Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

So tell me that I'm right
So tell me that I'm right
So tell me that I'm right
So tell me that I'm right
So help me feel alright
So empty up inside
Tell me that I'm right
Just tell me that I'm right

I know already
You don't have to hide it
I'm scared that you're lying again
I know already
I know already
You don't have to hide it
I'm scared that you're lying again
I'm scared, I know
I hate the cold
I'll wait, you know
And break, I'm old

So tell me that I'm right
So tell me that I'm right

Hurt me then hurt me again
I don't know where I'm going
My heart just burst open come sew it
Fell on the floor I'm so broken
I fell for you deeply before I could know it
I love you, you said that you hated me back
I don't know why
There's just a chance I was dreaming
Keep telling lies I'll believe it
I'm weak on the floor and I'm bleeding
I hate those words don't repeat it
They never liked me I know, but I'm hurting
I must have done something cruel to deserve this
Might fall into pieces, my love is my weakness
You say I need it I don't
You say I need it I don't

I hope that no matter what happens to my heart
It never becomes too scarred to love
I never want to lose my ability to feel things
No matter how much it may hurt me

for a kiss

again, again

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Last night my mom said your name and I cried when she hung up the phone
Last time I wanted to stay on your mind but we both had to go
The last time I thought of something beautiful was so long ago
Last night I pictured your face and I started to cry like before

I'll act like you love me the way that I love you
The way that you loved me the way that I was
So act like I love you the way that you love me
The way that I loved it the way that it was
Let's both just pretend that your name isn't special
Your face isn't special, this place isn't special to me
I couldn't forget so it's always an option to fix what we started
And bring back my heart's missing piece

And even if things never change
I couldn't dream a better place
I felt it when you went away
So never disappear
And both of us are delicate
Our togetherness is separate
Just promise you'll remember it
Before I fall asleep
And if I said I'd change it
Then that would be a lie
'Cause I would rather live this
Than any other life
I've never felt the distance
I've never felt the time
Cause they don't mean a thing to me
I'm still allowed to cry

I'll act like you love me the way that I love you
The way that you loved me the way that I was
So act like I love you the way that you love me
The way that I loved it the way that it was
Let's both just pretend that your name isn't special
Your face isn't special, this place isn't special to me
I couldn't forget so it's always an option to fix what we started
And bring back my heart's missing piece

december

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

I'll give my heart and let you curse me
I'm just hoping that it's worth it
Convinced myself you want to hurt me
I'm used to telling myself worse things
I faked a smile until I fell apart
You learned to fly, I want to be a star
Dream of escaping, never make it far
The end feels like the start

This feels dirty, you can burn me
Don't know if it's working, but nothings perfect
I should've been perfect, but I'm a burden
Not even a person, my vision's blurry
Think I might be dying, I'm getting nervous
Swear to God I'm trying, under the surface
You could take my heart out, I'll be the surgeon
You could be the winter, I'd still be burning

I'll give my heart and let you curse me
I'm just hoping that it's worth it
Convinced myself you want to hurt me
I'm used to telling myself worse things
I faked a smile until I fell apart
You learned to fly, I want to be a star
Dream of escaping, never make it far
The end feels like the start

heart

@blxty @cranessssss @popilization

i know you tried, i know you did
you know i'd die to ever live
we crossed a line, attached our lips
my favorite prize, the sweetest gift
another night and day alone
another try at finding home
my favorite prize, the sweetest hope
you blessed my eyes i turned to stone

did you notice? i tried but i'm hopeless
i'm stuck in my motion, i move in slow motion
you said you're not mad so then switch up your tone then
i'm moving with caution don't know where i'm going

can we act like we never met
put my heart back like it never left
i just wanted more
and you wanted less
i feel like a mess i feel like a mess
so much scattered pieces
you said that you’re leaving
don’t go away
i promise that things will change
no no
i wanna hide but what for
i feel dead
slumped up against the door
my bodies hot
take the coldness from the floor
i don’t wanna feel like this not anymore
can you save me can you tell me i’m okay
you’re medusa your beauty stuns me everyday
why can’t i have faith no why can’t i see straight 
i just want to see your face can you come don’t want to wait

medusa w blxty prod cranes pop

prod @rubbishrubbish

lyrics:
aye im so fucked aye
she draw blood aye
nother bad day
let it roll aye
i like gettin paid
geeked up outer space
dont een know my name
make it go away

we aint on broadway
we on broad aye
we in philly aye
i dont be okay
i be lonely
shawty bad tho
scene like boxxy

molly roxy 
geeked up out my body
walkin round the toy store off a fuckin oxy
crawling thru the dark web do it thru a proxy
funny how they hate me but they never block me

rollin like a trolley
nobody can stop me
suddenly im popping
yea the fans they stop me
i stay hella sleepy
i jus love the feeling
shawty wanna keep me
she a cute lil scene queen

i be feelin bad yuh
i be sad yuh
u so mad yuh
im so back yuh
cut me slack yuh
get on track yuh
fuck up bad yuh
im so last yuh

blowin gas yuh
got some rax yuh
goin fast yuh
she so bad yuh
im a fag yuh
gettin cash yuh
u get passed yuh
u so trash yuh

broad street broadway prod. rubbish

im the best shawty feel like molly sex
took me out i took her home and gave her neck
21 i was poppin skater decks
fuck the rest i go to sleep and wake up dead

i cant ever go home and show my face again
feel it in my stomach when i know its boutta end
always make it back so ion care how much i spend
real spazzholics we're the only ones left

i feel so alone
need you, call my phone
breathin hella slow
i got weed for low
girl pull up to my show
withdrawling im so cold
hate when you go home
ill turn into a ghost

ill turn into the goat
west feel just like home
shawty love me so
kiss me thru the phone

memory so gone its shit ill never even know
last year really fucked me up yea i know

way2up prod. 5v & hallow

One More (Official Audio) *2022*

prod @renovatingmymind 
video on ig by @henny0o0

b1lly - 50mg (renovate)

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Lyrics

Can’t wait for 22
I know she 20 too
She knew what 420 do
Before she met the crew
I’m like a 20 too
From 2022
Next year
On the rise
I’ll be 22

Now I’m 21
Jump street
Heavy dukes
U still C me on the strt
So y not let it loose
I just lost a 20 too
She don’t know what to use
I was broken up about it
She got me confused
She was loving someone else
So I was bound to lose
There was never someone else
She caught me in the noose (news)
I was just another victim
Showin all the wounds
Cut’n understand me
I’m her best movie
It’s coming soon...

I just love her room
I wanna help her make it perfect
But I feel consumed
Wanna feel n make it worth it
Like I’m in the booth
(Yuh huh yuh yuh)
(Ay)

She just like me, an artist…
But she still paint me blue
I’m feeling like I’m the hardest
But then like nothing to prove
I’m feeling like I’m the smartest
With just my brain to lose
I just dk where my heart is
She dk what to choose

Feel like I'm feelin just started
I'm bout to move
I’m breaking out of the prison
By making prison moves
Micheal Schofield
Y not bring the proof
really it was D9
I just had 3 to prove
We make strategic moves
It’s like polemic moves
You can’t see the crew
They don’t know what to do
Hands too cold for the dishes
Warming up another stew
I been cookie
Like a rookie
I’ll be veteran for you
I’m am animal I need a vet
I’m cemetery true
Sentimental view
Cuz I listened to your tune
You can always fix the broken pieces
I can buy the glue
put it back together with me
You can still be new
I could still be me, sure.
But will you be you…
Something else to sow
Seeping deeper with the clue
Something else to know
But you wouldn’t like the truth
Something in my tooth
See a sweeter side of life
Golden in your view
You’re just random
But I knew
Sand em I will do
Put a candle on the roof
When it melts through
Tell you
What the crest do
Like a test tube
Messin up the menstrual
Presidential
If I need a stencil
I’m still iced out
Yours was rental
Think the times out
Bitch I need to step still
Had to get the rhymes out
'Fore more blood gets spilled
Had to reach the spine now
Looking like I’ll get killed
Nothing in the line now
Sand inside the glass tilt

How long do we have left
I think that’s the last kill
I think it’s immortal
A “how would you react?” pill
Got a black pill…
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22 (prod. g4ma)

Who Goes There

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22 (prod. g4ma)

Scott Ciroc

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