a track produced by porkbells song by trents

do'lai'openess💧[♫porkbelly]

@beauty-unity
@1notforever
@experiencer01
@user-400989312
@cart888
@luci-174678424
cover by @fantasy_grind_forever_decline

Beauty & Unity ft cart - Countdown 2 Outside World (apollo+cart+theta)

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iv july 2025 samples

https://soundcloud.com/swords2
https://soundcloud.com/emotionalsoldiers

Swords2 - message on angel wings

and these problems i pull from under my sleeve
they keep me awake dont let me sleep
out of breath i cry and heave
jumbled words an empty voice i dont have the strength to scream

and im not used to being so angry
and i cant tell if its towards u or me
i know its not important but these small things still bother me

i need so much its hard to ask
so i hide my sore face & put on a mask
pretend it doesnt hurt
but it never gets better 
all the good things that happened
i can hardly now remember

Biting My Sleeve - prod iv

Uncommon tendency to move away with Porkbelly p. me

hydroplane prod lsd

@feralcatshelter
everything gets worse
song for Katie , Mila & Cade


Lyrics 

want to stay where i never had
wanna end what i never knew
yk i loved that day i always do
i ran out of things i wanna prove

Hold me down ik its coming close.
Just tell me off i really wanted more.
just want you safe idc if its in my arms
lost myself i cant play my part

cant find the words so i spill my heart
please forgive me lets not fall apart
everyones leaving i dont know what i did
my friends are bleeding swear howd it come to this

i used to have it all be fake
than i cant handle it when its real
cant stand another second of this mess
wake up shivering in a cold sweat

im just hoping that i end up dead
im always too scared to rest
im not trying to do the best 
just spend everyday wish for death

hit me i dont care at all
settle for the worst to go so far
dont got what it takes to go on
swear ive really never grown

violence comes with a sense of solace
& id be lying if i said i didnt want it
it happens more quietly than is shown
pray one day i can live on my own

care for me ill do the most
hold me down dont let me go
wish that i could keep u safe in my arms
but i really know it falls apart

Stepping Stone [prod. Feral Cat]

fallen pedals
in the garden we killed
that we poisoned with guilt
that i burnt with your help

discarded packets of seeds
and the remnants of me
that we will never grow

its about that time i let you know
that i hate that you refuse to reap what you sow
i hold onto hope, but you erased that note
and i cant tell the difference between us

where did your heart go?

cover art by https://soundcloud.com/in53ct
guitar, keyboards, written, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by junifer(feral cat)

discarded packets of seeds

contact me o instagram @emotionalsoldiers

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