~This ain’t Gerald,this ain’t post
But young whitey really snappin
A lot of y’all been hatin strong,
like you knew this shit would happen
This is real, this my life, 
I don’t ever do no acting
Unless I’m acting up a fool, 
gas me up and I’ll start capping offf

And I’ll start cappin yeah
   

Yeah,I’ve been Waiting too long for this
Took me too long to get onto this
  NowI’m showing love to those who want me to fail, cuz really y’all just put me onto this

....You didn’t even know ...

Lotta y’all, you been throwing shade
Lotta y’all, you been talking shit
Lotta y’all,you been actin hard
When I pull up, man you be shittin bricks
    putting out jams bout hoesncash and all that shit that really never sticks
I Don’t have the time to teach you a lesson,
I’m staying busy putting out all the hits

But Why don’t you talk about something,
Something that’ll last for all time?
  Rap about something you see on the news or the way that they poison our mind.

Why not be a savior to the people
That’s blind, and without sight
Why not inspire a generation,
That’s blooming into life?
 
I feel like,
Everybody wanna accomplish something 
But in the end they all amount to nothing
Everyday they stay, stay steady puffin
What’s their dream become? Oh, an English muffin.
They ain’t ever really catching up
They speak they mind, so they speakin mush
My whole clique, yeah we gettin up
I told my dogs that we need to mush

The same dude you call your ride or die, would Cut your throat for 1 million bucks
Same girl you’ve been laying with,
Will dip once she feels you’re not enough

They don’t like us when we playin rough
They whole crew playin twohand touch
Steady claiming that they running shit,
Really, y’all just running outta luck


~This ain’t Gerald,this ain’t post
But this white boy really snappin
A lot of y’all been hatin strong,
like you knew this shit would happen
This is real, this my life, 
I don’t ever do no acting
Unless I’m acting up a fool, 
gas me up and I’ll start capping offf

****

While you chatting, if you speak of me
You should mention every single thing
That you hate, that I can’t Stop doing
Like being woke, while living out your dreams 

I don’t want you all to hear my music 
I want you to feel it when you use it
You could do all this as well, if you choose it
Go pedal to the metal, cuz y’all cruising

I really hate when they compare me to someone else 
I’m getting there, but doing it by myself
No coattails, and no liquor that’s on the shelf
Could take me where I already see myself

And I don’t need the money or the cars 
I just wanna live among the stars 
Be a legend inside my own art
And push the people to step out their yard


I do this shit for my birthmom
I do this shit for my dad
I do this shit for the pain, that’s the best teacher that I’ve had
I don’t.... ever miss a lesson 
All it’s hands, I’m catching 
Forever in a lecture, swear it makes me better
White boy breaking ankles, call me the professor 
I’ll teach you when to quit,
Write this down forever 
you should do it now, or you should do it never
Man,.....You should do it never

I do this for 
*Don’t do it for respect because you’ll quit when you get some
Don’t do it for money Bc you can’t take that with you
Don’t do it for love Bc you’ll never find it when you get there
      Do it for you

Prod. By Canis Major

The Peace in the Purge

Happy 4th of July, hope you still can appreciate me
I’ve been layin low, not a lot have
seen me lately
Those who’ve seen my labor leaked are proud, or they start to hate me
Typical I turn in work I aced, Only it’s turned in late but
I brought the works and the fire for y’all in summer18


Better late than never 
This stuff I real this is the stuff that lasts forever
This is the peace, this is what holds me together
~
 -with love, I’m obligated to see how things unfold
in the moment you never seeitputtin your dreams on hold 
Never have been the type of person to just do what Im told -
-with music, I’m sure I’m right, still people telling me nooooooh nooo

No no
Had to get over the hesitation on direction and moving forward.______

I realized any step forward is still just moving forward .______

Ain’t really nothing to it
Some of y’all will hear this. and they’ll all say they knew it.
or come up with a million reasons why this aint how to do it
...they don’t know what I’ve been doing

I’VEBEENSTAYINGUP——-
untillate in the morning
Early in the evening
From the mitten to Cali,
Idk when I’m leavingggggOHh

Oh 
I live how I live,In a state offfffffff
            flow


They’re still kicking back on the couch talking shit and passingitround
like ppl who’s hearts are full of hate do
Telling jokes about me hoping n praying that ppl that hear what they’re saying,
 will laugh as hard as they do
Tsk so predictable, I fuckin hate you

Two years ago I was in a different stage too

         I was still writing songs to get my exes heart throbbin 
Type of shit make you forget this Gemini was still mobbin
Make ya forget this side of me that’s a leader, blood colder than the freezer you find in a Baskin-Robbins 
Go back to Goodrich and ask just about me

They’ll tell you what’s up

If you stressing about my being distant, and not hitting you up.
Lack of response or just that we don’t talk enough
Understand the ways my new life can get pretty rough
Either I’ve just been busy and I’ll hit you, or you don’t make the cut

————-
Beat prod by Prod J Patterns

Fireworks (Intro)

I can’t help but watch it
YOUCANTELL by the way she moves her body
ShewonteverhavetolookFORit cuz she’s got it
*Something bout the way she dance when I never bought it
She knows she’s hypnotic

Lotta things on her mind but you are not it
Looking to teach her a lesson but boy she taught it

Throw that cash, make that money burn-
Tryna buy your love, man you’ll never learn
Oh you’ve something different? You’ve got something firm?
But in 15 minutes, another’s turn?
What you looking for, is there something missing? 
Short term love from another is all you’re gettin
I’m telling you now, they just fuckin with ye
maybe the dark in the room has screwed up your vision.

Because just when you think shit comes up to the surface, 
She’ll tell you bout life and bout how her ex worthless
But then her phone dies, right in between curses
She’s chilling with him.
she did that on purpose 


Chor 
I can’t help but (watch it)
YOUCANTELL by the way she moves her body
ShewonteverhavetolookFORit cuz she’s got it
*Something bout the way she dance when I never bought it
She knows she’s hypnotic

Ugh 
You not even really all that tho
I won’t even sneak in through the back door-
These little boys just squeaking on the track tho
They see me, they just peaking through the trap door

Tryna catch me watching her move it
I know she hate the way that I do this
And idgaf what her mood is,
i still pick up my cell saying new phone who dis


*BRIDGE*
She think she got me as soon as she.walk.
paaaaaaast me
She think she get whatever she want cuz she nasty
I don’t need a woman in my life to be happy 
She think she on the rise be a legend, but baby, THATS ME

-
Reaching for my pocket, watch these feet work
I done put my heart up on a t shirt
They whole life look like it’s in REverse
I take my money to grave, call me THE HEARSE

Shawty like a model and an actress
Looking like you out a beauty pageant 
She does what she does so damn well...
But then again I know she had practice

Everytime she says that she’s different 
Everytime she’s something that’s missing
I need a woman with own thang
Or I need my girl with me in the kitchen

nevertrustagirl who know she hot like that,
Tsk yeah I took an L, but now I pop right back
Let her new man take the slop like that

Poor guy actually thinks that you’re poppin like that
When your only real talent is when you drop it like that

I know plenty girls who do the same shit
Lookin for a come up in a stranger
Can’trecall who’s it is like Mary in the manger
They love the game-
     to manipulatestrangers
Living their life, without thinking of changin 
Don’tknowhowto act whentheycan’t use their body language
It don’t work on me, now they thinking I’m dangerous
Ugh 
CHOR
  X2

Best prod by Penacho

Hypnotic

See everybody’s looking 
for something...
...better...
If that’s you girl, then you don’t need me

Found her in the mitten, she’s a model on the come up
I’m leaving in a week but she could be the oneohhhh
You don’t need me

You see shawty so supportive, she knows the dreams important 
It all makes me wanna stay but I’ll just stay ignoring it
Ohh she don’t need me
///Above is only what requires auto tune 
Oneofthesedays I
I might just call you up 
But you a ticket on me
I might just fly you out

Prolly won’t take you shopping
Things don’t impress you much
You just want all my lovin
The thing I can’t  give enough 

You know I DID MY THANG withem 
And not a lot to show forit
They all just bled me dry
I wish I could, give you more ohh

You don’t need me to take up all your time
I’d make you worry and dim down your shine
In another place or in a different time
Id be through with the dream and be calling you minenow 
Ohhhhh





See everybody’s looking 
for something...
...better...
If that’s you girl, then you don’t need me

No, you don’t need me.


Prod. By J Patterns

Better (Interlude)

This the type of flow if you don’t know, you find it on Woodward ave,
Young Carlo on the front porch, trying his hand at rap.
Chillin with neighbor kids, fist bumpin and giving dap, everytime I spit about money or bitches I didn’t have

Still humbled by the time I watched Myles start over from scratch 
We chased after the bike thief on foot, never got it back
The situation had me running home cryin to dad
He had saved his birthday money up to buy something like that

For me, It was a different reason that I was sad
I didn’t get how I could be so happy, in a world surrounded by bad
It was then I wanted to be a hero, or a vigilante at that.

I know now most people’s visions only just a few years ahead
 Or they dream of living life til they’re dead
But what happens if one day, on the way
to the cvs to pick up ya meds 
You’re carjacked, leftwith a chestfull of lead

What     about     you     will be said?

~~
I’ve always dreamed of being immortal
I swear that I stepped through that portal
At.Birth. *
JustAssoonastheycut the cord off
I started living a story to be told ohhh
                     X2
I’ve always dreamed of being immortal
I swear that I stepped through that portal
At.Birth. *
JustAssoonastheycut the cord off
-
I remember my whole school career I was that kid in the Hall way
Always the last one picked,when we ball played
And it wasn’t cuz I was bad, 
  it was in spite of the fact, that I’d been wanting that shit like all day

They never thought I’d come around like this 
They might grow into music but won’t make sound like this 
Claim to be flying high,but ain’t touched down like this 
Steady BITCHING about the way life pitch,
But..still afraid to storm the mound like this 

And what’s the point of writing music bout something foolish?
12 car garage i never use or how my neck look like the jeweler 
How im swimming through the temp girls like oversized barracuda? 
     Huh what’s the point?
Even if that’s what I’m doing haha
-
Think about every idol that you’ve ever known 
There was a time still when they were unknown ...
There was a day before the fame,
    when nobody knew their name,
And I’m tellin ya now, that that’s what I’m on.

Go on and pass it along.

~~
I’ve always dreamed of being immortal
I swear that I stepped through that portal
At.Birth. 
JustAssoonastheycut the cord off


My ex girl was a hack
I’m guess I’m not getting that energy back 
I thought she made up for all that I lacked
Man how wrong was I about that 

It’s been about five months, guess I lost track of time
-late drop-
If you were never who I thought, you never really lost your mind
You lost your license girl you lost your charger, 
I used slip the bouncer A couple twenties so he wouldn’t card ya
     I really did
Remember that night at the loft you lost your purse and jacket, 
We were about to leave, you looked at me like you couldn’t hack it
We were rolling, I’m talking like probably about two caps in
I looked you in the eyes told you I got this ,we went back in
I Found it and you looked at me like that shit was magic 
we headed home the whole way laughing
Barely staying on the road, slippin through traffic,
 now who’d have thought then this shit would happen ? ....not me

I’ve come a long way since rolling out to electricity and tryna sneak in, 
Lol man I swear we’d do that shit just about every weekend
Now, my Saturday nights I’m working
Things finally manifesting, the difference is that I deserve it

Beat produced by Prod. J Patterns

Woodward Ave

I done seen this shit before
This ain’t what I’m looking for
When she calls I hit ignore 
I feel Like i need something more 

Cuz all the lies that I’ve been told
By all the girls born in October 
Are conditioning me to change
Into someone new and colderrrrr

You used to act like a new addition,
To my family, but now you a member missing
Those shooting stars were just wasted wishes
Let you borrow cars for you to put in ditches

You said you’d hold me down and you really did it
You clipped my wings, you shut down the business from inside


Chor*
Without me you’d still be sitting on bus stops
But no one could ever catch you trippin bout a love lost
If they come between what you want, then they getting cut off
You on a mission for the wealth,
And a come up in somebody else
Heard you found yourself a new man
And he bears resemblance to myself
__I just hope he’s someone who’s right for ya
I really hate to see you stuck in this cycle 
I’m talking to the side of you I used to fight for
-
That’s fake love
I could never forget how we made love
You used to fit like a suede glove 
And You used it to disguise the change up
           *Quick pause*
So if you ever knew I’d say I came up
Would have rode with me just to be famous ?
I’ll admit I wanted it to be true,-but inside I knew, it just ain’t us

You should know that I’m gettin out, 
Out from below this cloud I’m under
   You’ll never know unless you listen now,
That sometimes, I still wonder
——-I can’t help it ——
 if you think of me when he’s not around
Think of me, when you’re all alone
I’m scrubbing at your fingerprints, 
Your energy lingers still I’m back at home oh

I should have never told you that your shit was gold
That was unoriginal, I know you’ve been told
But that shit was hot, even though you’re cold
It was just a lesson, Love is getting old
              *quick pause*
I was thinking maybe we could break the mold 
You know I’m not the type, to do what I’m told
I’ve been living life, and living it bold
I’ve been thinking I should let you know 

Used to wish we’d have our sequel,
I only see your face on other peopllllle now

She don’t ever wanna hear your name 
Hopin we don’t pick the same place when weeeee go out 

Chor*
Without me you’d still be sitting on bus stops
But no one could ever catch you trippin bout a love lost
If they come between what you want, then they getting cut off
You on a mission for the wealth,
And a come up in somebody else
Heard you found yourself a new man
And he bears resemblance to myself
__I just hope he’s someone who’s right for ya
I really hate to see you stuck in this cycle 
I’m talking to the side of you I used to fight for

  Beat Prod. By Ocean Beats

Bus Stop Girl

I’m only 40 away 
Hitme anytime of the day
Where we chilling, what we doin
I know before you even say it

I’m already on the way
I know you remember the days 
Youtry but you’llnever replace em
Oneday we gonna have to face em

All the times at the apartment 
Same city where it started 
Way way back in upton 
You already had enough then
Head down at ya desk seat
Little girl who said nothing
Back thens when you met me
Never thought we’d be something 


Problems back home with the folks 
Never let nobody close
Spoken word in your journal 
If done wrong, then ya ghost

Grew up into a bad thing
First saw it at the crowfoot 
Next day you got to know me
Better than anyone I know could


Finally moved up out your home now
Got a family of ya own now
Glad you’re done with ya ex
If I saw the clown, it’d be a showdown

Now we don’t dwell our past much
But still connect through outcast touch
Mine for a year and Suuhm change
Stillfeelthat I didn’t hitthatenough

~I can see your happy ,It’s all I want for you...
To come between is the last thing,
I’d ever wanted to do....
           *sudden pause*
      -He hates thatwerestillintouch-
 I guess he just knows the truuuuuth
And I should prolly just bounce now...
CuzI’m—-.......(*smh*)man....
...I’m still scheming FOR YOU
                            Chor note* low pitch echo 

We were in NYC
When you taught me how to chachah
It was NYE
In Brooklyn at ya Ta Ta’s

Stayin awake on the subway
with ya cousins Chris and ray ray
Told em you could be my babay 
They looked at me like Im crazay

They just don’t see what I see
The way you, understand me
The way youuu saw the vision
When back then, it was just me

I started to say it a million times
Instead I just always said never mind
I was just waitin for the perfect time
But there was never a perfect time

You said it over the phone line 
I was sittin in a jail cell
Independence Day weekend
Ya let me know that you care still

Ya cared then like you do now
Now and then you show me somehow
Ya ever wonder if one day? 
Maybe I’ll ever come back around

Beat produced by Prod. J Patterns

BRKLYN Cha Cha

I don’t 
   Know how I lived before I knew my self
   Living aNd breathing to please everyone else 
         Oh no
I pray
    I will never let another moment pass by
   I swear the way I’m living now, I’d rather just die than 
       Let it go

I think 
Most of you are lacking some controlfor yourself
Don’t what it’s like to need no one else
You’ll never know

I swear
Ima finesse my way out of this 9 to 5
been shiftingupsincetheday that I put it in drive. That’s 
Forever more
-
Imagery in my mind, 
that shit is accurate 

They tryna steal it from ya boy 
when they attacking him

My conception was immaculate 
I dropped right off of the map again
I went under the radar 
Dialed the sights in and came back again 

They still talking down on me

I sacrificed a lot for the dream

I swear I would do bout anything 

They downplay, but it’s more than what it seems cuz
——-*applause starts*
Now I got this tunnel vision
I’m telling you it makes no difference 
You should know I’d go full distance 
For anything I feel is missing 
Ohhh 

*DROP demon talk
   I feel somethings missing...
I feel it’s the peace 
The peace in the purge 


Peace in the Purge

This is just my peace inside the purge
This is just my way to leave earth
Find my self worth, 
In spite of those who tried to put me down in the dirt, 
      Man, this my rebirth 

Never grew up in the rags, but I was rung
This for all the times I held my tongue
  This ones for all the people, 
  Spending time in the steeple,
on their knees, praying I won’t be the one

It’s too early to be calling me the best, 
But invest
Cuz the best is yet to come.

Don’t wait til it’s too late I just hit the ground running
Some of you said I’d never drop nothing, now say something
            Yeah
Now say something

You don’t know no one like me
No one that can juggle music and the fighting
*Ima get this life, i gotta do the right things
Starting with another tape dropping 2018
          Wait for it

Cirrius the Ghost

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