My Father always called me a quitter.
My losses will stay with me,
to remind me I’m still in the race.
It will not be finished,
I cannot be free. 
I am unabsolved, 
so I must continue.
I met your tired eyes.
You never gave up,
you pressed on,
for so long,
and for what?
I saw you sink into your gray hairs,
in that resting place,
you cried out to keep going,
but you’d never been tired like this.
You left me to a waking dream,
my nails bleeding,
clinging to what parts of you remain.
I am so tired,
and suffering,
and I have not yet forgotten,
that I am not yet free.

unabsolved (icu132)

fallin like the leaves on the trees
why do they always leave
yeah that’s all that i can see
she said she want a part of me🫀
did i here u right
pardon me
thinkin bout what we could be
no one just u and me
startin to think ur all i need

𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓈 (𝒾𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓋)🐻‍❄️⚽️

i carved out a pattern that was shaped like it mattered
laser focused i cant help but see all the repetition
im fixated on a dream, its been overstated
take back my welcome cause ive overstayed it

id jump from the millionth floor if your arms were at the bottom
i got a lot of problems, but for you ill solve them

its time for me to get out of bed and do it feet first
its time for me to get out my head and put myself first
its time for me to express myself and always be the first
ill always put you first but i see it as you and i

send the old me to my house in a box in pieces
i threw away the script cause i felt like i didnt need it anymore
in control of myself
i am a constellation

and the letters that you try to write to her
dont make it cause theres no one by that name anymore
would you tell me straight to my face if you were feeling bored
would you keep a straight face if i said that i need you more

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)
image from www.flickr.com/photos/57779717@N05/

i am a constellation

@mimicsgate mix and mastered by @violetdecay

Shortwave [prod. Mimics Gate]

KOKO - xxffcyuvcui & Swords2

feral cat - curtains with u

feral cat - hysteric glamour hug my ribcage(1sadboii)

First Verse- @user-723470854

lonely warm day yeah i went for a walk
i can feel it in the ground like im toph 
i sold all my items at the shop
i cant quit it i cant stop
yeah someone make it stop
dont know where i am im lost 
but we comin out on top
yeah we comin out on top
tree top fortress x2

Second Verse- me

yeah i got a hundred foes
dont care though im tryna let it go
and i guess im scared of love and hope
but i know, i reap what i sow
i just want to go back with the snow
but im feeling low like some old photos
yeah wheres my row im tryna go back to the treehouse (treehouse)
life's so easy now

Prod @orchidcnr

It’s Safe Here w/ life insurance (p orchid)

https://soundcloud.com/dollfacexxx
https://soundcloud.com/feralcatshelter

put it all aside, we can dance for the moment
lately ive been enamored with your movements
if this is real love then you gotta prove it
we can wrap this up like a ribbon

one foot in and one foot out
we can count the stars at night over le citadell
ode to you
i wrote my last words but i saw there was a misspell

ill write it down
ill keep flipping through these pages till you come back around
like patchwork done wrong im coming unwound
its nothing nobody can fix, i cannot expound

tell me, tell me what you know
put me in the garden and ill grow
you dont get my point, thats my intention
you just pretend to understand for attention

feral cat - put it all aside(dollface)

Red light pledge till may

Lyrics by ButaOjiChan, music composed by SUNO AI.

feral cat - curtains with u

le Citadell