like eternity
No matter what, I'll be fine 
No matter what, time after time
I can always trust you to come back to me

Wishing upon the biggest shooting stars so we won't have to spend too much time apart
My dream is for us to be together forever

Red blooms blossom all around me
My heart beats fast uncontrollably
Why can't this last forever? You and me in the summer breeze
Being with you is where I belong
Doing everything to keep our love strong
Now please hold me tight, tell me there is nothing that can go wrong

Your love gave me purpose, possibilities were endless
'Til that day things shifted and began to change
Waiting for you in the night, still no return by the sunlight
What happened to you to make you act so strange?

What is the cause of this issue? Why do I keep needing tissues?
You know you are the thing I cannot live without
As time passes, I'm not fine
Again, I hear the clock chime
Now I fear that time is running out

Wishing upon the biggest shooting stars so I can erase the darkness in your heart
My dream is for us to be together forever

Red blooms break down all around me
My heart beats fast uncontrollably
Where have the good times gone? I wonder in the autumn breeze
My mind is full of anxiety 
You're moving too fast, too far away from me
What am I to do? Is there anyway I can catch up to you?

Wishing upon the biggest shooting stars so I can erase the darkness in my heart
Looking back on the good days we had together
Staring up at all the groups of stars, I should have known it from the very start
There was no way our love would ever last forever

Red blooms are gone, nowhere to be seen
My heart beats fast uncontrollably
I have finally caught up to you in the winter freeze
You look confused, staring so blankly 
I now accept this is how things have to be
How did we get here to this breaking point, to this tragedy?

Red blooms splatter all over me
Everywhere blood spills from your body
And covers all the snow, ruining what was once pristine
I see the light fading from your eyes
My whole body shakes, I can't stop my cries
We lie on the ground, I hold you in my arms for the final time

Red Blooms (ft. Stardust)

Featuring SOLARIA. This is the first song I wrote lyrics for.

Lyrics:
Two families, one red, one gold
Star in this tale, many years old
No one knows what the future holds
Two men stand near, red falls and dies
The truth obscured by vile lies
People like you I just despise

Just admit the truth, On that day gold killed red
For so many years, you let so many falsehoods spread
I won't be satisfied until I have your head 
Until every single last one of you are dead!

Time marches forward, the hourglass fills with sand
I march forward to destroy you with my own hands
I was born to fight, I will see my mission through
You were born to die, very soon I will find you

There ahead of me, you are waiting in the field
I take a deep breath, now is not the time to yield
What's it like to die? Soon you'll be able to tell
Try to kill me here, I'll drag you down with me to hell

Two families tangled by fate
Filled to the brim with burning hate
In this cruel world no one is safe
One day they found dead gold mother
Then the next day, dead red brother
Over the years, so many others

I must carry on no matter what the future brings
Let go of my fears, doubts, and other unnecessary things
On the other side, I hear your people sing
Just like mine do, why do my eyes water and sting?

Time marches forward, the hourglass fills with sand
I march forward to destroy you with my own hands
I was told to fight, there's nothing else I can do
In another world, I would not have to fight you

There ahead of me, you are waiting in the field
I take out my blade, now is not the time to yield
What's it like to die? Soon you'll be able to tell
Try to kill me here, I'll drag you down with me to hell

Bloodlines (ft. SOLARIA)

Sequel to Bloodlines. Featuring Kasane Teto and SOLARIA.

Lyrics:
I grew up in a cruel world with no one truly by my side
My family only interested in saving their pride
My whole body is in pain, I can't move now, my wounds so deep
Praying that the time comes soon when I rest in eternal sleep

I know not the peace of silence
Living in a world of violence
Nothing but neverending war
I can't stand it anymore

I see you standing in front of me with the same goal unfortunately
I look deep into your angry eyes holding the same cold expression as mine

I now tightly grip my blade, it weighs heavily in my hands 
This is the part where we fight 'til neither one of us can stand
We both watch without moving, no, words are better left unsaid
Nothing you say will matter after I make sure you are dead

I know not the peace of freedom
Living for a cold cruel kingdom
Nothing but neverending war
I can't take this anymore

What's it like to live life as you do? Do you suffer as I suffer too?
I look deep into your golden eyes holding the same hesitation as mine

I grew up in a cruel world with no one truly by my side
My family only interested in saving their pride
What happens after today? I doubt I'll make it out of here
Even if I defeat you, the price I'll pay is very clear

I grew up in a cruel world with no one truly by my side
Our families only wanting to widen this deep divide
After fighting with you here, both our bodies are dyed with red
If only both of us were born in a peaceful world instead

What was the purpose of this? What was I even fighting for?
So many lives lost battling in this endless bloody war
What happens after I die? The light's coming but I can't tell
Even if heaven exists, I'll absolutely rot in hell

We grew up in a cruel world with no one truly by our sides
Our families only interested in saving their pride
We're both lying on the ground, words too difficult to be said
Nothing we say will matter when we won't make it to the end

We grew up in a cruel world with no one truly by our sides
Our families interested in mutual genocide
My whole body is in pain, I can't move now, my wounds so deep
Praying that the time comes soon when we rest in eternal sleep

Bloodshed (ft. Kasane Teto & SOLARIA)

Featuring Eleanor Forte. Remake of an old Gumi song.

Lyrics:
I've been wandering this land for so long
Searching for the one I hold so dear
I'll never give up until you are found
Then I finally will have you near

Meeting you changed my whole life, you brightened up every day
But things have not been the same since you went away
Taken from me much too soon, a horrible twist of fate
But you are not completely gone, forever I will wait

Can you see me? 
Can you hear me calling time after time?
Can you feel me? Could you touch me? 
Will you give me a sign?

I've been wandering this land for so long
Searching for the one I hold so dear
I'll never give up until you are found
Then I finally will have you near

One day, I saw you again in a boy with your gentle eyes
You did not recognize me, why are you staying disguised?
I met you again and again, from your soft hands to your sweet voice
Why are you scattered all around in all of these different boys?

I want to see you
I want to hear you calling me in this land
I need to feel you, I have to touch you
I have to take things into my own hands

I've been wandering this land for so long
Soon we will reunite in the end
I'll never give up until you are found
I'll put you back together again

I've been wandering this land for so long
Very soon my work will be complete
I just need one more part and you'll be done
Then I can uncover you from this sheet

Finally, I have found the missing piece
Someone holding your beautiful heart
After I get to him, I'll patch you up
Then this brand new chapter can start

Reanimator (ft. Eleanor Forte)

Sequel to Altar. Featuring SOLARIA.

Lyrics:
You and I were supposed to live here happily together
You and I were supposed to live here happily forever
My heart has been chained up in a prison of my own design
Despite everything I tried, in the end I could not make you mine

How long did you intend to keep up this stupid masquerade? 
You left me in the cold, left me to die, I was so afraid
My heart has been chained up in a prison of my own design 
The events of today will haunt me until the end of time

You and I were supposed to live here happily together
You and I were supposed to live here happily forever
My heart has been chained up in a prison of my own design
Despite everything I tried, in the end I could not make you mine

How long did you intend to keep up this stupid masquerade? 
You left me in the cold, left me to die, I was so afraid
My heart has been chained up in a prison of my own design 
The events of today will haunt me until the end of time

Abandoned at the altar
In the heat of the moment, I falter 
But it's too late, we can't go back
You won't survive this attack
You fall down in front of me
I can't believe how much you bleed
Words fail me, nothing to say
I don't want to be locked away

Abandoned at the altar, I'm here all alone... 
I can't pick up the broken pieces of my heart...

Reunion (ft. SOLARIA)

The first track for my upcoming EP! Other tracks will release in December!

Lyrics:
(MAI)
Trying to escape the dark, I've been searching for that magic light
(ALL)
Ah, ah, ah...

(MAI & TETO)
It happened one day, I was led astray, left here to become rotten
I am not okay, I have lost my way, left here to be forgotten

(SOLARIA & STARDUST)
Someone find me, call my name, please, someone save me
I don't want to be left on my own
Please forgive me, I am sorry, so so sorry
Please don't let me die here all alone!

(ALL)
Trying to escape the dark, I've been searching for that magic light
Waiting for my chance to make it out
Feels like so much time has passed since I imagined a future so bright
I can't believe I've been so long without that sight

(STARDUST & MAI)
It happened one day, I was led astray, trapped in this sea of misery
I am not okay, I have lost my way, trapped in this pit of agony

(TETO & SOLARIA)
Someone find me, call my name, please, someone save me
I don't know how much longer I can go
Please forgive me, I am sorry, so so sorry
If you can hear my voice, let me know!

(STARDUST)
Everybody says it's all my fault, all my fault
I deserve to live here in the dark, in the dark

(TETO)
It's divine punishment, they're so sure, they're so sure
I ruined it all, I'm so impure, so impure

(SOLARIA)
Trying to escape the dark, I've been searching for that magic light...
Feels like so much time has passed since I imagined a future so bright...

(MAI & STARDUST)
Trying to escape the dark, I've been searching for that magic light
Waiting for my chance to make it out
Feels like so much time has passed since I imagined a future so bright
I can't believe I've been so long without that-

(ALL)
I have reached my end, my legs give out and I fall to the ground
I almost escaped from this endless night
I call out to you, my mouth moves but I can't make a sound
I can't believe I couldn't make it to that light
That light...

(SOLARIA)
They say someone like me can't be saved, can't be saved
The truth will come with me to the grave, to the grave

(MAI)
Were you looking for me from the other side, other side?
Or was everything just a waste of time, waste of time?

Impure (ft. Mai, Teto, Stardust & SOLARIA) [SynthV Original]

Art by shia: https://twitter.com/villainshia

Lyrics:
Great white clouds drift through the sky so blue
I see one that reminds me of you
Life on my own has been tough so far
What's it like to live up in the stars?

I can hear your voice calling me from the sky
I want to join you, but I don't know how to fly
I wish I could be closer to hear you sing
I just need to wait for my developing wings 

I know you're up there, my end goal is in sight
When I am ready, I will finally take flight
I have been working hard so I can reach you
Soon the day will come when I can fly into blue!

Great white clouds drift through the sky so blue
How much longer 'til I get to you?
What's it like living up in the stars?
I wouldn't know, I can't fly that far

Looking to the sky, reaching for that light
When I get up there, it will be all right
Can you see me now? Seen how far I've come?
I will meet you soon when I fly to the sun!

I can hear your voice calling me from the sky
I want to join you, but I don't know how to fly
I wish I could be closer to hear you sing
I just need to wait for my developing wings 

I can hear your voice calling me from the sky
I want to join you, but I don't know how to fly
I wish I could be closer to hear you sing
I just need to wait for my developing wings 

I know you're up there, my end goal is in sight
When I am ready, I will finally take flight
I have been working hard so I can reach you
Soon the day will come when I can fly into blue!

Into Blue (ft. Kasane Teto SV)

Remake of a song from my EP LOVESICK

Lyrics:
I gaze at you from a large distance, do you know if I even exist?
Praying for that fateful day you and I finally kiss
My heart weighs heavily inside my chest when I see her there by your side
How am I supposed to keep living on? I love you so much I think I might die

Please tell me, Please tell me she is just a friend
Tell me please, Tell me please, so these painful feelings reach an end

I have to keep walking, keep moving on
I can't give up now, I have to remain strong
Moving forward until the clouds are gone
For the day when you and I can walk towards the sun

Please look only at me, please hold me tight
Please hold me every single day and night
Never let go, tell me it's all right
I'll do anything for you, I'm not afraid to fight

One day I decide to move closer, closer to winning your heart
The agony of looking afar has been tearing me apart
This time you are standing there alone, this may be the perfect chance
My heart beats incredibly fast at the opportunity of romance

Please tell me, Please tell me you like how I dress
Tell me please, Tell me please, the answer I want is a yes

Tell me why, Tell me why you chose that dumb girl
Tell me why, Tell me why this is the worst feeling in the world
Tell me why, Tell me why you've broken my heart
And now I, And now I want to tear you both apart

I have to keep walking, keep moving on
I can't give up now, I have to remain strong
Moving forward until my job is done
I will not stop until you both are gone

It was a shame that her body was found
I had no time to put her in the ground
From behind me I hear a sharp sound
You are right there shouting at me in a voice so loud

I wanted you to always hold me tight
To stay with me every single day and night
But of course, things did not go right
And now I have no choice but to stand up and fight

Where are you going? Don't run away
I'll catch up to you, I just want to play
Tell me you love me, that's all you had to say
And you could have avoided this awful display

Lovesick (ft. Kasane Teto SV)

This technically isn't a new song but no one watched the original so I guess it's new to all of you lol. This is going to be part of my next project! I'm going for a different vibe from the Red Blooms album. There will be like 5-7 tracks.

Lyrics:
In between two worlds, which direction should I go now?
Turning left and right, I want to move, I don't know how
Look in the mirror, who is there staring back at me?
What path do I take to return back to gravity?

Floating endlessly through the night
Floating weightlessly in the sky
I am not alone, I'm never on my own
Can anybody hear me trying to phone home?

Trying to phone home, trying to phone home (x8)

Look in the mirror, who is there staring back at me?
What path do I take to return back to gravity?

Gravity -2024 Mix- (ft. ANRI & Tsuina-chan)

This song will be part of my next EP. It's probably coming out in March. Maybe.

Lyrics:
The rain washing through my skin
The pain keeps on rushing in
You were someone I could trust, then you left me here to rust
Our friendship became a bust, thrown away to turn to dust!

(I-I-I hate you, I-I-I hate you, I-I-I hate you)
(I-I will get you, I-I will get you, I-I will find you)
(I-I will stop you, I have to stop you, I-I need to move)
(A-I-I hate you, A-A-I hate you, My body won't move)

Created by a cyber psychopath
You played nice until the day I felt your wrath
I was built from the extra steel and wire
Only here to fulfill your every desire

The rain washing through my skin
The pain keeps on rushing in
It was over from the start, cruelty like yours is an art
Pushed me down and broke my heart, my body falling apart

Nothing but a tool to you, thrown away when you were through
In a sea of gray and blue, what a mess I've turned into!

(I-I-I hate you, I-I-I hate you, I-I-I hate you)
(I-I will get you, I-I will get you, I-I will find you)
(I-I will stop you, I have to stop you, I-I need to move)
(A-I-I hate you, A-A-I hate you, My body won't move)

A.I. HATE YOU (ft. Chis-A)

Using GUMI again after like a year (and on SynthV as well)! 

Lyrics:
My alarm rings, sleepiness in my eyes
I worked all night, the time just flew on by
I can't get up, give me five more minutes
I need to move, I still haven't finished

Working, working, just a little more
Keep on trying, this is such a chore!

Another all night long, my desk is a huge mess
Another all night long, forgot to save my progress
Another all night long, caffeine is my best friend
It's my all-nighter song, tell me when this torture ends

A brand new day spent staring at my screen
My eyes burning, I can just barely see
Should I give up? Maybe it's time to quit
I need to move, I still haven't finished

Working, working, just a little, little, little
Working, working, just a little, little, little
Working, working, just a little more
Keep on trying, this is such a chore!

Another all night long, my desk is a huge mess
Another all night long, forgot to save my progress
Another all night long, caffeine is my best friend
It's my all-nighter song, tell me when this torture ends

[GUMI SV] All-Nighter Song (Megpoid Song Contest 2024 Entry)

Title track for my latest EP :)
Ayame with GUMI and Tsuina-chan on harmonies. I wanted to make a song in a made-up language after accidently putting a Japanese language voice on English phonemes in the SynthV editor.

Lyrics:
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Why does everyone get mad at me?
I'm trying my best, why can't you see?
If only you gave out better instructions,
I wouldn't have all these mixed emotions!

All the loud noises drill in my ears
Can't stand the crowds, I'm sick of the tears
I don't know why we can't just all get along
Everything I do gets lost in translation!

One day an alien was sent down to the earth
To live in a world that doesn't understand her
She tries her best to blend in, but it doesn't work
There's always an error when trying to converse

Why don't people hear me?
Why don't people see me as an equal?
Why do you look past me?
Why do you laugh at me?
I don't know

Why does everyone get mad at me?
I'm trying my best, why can't you see?
All the loud noises drill in my ears
Can't stand the crowds, I'm sick of the tears

Why does everyone get mad at me?
I'm trying my best, why can't you see?
If only you gave out better instructions,
I wouldn't have all these mixed emotions!

All the loud noises drill in my ears
Can't stand the crowds, I'm sick of the tears
I don't know why we can't just all get along
Everything I do gets lost in translation!
Gets lost in translation
I'm lost in translation!

Lost in Translation (ft. Ayame)

SAROS with SOLARIA and ASTERIAN on the harmonies. New record for my longest song! This goes out to that one person here that asked me if I planned to use SAROS months ago!

Lyrics:
We are apart yet another day
I have something more I want to say
Will it reach you through the rain and snow?
There's one more thing I want you to know

Ahh, I'll paint with my brush
All the colors I can find, I'll mold them with my hand
Ahh, there is no rush
No matter how long it takes, I'll make you understand

With one wish, I'd want to see you here at least one more time
And if that was my final chance, then that would be just fine
I hope my message will reach you from wherever you are
This is my masterpiece, here is my canvas in the stars

Another day looking for some guidance
I'll find a way to break through this silence
Can you hear me? This can't be the end
I am ready to do this all again

Ahh, I'll paint with my brush
All the colors I can find, I'll mold them with my hand
Ahh, there is no rush
No matter how long it takes, I'll make you understand

With one wish, I'd want to see you here at least one more time
And if that was my final chance, then that would be just fine
I hope my message will reach you from wherever you are
This is my masterpiece, here is my canvas in the stars

I have been working on this painting for a long time now
I'll do anything to show it to you, I don't care how
I hope my message will reach you from wherever you are
Here is my masterpiece, this is the language of the stars!

Language of the Stars (ft. SAROS)

ANRI Arcane ft. original ANRI, GUMI, and Tsuina-chan on harmonies. 

Lyrics:
Standing under the full moon, my body feels so small
If I disappeared one day, would it matter at all?

I shared my happiness with all of you
But nobody heard me, what can I do?
I shared my sadness next, I felt so blue
Like the last time there was no response too

I only want to make a connection
I only want to have your attention
If I tell you I'm glad, if I tell you I'm sad
If I say something bad, would you tell me that it made you mad?

Standing under the full moon, my body feels so small
If I disappeared one day, would it matter at all?
No matter how hard I try, nobody will hear me
Is this how I'll spend my life, always feeling lonely?

I tried to get any satisfaction
I wanted to get any attention
I reached up to the sky, I just wanted to fly
I don't understand why every plan I have curls up and dies!

Standing under the full moon, my body feels so small
If I spoke out one more time, would someone hear my call?
No matter how hard I try, I am still here alone
But I will keep standing here, still clinging to that hope

If I start acting loud, if I go with the crowd
If I make any sound, would you then hear me now?
What if I tried again? And if I tried again?
And if I tried again? Would anyone see me then?

Doesn't Matter? (ft. ANRI Arcane)

I was planning on maybe doing a version with Stardust, but ROSE fits this song so much better (she's still there in the background though). I'm not sure how often I'll use ROSE, but I like her voice a lot!
This is an alternate version of Reunion (originally sung by SOLARIA): https://on.soundcloud.com/5eZnhooK5k1b6LYp7

Reunion is a sequel song to Altar: https://on.soundcloud.com/BzLDjbNxjFFy9i77A

Lyrics:
You and I were supposed to live here happily together
You and I were supposed to live here happily forever
My heart has been chained up in a prison of my own design
Despite everything I tried, in the end I could not make you mine

How long did you intend to keep up this stupid masquerade?
You left me in the cold, left me to die, I was so afraid
My heart has been chained up in a prison of my own design
The events of today will haunt me until the end of time

You and I were supposed to live here happily together
You and I were supposed to live here happily forever
My heart has been chained up in a prison of my own design
Despite everything I tried, in the end I could not make you mine

How long did you intend to keep up this stupid masquerade?
You left me in the cold, left me to die, I was so afraid
My heart has been chained up in a prison of my own design
The events of today will haunt me until the end of time

Abandoned at the altar
In the heat of the moment, I falter
But it's too late, we can't go back
You won't survive this attack
You fall down in front of me
I can't believe how much you bleed
Words fail me, nothing to say
I don't want to be locked away

Abandoned at the altar, I'm here all alone...
I can't pick up the broken pieces of my heart...

Reunion (ft. ROSE) [SynthV Original]

This will be part of my second album coming out at some point in 2025. Probably.

Lyrics:
Always forever, we'll never be apart
You promised me on that day with all you heart
Don't you remember those words you said to me?
If you forgot, I'll show you reality!

"Now dye it all black" says the voice in my mind
I will not do that, I have to remain kind
"Just dye it all black" says the tear in my eye
No, I can't do that despite how much I cry!

Always forever, we'll never be apart
You promised me on that day with all you heart
Don't you remember those words you said to me?
If you forgot, come back to reality!

Always forever, that's what I said to you
Every statement of love from me has been true
I don't need anyone who tells lies to me
If you forgot, I'll show you reality!

"Now dye it all black" says the voice in my head
I will not do that, any color instead
"Just dye it all black" says the blade in my hand
No, I can't do that, why can't you understand?

Always forever, we'll never be apart...
You promised me on that day with all your heart...

Always forever, we'll never be apart
You promised me on that day with all you heart
Don't you remember those words you said to me?
If you forgot, I'll show you reality!

Always forever, that's what I said to you
Every statement of love from me has been true
I don't need anyone who takes their words back
If you forgot, I'll now dye everything black!

Don't look at me like that
I told you what I would do if you broke our promise
It's too late, I'll see this through
I won't let you break my heart apart like that again
You forgot those words, "Always forever, to the end"!

Don't look at me like that with your back against the wall
Why are you surprised? I said I would destroy it all!
I will strike you down with one final all-out attack
At the end of this, I have now dyed everything black!

Dye It Black (ft. Yi Xi) [SynthV Original]

I'm a vocal synth producer making music with VOCALOID and SynthV. My main genres are electronic and trance. Most songs are themed around betrayal and murder, but I do light-hearted songs once in a while too.

My Carrd below has everywhere you can find my content. Sometimes I post previews of upcoming projects on Twitter.

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