Name: Always December by Citizen Soldier in for two
Duration: 4 min 2 s
Description: Sometimes the cruelest pain to feel is feeling nothing at all.

Accurately describes those who feel broken... remember, someone out there cares about you. so Don't throw your life away just like that..

my pointless fucking job turned me into a shell of my former self

It's like even if someone were to see they avoid you like the plague and you're left stuck in the same place because nothing ever changed and when it does it's always a series of shitty events one after the other

for two

For those with mental illness, the most terrifying nightmares are when they’re awake.

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Never Ending Nightmare

Never Ending Nightmare feat. Kellin Quinn

Sometimes the cruelest pain to feel is feeling nothing at all.

Always December

Brianna - Kiss Me When I'm Drunk

Nothing hurts more than feeling like everyone’s last priority.

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Hand Me Down

This Is Your Sign Part I

Invisible

Pandora's Box

Nothing hurts like not being believed.

LYRICS 

A painted smile that never breaks
My only alibi
Another face another day
Of wearing this disguise

You're a shadow hanging over me
Judging every breath
All the secrets that you make me keep
I wish I could forget

All these things unsaid
You will never understand
You made me learn to hide
The hurt I feel inside
Like its all a lie

All these things unsaid
hold me hostage in my head
I don't know how to prove to you
It's not pretend
So I leave it all unsaid

I'd trade these thoughts for broken bones
Just for your sympathy
Give anything to make you see
What kills me quietly

Tell me why the hell 
I would choose to feel
To be everything you hate?
You could never stand
Who I really am
So you look the other way

All these things unsaid
You will never understand
You made me learn to hide
The hurt I feel inside
Like it's all a lie

All these things unsaid
hold me hostage in my head
I don't know how to prove to you
It's not pretend
So I leave it all unsaid

How much longer should I scream
When you're never listening
Now you're dead to me

All these things unsaid
You will never understand
You made me learn to hide
The hurt I feel inside
But it's not a lie

All these things unsaid
Hold me hostage in my head
I don't know how to prove to you
It's not pretend
So I leave it all unsaid
So I leave it all unsaid
So I leave it all unsaid

Unsaid

Our mental struggles hurt and affect the ones we love.

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Numb to Everything

Am I not worth remembering? 

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Wanted

When have your screams been ignored?

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Screaming in Silence

Living is a victory when you've been to hell and back.

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Still Breathing

This Is Your Sign Part II

Who I Am

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