This Is Circuitration

LYRICS:

I know you knew it was getting bad  
I was drunk when you met me  
I was drunk when you left me  
I think I miss the times we had  
If I’d just put down the bottle  
And took my foot off the throttle  
A time or two  
I wouldn’t be at this bar 
I’d be at home  
(*Oh, I’d be at home*)  
With you

Now I’m fractured  
I watch my life go  
Down the drain 
The more things change  
The more they stay the same  
(Always stay the same)  
I’m a new person 
With all the same mistakes 
(All the same mistakes)
How much pain  
Until our break again?
I guess I’ll let you know, my friend  
I think I’ll count the days ‘til then

I watch my life go  
Down the drain  
The more things change  
The more they stay the same  
(Always stayed the same)  
I'm a new person  
With all the same mistakes  
(All the same mistakes)  
How much pain 
Until heartbreak again  
I guess I’ll let you know, my friend  
I think I’ll count the days til then

Goodbye  
(Goodbye)  
I hate to see you cry  
(You know I hate to see you cry)  
There’s no room for you and I  
(There's no room for you and I)  
It’s a one way ride  
Down to Hell  
There’s no reception on my cell  
If I could talk to you 
I’d tell you things  
All the things that I would do for you  
To get back to you  
But I can’t do it  
I know things are screwed  
I’m fucked up but  
You fucked me up too  
Your patience met its end this time  
That’s fine  
But I’m still fractured

Fractured

Leviathan (prod. GAXILLIC)

Prelude to Pain (prod. GAXILLIC)

GRAND DESIGN (prod. GAXILLIC)

Smoke, Fire, Lighters (prod. Alt Beats)

Better ft. fiend dinero (prod. Joe Gautrey)

LYRICS:

You don’t gotta laugh to fill the air
You don’t gotta act like you don’t care
You don’t gotta be the girl they see

You coulda just been you
When you were with me 

Your scrunched up nose
And your baggy clothes
Dirt bike decals
And sewn up holes
And me
Across from you
Sitting under the tree

(You don’t gotta laugh to fill the air)
With me
(You don’t gotta act like you don’t care)
With me
(You don’t gotta be the girl they see)
With me
(You coulda just been you)
With me 

You don’t gotta laugh to fill the air
You don’t gotta act like you don’t care
You don’t gotta be the girl they see

You coulda just been you
When you were with me 

I’m carving lyrics 
Into the sides of trees
With hopes held out 
They’ll outlive me
If you ever get the chance
Close your eyes
Lead with your hands 
Let the forest guide the way
This is everything I never got to say 

I guess you left your mark on me
I etched it into bark of trees
Something changed
I don't know why
Went from holding hands
To waving goodbye
Don't be sad or feel guilty
'Cause you don't gotta do that with me



dear departure EP

you with me (prod. RRAREBEAR)

LYRICS:

The Grace cathedral calls my name 
But I can’t get close
I’m stalked by shame 
I’m watching from the outside 
Hoping one day 
The enemy averts his gaze 

Please look away

I’m watching from the outside 
Trying to get close enough
To hear what they say 
I’m in my Sunday best
Maybe today’s the day 



Whoa 
I’m never gonna get in, am I?
Whoa 
My suit doesn’t even fit and I 
Start to second guess my salvation 
Livin on the wrong side of revelation

(Whoa-whoa)
Living on the wrong side of revelation
(Whoaaaa)

Went from nose deep in the Word
In a crowded pew
To nose diving into a blur 
Still a lost soul
But from a different view 

(From a different view)

This liquid courage
does me a solid 
Like taking fruit
from the tree of knowledge 
I could tell you that I’m flying 
But in reality I’m falling 

and Every Sunday 
The Grace cathedral cries 
The stained glass
Reflects my broken life 
And I know why

grace cathedral (prod. Lilac Rust)

LYRICS:

Kicking rocks down the road again
In my beat up vans 
(In my beat up vans)
Summer came and it would never end 
Back when we were kids 
(Back when we were kids)
I got a glimpse of it 
The other day
But it came and went
(Yeah, it came and went)
There’s so many things 
I never got to say
To my dearest friends 
(I miss my friends)

Day turns to night
And the stars align
And we’re in the same place
At the same time 
Used to be in sync 
On everything 
Now every time I blink
Things change
Every time I blink
Things change 

Every time I blink
Things change 

Now we’re 13, 14, 
15, all the way to 17
18, 19, 20, all the way to 23
24, then one more, quarter of a century 
I never knew last month 
That I’d even make it to last week
(13, 14, 15, all the way to 17)
Even make it to last week
(18, 19, 20, all the way to 23)
Even make it to last week
(24, then one more, quarter of a century
I never knew last month
That I’d even make it to last week
(Even make it to last week,
Even make it to last week
I never knew last month
That I’d even make it to last week)

beat up vans (prod. Jacob Vallen)

LYRICS:

Complacent 
Hoping the pavement 
Sweeps me away 
Everything’s changin 
But I’m stuck in place 
Day by day
I’m screaming 
From the other side of dreams 
Is this all there is for me?
Where do I start 
Breaking free 
While there’s still 
Something left of me?
My broken heart
It beats all the same 
I won’t give up 
On the rest of me 
I wanna end up 
With a legacy

Complacent 
I’m learning to move my feet
Isn’t it amazing?
I’ve never seen this side of the street

I’ve never seen this side of the street

this side of the street (prod. Liminal Dreams)

LYRICS:

(Playing innocent 
sneaking in the back door
Staying out late 
What you doing that for?
Got everything you need at home 
But you just can’t stand to be alone 
Headlights flash 
Put your head down
Think the whole town knows
You got a man now 
Every interaction 
Feels like a chore
Staying out late 
Tell me, What you doing that for?)

Got you in my sight
Never quite can pin you down 
Cause you’re never around
Never quite can pin you down 
Cause you’re never arouuuuuund
Never quite 
Cause you’re never aroouuuund
(Never quite can pin you down, 
Never quite can pin you down)
Got you in my siiiiight

Got you in my siiiight

This what you been waiting for?
Got people at your place 
Breaking down your door 
face to face
With the life you made 
Every night on the streets 
That’s the price you pay 

(Never quite can pin you down
Cause you’re never around
Never quite can pin you down,
Never quite can pin you downnn
Never quite can pin you down
Never quite can pin you downnnn)

All eyes are on you 
I can tell that you need it 
You’re attention-anemic 
You’re attention-anemic 
All eyes are on you 
I can tell that you need it 
You’re attention-anemic 
You’re attention-anemic 

I can tell that you need it
I can tell that you need it
I can tell that you, need it 

(Never quite can pin you down)
Cause you’re never around 
Never quite can pin you down
Never quite can pin you downnn
Never quite can pin you down
Never quite can pin you downnn

This what you been waiting for?
Got people at your place 
Breaking down your door 
face to face
With the life you made 
Every night on the streets 
That’s the price you payyy…

That’s the price you payyyyyy
The price you payyyy
price you payyyy
The price you payyy
The price you payyy
The price you pay…

NIGHT WATCH (prod. Alt Beats)

LYRICS:

50 miles down
50 more to go 
Chasing sunsets 
Battery’s getting low
Windows down
I can feel the breeze 
On my skin 
The way you used to be 
before leaving me 
You were my whole world 
Now I’m missing a piece 

My hearts racing 
I feel alive again
For different reasons 
I’m trying to die, my friend 
I close my eyes 
Hand off the steering wheel
This is too real
Went from chasing thrills 
To being prey walking into a kill 
I close my eyes 
I’m wasting the sunset 
A hear a voice cry
Son you ain’t done yet  

Son you ain’t done yet 

Open your eyes 
You ain’t wasting the sunset

I never know 
Where to go 
Running a rat race 
But I’m in last place 
moving too slow 
I never know 
Where to go 
But when I hit my knees 
It feels like someone else
Is carrying me

90 miles down
10 more to go
Chasing sunsets 
Phone died hours ago 
Windows down 
I can feel the breeze 
On my skin
The way you used to be 
Before leaving me 
You were my whole world 
Now I’m incomplete 

My hearts racing 
I feel alive again
For different reasons 
The lord saved my life, my friend 
I close my eyes 
hands on the window sill
I lift it open
See the sun sitting on the hill
Went from chasing thrills 
To saying grace before every meal 
I close my eyes 
I know I ain’t done yet 
He says you’re just in time
comes watch the sunset 

Come watch the sunset 


I never know 
Where to go
But when I hit my knees
It feels like
Someone else is carrying me 

Come Watch The Sunset

Come Watch The Sunset (Prod. Jacob Lincoln)

Touchdown Dallas 
I’m already seeing red 
Before I even leave the plane 
I gotta lotta baggage 
Said you want the full package 
That’s what I gave you 
Made my way through traffic 
So you could say it to my face 
You betta learn yo place 

Driving one way
Down a two-way
I finally had enough 
Driving one way
Down a two-way
Tonight’s the night 
I fuck it up 
See the red n blues 
In my rearview
They heard I was on the way
Won’t let me near you 
Crime of passion
Blame my attraction
It’s just how I’m wired 
Why you blaming my actions?

I’ll go to sleep now 
I’ll go to sleep
I’ll go to sleep now 
I’ll go to sleep 

Left-hand tinted
Pull up in the dark
We here lighten up ya face
Discard a full clip 
Just to empty out the case 
Whole city knows 
The coupe with black windows 
Disappears without a trace 
Disappears without a trace 

Watch ya homies
That is lonely
They’ll be the one 
To gun you down 
And watch ya girlfriends
Who got no girl friends 
They sleeping with another guy
When you not around 
When you not around 
What’s goin on?
You ain’t home
I got 2 jobs for you
Can’t do this on my own 
Come back now 
You’re hard to track down 
I can’t keep it together girl
I’m bout to crash out 

New beretta 
Shooting lead through leather
Denim silk and suede
It really Don’t matter 
Any brand any make 
Gonna get it
What you want me to say
Guess I got expensive taste 
I guess I got expensive taste

(Guess I got expensive taste)

Why you lighting candles girl
The rooms already lit 
I wish you’d choose improving 
Over stupid shit
Kick me while I’m down
If the shoe fits
I may be out of use 
But girl you’re useless

I still don’t understand 
How you can call me by my name 
But you can’t treat me like a man 
You spreading lies to your friends 
I’m a bender of the truth
They’ll be on my side
Before the night ends 

Left-hand tinted
Pull up in the dark
Yeah, We here lighten up ya face
Discard a full clip 
Just to empty out the case 
Whole city knows 
The coupe with black windows 
Disappears without a trace 

Disappears without a trace 






W/O A TRACE (prod. charles)

LYRICS:

I could never keep you grounded 
You never seemed to care 
I watched our love decay
Like doves disintegrating 
Suspended in the air 
I could never keep you grounded 
You never seemed to care 
I watched our love decay
Like doves disintegrating 
Suspended in the air 

Sifting through feathers 
For a long lost letter 
I wrote to you 
I can’t replace it 
I think a part of me 
Would try bargaining 
With the man I was
To trade places 
(Trade places)
I think a part of me
Would try bargaining 
With the man I was 
To trade places 
I can’t replace it

I can’t replace it

I could never keep you grounded 
You never seemed to care 
I watched our love decay
Like doves disintegrating 
Suspended in the air 
Suspended in the air 

I watch our love decay
Like doves disintegrating 
Suspended in the air


TRADE PLACES (prod. Erik White)

LYRICS:

I found your
Christmas list
Under your pillow
You had one wish
“Can daddy come back
And love mommy again?
I want a happy Christmas
Like all my friends 
I only hear excuses 
Why they did the things they did
Santa please bring them together 
I hate to see them split 

I hate to see them split 
This is all I ask of you
Save the toys for the other kids 

Save the toys for the other kids
Can daddy come back
And love mommy again?

Can daddy come back
And love mommy again?

Can daddy come back 
And love mommy again?


Everybody else is so happy
I see what you do for them
If I knew what was waiting downstairs
I would’ve stayed in bed 

I would’ve stayed in bed 
I hate the holidays 
Wish I was at school instead 

I hate the holidays 
Wish I was at school instead 

Everybody else is so happy 
I see what you do for them

Can daddy come back 
And love mommy again?

Can daddy come back
And love mommy again?

If I knew what was waiting downstairs
I would’ve stayed in bed

Can daddy come back
And love mommy again?"

split christmas (prod. Qazers)

Function: Encode raw emotion across genre-divergent formats
Output: Universal resonance via glitch, memory, and musical anomaly

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