The #metoo movement has inspired us to share the story of someone we loved and lost in our new song Caroline. It is nearly impossible to explain what it is like to live with PTSD. Nearly 1/4 of women will experience some form of domestic violence in their lives, and we are determined to help them have the courage to speak up. Don't be afraid. You are not alone.

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Lyrics:

She's a light, smothered in endless night. A fading flame, struggling just to survive...

Born into constant betrayal always set up to fail, call me cynical, but I must know, what keeps her alive, what keeps her alive?

She won't open her mouth til we open our eyes and see this cross she has borne all along, will this laughter and scorn turn to hearts ever torn, when she's dead and gone?

How far from heaven, did she fall? With broken wings, she barely crawls, no reasons left to stay alive, If there's a God, where's he tonight? For Caroline 

Every day, a nightmare she must relive, no more love, what she's never known no she never can give

Are we the cuts on her wrist that we cannot forgive, is ignorance bliss? Is ignorance bliss? 

Will we come to the day where we find her alone and there's nothing left of her to save? She just wanted a place and we got in the way, what a shame! 

How far from heaven, did she fall? With broken wings, she barely crawls, no reasons left to stay alive, If there's a God, where's he tonight? For Caroline 

How far from heaven, did she fall? With broken wings, she barely crawls, no reasons left to stay alive, If there's a God, where's he tonight? For Caroline 

If there's a God, where's he tonight? For Caroline
For Caroline
For Caroline
For Caroline
For Caroline

Caroline

After reading so many heartfelt messages from fans over the past few months, we wished we could somehow stand by the side of every single one of them. Unfortunately, that's not possible, so we wrote a song instead.  For those of you who have reached out to us, this is what we wish to say to you.

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Lyrics:

Have you ever felt lost
 like you don’t matter at all
 like you were born just to be scared

All this fear deep inside 
does it burn to the surface leaving you gasping for air

Now you’re walking alone 
it’s all that you’ve ever known 
so sick of being the one betrayed

If you just take one more chance if you just open your eyes you’ll find the purpose in your pain

Oh I know 
there is purpose in your pain

Do you feel already dead 
like you have no reasons left standing on the edge 
and finally looking down

Like a candle in the night 
fighting just to stay alive 
I know you still can’t see 
but hold onto me 
you will be found

Now the pulse of your heart 
is it just way too heavy 
does the way to the world 
hold you down

Is the world celebrating 
while you’re there suffocating 
no shred of sympathy 
to be found

Now your face down in the dirt you think it’s what you deserve but even when this life is cold

You’ve got to be strong somehow rise from the dust 
your story needs to be told

You will be found 
you will be saved
 just hear me now 
I felt the same 
you will be broken 
but never to pieces 
keep holding on 
there’s always a reason

Found

Our obsession with social validation is consuming us.

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Lyrics:
Parasite, you always find a way to get me high
You get me off then leave me terrified
My fear is all that's keeping you alive
Breaking me, You love me just enough so I won't leave
Manipulate so I will never see
That you're the one that has me on my knees
Well I'm surrendering

Show no mercy, show no love
No saving me you're out for blood
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal
Fight like hell you won't let go
You leave me naked in my bones
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal

Carnivore, You chew me up and spit me out once more
I let you in you shook me at my core
To weak to find your prisoner of war
I am forever yours

Show no mercy, show no love
No saving me you're out for blood
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal
Fight like hell you won't let go
You leave me naked in my bones
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal

Should have known better
Let you underneath my skin
Should have known better
This is a war I cannot win

Parasite, you always find a way to get me high
You're eating me alive

Show no mercy, show no love
No saving me you're out for blood
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal
Fight like hell you won't let go
You leave me naked in my bones
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal

You're the darkest part of me
You choke me out til I can't breath
Oh, now there's nothing left of me
You're a cannibal, You're a cannibal

Cannibal

There’s no personal hell quite like being told what you’re feeling isn’t real.

Recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by Sahaj Ticotin in Los Angeles, California.
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