produced by @taurs + @splashgvng

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lyrics:

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bitch u thought

ice in my veins [taurs + splashgvng]

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

nico north - Should Have (cover)

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:

and it's getting colder,
late in october
the weight on my shoulders,
weighs down like a boulder
i wish i could hold her
or keep my composure
for just a little longer
i wish that i was stronger
i wish that i was stronger

she won't come over until i get sober
been high since october
please don't turn your shoulder
now we're getting older
and you're getting bolder
feel like i don't know it
hope she remembers what i told her

you know that i'll always love you
fine with the terms that i've come to
can't put anyone above you
just to suffer all of this abuse
you said we'd make it work, you lied
you gave up, six months went by
replacing me with another guy
that's why i'm high

and it's getting colder,
late in october
the weight on my shoulders,
weighs down like a boulder
i wish i could hold her
or keep my composure
for just a little longer
i wish that i was stronger
i wish that i was stronger

october

Will I ever be enough?
Girl it’s so fucked up
Every morning off the loft 
Every morning you’re my drug 
Will I ever be enough for you?
Will I ever be enough for me?
Got me zoning in these all black shoes 
Can’t show you these knife sharp teeth 

What’d I tell you about control?
Why I’m sippin on patrón?
I don’t wanna feel anything 
When you call I let the phone just ring 
Cause I’m busy throwing up in the sink 
Brush my teeth so my mouth won’t stink 

Scrolling through shorts and instagram reels
Yet can’t feel 
Is this life real?


#luvflorent #brush #my #teeth #emo #emorap #lofi #sad #sadchill

brush my teeth (prod.wraith)

letter scraps from a hole in the ground (neverforever)

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lyrics:

you tell me that i'm all you need
then you climb on top of me
ride it while you watchin me
we can fuck until we fall asleep

i want you closer
you're never close enough
when you come over
and you open up
can't keep composure
fuckin like we both in love
and we can go,
we can go until the sun comes up

'til the sun comes up
you're the only one i want so tell me

you tell me that i'm all you need
then you climb on top of me
ride it while you watchin me
we can fuck until we fall asleep

until we fall asleep
fall for me
i want you callin me
i'm all you need
fall asleep
fall for me
callin me
i'm all you need yeah

all you need [6wizzle]

lyrics ⬇️

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

and im sorry that i really took the long way home last night
roll the window down and feel the breeze

and im sorry that i smoked another bowl last time
cuz i felt like i couldn’t really breathe

somethin in my head
it make me believe 
they just want me dead
get it out my head

hear me out i dont wanna live this life now
turning down opportunities to hide out
ive been missing all these things while i lay down
and im wishin i could change but its harder than it sounds
and il truthfully that id be better off without the drugs
what they do to me oh i cannot explain it to my bruzz
it made me beautifully ruin all my things and all my stuff
and what im contemplating i dont even know if i can budge
find a cemetery lay my stupid corpse into the mud
like in February when i got tricked into someones love
i cant understand, we were sharing everything 
and now your other man makes you look like youre a freak
i might have a disease
might be OCD 
i roll my other sleeve up cuz it dont look right to me
and then my heart skips a beat
i cant feel like im free
lately everything surrounding me looks like it just bleeds

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

hear me out (yunnygoldz)

lyrics 

are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free
i can’t read minds, but i see what you’re creating
you’re digging up this hole for my body and just waiting
you know me too well, it’s not you who i’ll be hating
but you’re acquainted with the horns in the ways that you be paying
oh, please, no more lies
i feel like there’s another soul lingering in those eyes
if so, then no ties
you could let me loose instead of losing my mind
i’m hand-tied, not a human sacrifice
i’ve done plenty wrong, but this much past my plight
i hear cries, but not within the signs
is this really all of my doing this time?
are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free

50 (shxdy808)

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

letter scraps from a hole in the ground (neverforever)

solitude

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