This Is Circuitration

LYRICS:

I know you knew it was getting bad  
I was drunk when you met me  
I was drunk when you left me  
I think I miss the times we had  
If I’d just put down the bottle  
And took my foot off the throttle  
A time or two  
I wouldn’t be at this bar 
I’d be at home  
(*Oh, I’d be at home*)  
With you

Now I’m fractured  
I watch my life go  
Down the drain 
The more things change  
The more they stay the same  
(Always stay the same)  
I’m a new person 
With all the same mistakes 
(All the same mistakes)
How much pain  
Until our break again?
I guess I’ll let you know, my friend  
I think I’ll count the days ‘til then

I watch my life go  
Down the drain  
The more things change  
The more they stay the same  
(Always stayed the same)  
I'm a new person  
With all the same mistakes  
(All the same mistakes)  
How much pain 
Until heartbreak again  
I guess I’ll let you know, my friend  
I think I’ll count the days til then

Goodbye  
(Goodbye)  
I hate to see you cry  
(You know I hate to see you cry)  
There’s no room for you and I  
(There's no room for you and I)  
It’s a one way ride  
Down to Hell  
There’s no reception on my cell  
If I could talk to you 
I’d tell you things  
All the things that I would do for you  
To get back to you  
But I can’t do it  
I know things are screwed  
I’m fucked up but  
You fucked me up too  
Your patience met its end this time  
That’s fine  
But I’m still fractured

Fractured

Leviathan (prod. GAXILLIC)

Prelude to Pain (prod. GAXILLIC)

GRAND DESIGN (prod. GAXILLIC)

Smoke, Fire, Lighters (prod. Alt Beats)

LYRICS:

(Yeah I’m sick and twisted 
Screaming at the top of my lungs 
Oh my god 
Oh my god)

Running out of ways 
To make you stay 
Door slammed in my face 
As you walked away
You got impeccable taste 
Me, I was just the flavor of the week
We’ll never know what I bring to the table
Cause you play with your food 
And to you 
I’m just another dude on your plate 
Just another dude on your plate 

Yeah I’m sick and twisted 
Screaming at the top of my lungs 
Oh my god 
Oh my god 

Running out of ways 
To make you stay 
Door slammed in my face 
As you walked away
You got impeccable taste 
Me, I was just the flavor of the week
We’ll never know what I bring to the table
Cause you play with your food 
And to you 
I’m just another dude on your plate 
Just another dude on your plate 

Just some Food for thought 
Did it hit the spot 
I see you coming back for seconds 
I’m surprised to see you still got room to eat 
Guess moderation is out of the question

FOOD 4 THOUGHT (prod. Emma)

LYRICS:

Oh Girl you put me through it, if I let you would you do it again?  
I’ll forget you when the whiskey starts to make the room spin  
You know I hate to be here  
I don’t know what I can do  
I gave you everything  
I’m just left with the ghost of you

I wish we never did that  
I wish I didn’t seem so scared  
My first mistake was loving  
But my biggest was thinking that you’d care

Death’s around the corner  
I can taste it  
It’s hard to see the good in life  
I need some lasik  
Scars adorn my wrists  
Just like bracelets  
If I’m not blackout drunk  
That day is wasted

Every time I try my best  
The Jim Beam prevails  
Addiction’s just a test  
I always seem to fail  
Kickin’ empty bottles down an old dirt road  
And my car broke down on the way back home  
I took the keys but didn’t lock the door  
Where I wanna go the GPS don’t know anymore  
Nobody knows where I am for sure  
I’m living two lives  
But they’re always at war

Death’s around the corner  
I can taste it  
It’s hard to see the good in life  
I need some lasik  
Scars adorn my wrists  
Just like bracelets  
If I ain’t blackout drunk  
That day is wasted

My life has been on such a steady decline 
All that I know how to do is pretend to be fine 
Look close see the pain the my eyes 
The solution to my sadness is an early demise 
I’ll look away I don’t want you to see 
The dark side of the moon is still brighter then me 
I’ll look away I don’t want you to see 
The dark side of the moon still brighter then me 
I look away I don’t want you to see
Dame side of the moon 
Brighter than me 
I look away don’t want you to see
Dark side of the moon
Brighter than me

BLACKOUT (prod. Backyard)

LYRICS: 

Spoken Intro:

I’ve spent most of my life loving quietly,
waiting for someone to reach for me
the way I’ve reached for everyone else.
Maybe I’m not asking for much.
Maybe I just want
one moment of being understood
before the paint dries

And I can’t 
Go to sleep
Without you here
I’m dreaming of nothing 
Stuck here
Counting sheep
The shepherd in the sky 
Thinks I’m bluffing 

And I can’t go
To sleep
Without you here
I’m dreaming of nothing 
Stuck here
Counting sheep
The shepherd in the sky 
Thinks I’m bluffing 


Because I need you 
By my side 
The apple 
Of my eye 
Oh, why’d you 
Have to go away
I need you 
By my side 
For the rest 
Of my life 
I had my chance
Did I throw it away?
Did I throw it awayyy?
Did I throw it away?
Did I throw it awayyy?


I’m saying 
Ohh
(Ohh, ohh)
Mr. Shepherd in the Sky 
(Mr Shepherd the sky)
I’ve been good this year 
(Good this year)
I’m an ok guy 
(I’m an ok, ok guy)
Can you turn back 
The hands of time 
And give me one more try 
To make this right 
Turn back 
The hands of time 
Give me one more tryyy


Because I need you 
By my side 
The apple 
Of my eye 
Oh, why’d you 
Have to go away
I need you 
By my side 
For the rest 
Of my life 
I had my chance
Did I throw it away?
Did I throw it awayyy?
Did I throw it away?
Did I throw it awayyy?

I’m saying ohh-hhh
Mr Shepherd in the Sky-yy 
This is your work of art
Can you 
Picture us together 
Before the paint dries?

Shepherd in the Sky (prod. Cold Melody)

Crazy Eyes (cover)

LYRICS:

Guess I should know you
You’re my best friend 
We never talk that much 
The sad part is so true 
It never ends 
Went from in-tune
To losing touch 

We haven’t been the same
Since you went away 
I still remember 
Talking every day
You came back
Your face had changed 
I was looking at a stranger 
From another state

I know the reason 
You were drawn to me 
I had a heart of modesty
You were the sun shining on my face
But something just dawned on me…

We haven’t been the same
Since you moved away 
I still remember 
Talking every day
You came back
Your face had changed 
I was looking at a stranger 
From another state
From another state
From another state
Oh, from another state


It’s not the same 
Since you moved away
Do you remember 
Talking everyday?
You came back
But way too late
I was looking at a stranger
With a familiar name 
We’ll meet again 
But it’ll be too late 
I’ll always be the guy
You pushed away 
Deep down 
I’ll fuel the flames
When no one’s around me 
I’m screaming your name…

destroyer of worlds

LYRICS: 

Haunted tracks keep
Talking back to me
I can’t get it outta my head 
It’s full blast on repeat 

So much for 
Talking it through 
Cause I can’t get to you 
It’s like I’m screaming your name 
But you’re livin in a different plane
Of existence
Existence

I’m never coming back
I’m packing my things 
I’m on the nearest train
Or at least out on the tracks
Maybe that way 
I can stop the pain 
(So much for talking it through)
I can stop the pain 
(Cause I can’t get to you)
(I can’t get to you)
(I can’t get to)

You’re dancing on my grave
My whole worlds crumbling away 
You couldn’t live with the weight 
Of your mistakes 
So you had to go 
and throw me away

I’m never coming back
I’m packing my things 
I’m on the nearest train
Or at least out on the tracks
Maybe that way 
I can stop the pain 
(So much for talking it through)
I can stop the pain 
(Cause I can’t get to you)
(I can’t get to you)
(I can’t get to)

deep down 
It’ll always be you 
It’s clear to see
From a Birds Eye view 

I’m never coming back
For my own reasons 
The same way 
You can’t make me stay
You can’t stop me from leaving 

I’m never coming back
For my own reasons 
The same way 
You can’t make me stay
You can’t stop me from leaviiiiin
From leavin 
Leavin

dear departure EP

dear departure (Prod. GAXILLIC)

Lyrics: 

I’m five seconds away
From giving in again 
I hear voices taunt me 
How did they get in
How did they get in 

(mind the gap)

I’m counting down the days 
TIL you go away
I’m counting down the days 
TIL you go away
TIL go away

These things always taunt me
I can’t leave em in the past 
Why are memories that haunt me
The only thing that lasts 

So much for moving on
I only backtrack 

So much for moving on
I only backtrack 

(So much for moving on
I only backtrack)

I spend most every year 
Flipping through the pages
Of heartbreak
That will last for ages (x2)

I’m counting down the days 
(So much for getting closure)
TIL you go away
(It’s never getting closer)
I’m counting down the days 
(So much for getting closure)
TIL you go away
(It’s never getting closer
TIL go awayyyy
(So much for getting closure
It’s never getting closer)
TIL you go awayyyy
(So much for getting closure
It’s never getting closer)
TIL you go away…

backtrack (prod. planet47)

LYRICS: 

Sarah’s got a secret 
She keeps her sleeve slit 
Kids laugh in gym class
When they see it 
She hoped the pain
Would go away
All she really did
Was put it on display 
Oh-whoa-ohhh
Put it on displayyy

Theres so much more 
To life than this 
Keep your head up kid
It’s gets better I promise 
(You got this)
You locked all your hopes 
And dreams away 
One step at a time
(One step at a time)
You’ll find that key someday 
You’ll find that key somedayyy

Sarah’s got a secret 
She tries to keep it
Masked behind lies
She won’t show
What’s beneath it 
She almost let it slip today 
Caught it just in time
Then she looked away

Oh no
It’s getting close
She’s at her breaking point
And no one knows 
Oh no 
It’s getting close 
The ground beneath her feet breaks
There she goes 

Theres so much more 
To life than this 
Keep your head up kid
It’s gets better I promise 
(You got this)
You locked all your hopes 
And dreams away 
One step at a time
(One step at a time)
You’ll find that key someday 
You’ll find that key somedayyy

All she needs is
A helping hand 
(All she needs)
A little piece of Grace
(All she needs)
Someone who understands 
One day she makes a new friend 
Behind stacked bracelets 
(All she needs, all she needs)
Sees pain she understands
(That’s all she needs, all she needs)
And that’s when she says 
(All she needs, all she needs) 

Theres so much more 
To life than this 
Keep your head up kid
It’s gets better I promise 
(You got this)
You locked all your hopes 
And dreams away 
One step at a time
(One step at a time)
You’ll find that key someday 
You’ll find that key somedayyy

There’s so much more to life than this 
(All she needs is a helping hand)
So much more to life than this
(All she needs is a helping hand)
So much more to life than this 
(All she needs is a helping hand)
So much more to life than this 
(All she needs is a helping hand)

All she needs is a helping hand

behind stacked bracelets (prod. XSTASY)

Trust me bitch I’m hellbound 
Auction soul, will sell now 

Ever singe age 7 
I been counting every second 
Til they finally ring the bell, how 
How I make out?  
All these thoughts and opinions 
Like am I losing or winning  

I been thinking plenty minutes 
On the distance I traveled 
A longer journey- one step 
And then in, I’m back in the battle 
Like how is it even worth it? 

Pick a god that you service, 
But make the right choice, hell is eternal 
Continue murder, keep a sin
Destroy your innocence 
If you looking deep within 
You find that you cannot find him 
All these stories that they tell
Every death spent in a cell 
I been failing for years, so I guess I’m cool wit hell 
 

Bitch I’m Christian and I’m right 
An atheist is wrong 
And I really fucking doubt you ever heard a god song 
And I really fucking doubt you read a bible, 
Even know what it’s about 
Why you flirting with the devil when he’ll take your soul out 

I been preachin who will listen 
Know that he the best out 
I been saved by my religion 
Safe when put in dirt now 

And I’m fine with all that 
But who are you to pressure me?
Why is it you v me? 
Acknowledge your eulogy 
And get the fuck up off me 
Bitch i pick my own life 
And I know he got the power 
But I fuck with out a wife 
And I rap these murder songs 
And I’m drinking every night 
And I know that I can change 
But to me it don’t seem right 

Maybe if he gave me proof
And not by creating this lie 
If go to hell for him, I think that it’s gon alright 
I already got a dad I don’t need another one 
If I ever see a God, I guess I’m innit for the fun 

Trust me bitch I’m hellbound 
Auction soul, will sell now 

Ever singe age 7 
I been counting every second 
Til they finally ring the bell, how 
How I make out?  
All these thoughts and opinions 
Like am I losing or winning  

I been thinking plenty minutes 
On the distance I traveled 
A longer journey- one step 
And then in, I’m back in the battle 
Like how is it even worth it? 

Pick a god that you service, 
But make the right choice, hell is eternal 
Continue murder, keep a sin
Destroy your innocence 
If you looking deep within 
You find that you cannot find him 
All these stories that they tell
Every death spent in a cell 
I been failing for years, so I guess I’m cool wit hell

HELLBOUND / YOU V. ME

LYRICS:

Autumn’s coming round again
With empty whispers in the wind 
I’ve searched for meaning
Between the trees
But I’m falling down
Like the season’s leaves 
Whoaaa
Whoaaa

Hey Autumn 
We really showed 'em this time 
I hate to see you go
The tears are my alibi
Hey Autumn 
We really showed em this time
You’re my favorite hello
And my hardest goodbye
My hardest goodbye

So many questions
Left unanswered 
It eats at me
Untreated cancer 
I’m alone in this hospice bed 
Wishing I was there with you instead 
(Whoaaa)
Wishing I was there with you instead 
(Whoaaa)

Hey Autumn 
We really showed 'em this time 
I hate to see you go
The tears are my alibi
Hey Autumn 
We really showed em this time
In my head it’s hello
In my heart it’s goodbye 

In my heart it’s goodbye

hey autumn (prod. Eric White)

LYRICS:

You don’t gotta laugh to fill the air
You don’t gotta act like you don’t care
You don’t gotta be the girl they see

You coulda just been you
When you were with me 

Your scrunched up nose
And your baggy clothes
Dirt bike decals
And sewn up holes
And me
Across from you
Sitting under the tree

(You don’t gotta laugh to fill the air)
With me
(You don’t gotta act like you don’t care)
With me
(You don’t gotta be the girl they see)
With me
(You coulda just been you)
With me 

You don’t gotta laugh to fill the air
You don’t gotta act like you don’t care
You don’t gotta be the girl they see

You coulda just been you
When you were with me 

I’m carving lyrics 
Into the sides of trees
With hopes held out 
They’ll outlive me
If you ever get the chance
Close your eyes
Lead with your hands 
Let the forest guide the way
This is everything I never got to say 

I guess you left your mark on me
I etched it into bark of trees
Something changed
I don't know why
Went from holding hands
To waving goodbye
Don't be sad or feel guilty
'Cause you don't gotta do that with me



you with me (prod. RRAREBEAR)

Function: Encode raw emotion across genre-divergent formats
Output: Universal resonance via glitch, memory, and musical anomaly

BLACKOUT (prod. Backyard)

@circuitration

Recent comments

fiend dinero ☆

Related tracks