Embrace The Abyss

This is where I stepped back and watched something else rise.
I’m more of a curator here – a lens, collecting fragments from a future that needs artists only to choose.
A melancholic future, longing for meaning.
The emotions are mine – but the voice, the polish, the perfection? Not really.

Solitude

"I THANK YOU" is a soulful, emotionally charged track that fuses rich gospel harmonies a song that begins as a heartfelt expression of gratitude but slowly reveals something far more complex. At first, the lyrics sound like a tribute: 
a thank-you for the love, support, and presence someone has offered. But beneath the surface lies a different truth.

What appears to be appreciation soon feels like the echo of intense love bombing praise, affection and idealization masking manipulation and control. The gospel choirs rise like waves of emotion, amplifying the inner conflict of the protagonist as they begin to see through the illusion. Gratitude gives way to doubt, clarity and a quiet reckoning.

The song builds to a pivotal emotional climax where the protagonist must choose: stay in the cycle of confusion and charm, or break free. The final verse doesn’t offer a clear resolution instead, it’s a moment of reflection, courage, and the silent question: Go or no go?

"I THANK YOU" is not just a thank-you - it’s a journey from blindness to awareness, wrapped in soaring vocals and the bittersweet glow of gospel fire.


I THANK YOU (my all time love)

[verse 1]
I thank you 
For making me feel good 
(oh yeah it felt so fuckin‘ good)
And feeling home every second I stayed with you. 
(I loved to stay with you, baby, oh yeah)
I thank you 
For all the things you’ve done for me. 
You almost showed me love.  
I almost fell for you. 
(I almost felt for you, baby, oh yeah)

[verse 2]
I thank you for what I’ve learned 
(I’ve learned a lot from you, baby, oh yeah)
But I’m afraid it’s just a game you played.
I admit I loved the words you said.  
(oh yeah it felt so fuckin‘ good, baby, oh yeah)

[verse 3]]
I thank you for taking me under your spell. 
The way you act 
(oh yeah, baby, it felt so fuckin‘ good)
I finally understand you pretty well. 
It’s just a fact. 
I thank you 
For making me feel good 
(oh yeah, baby, it felt so fuckin‘ good)
and feeling home every second I stayed with you. 

[bridge] 
I thank you 
For all the things you’ve done for me. 
You almost showed me love. 
(You almost showed me love, oh yeah) 
I almost fell for you 
(I almost fell for you, oh yeah)

[chorus]
I’m not like everyone you try to please 
It’s now time for you to practice what you preach! 
With every single road I take 
Every journey brings me closer
And at the end I’ll vote! 
(Wait for the end, my baby, my all time love, oh baby yeah) 

[chorus]
I’m not like everyone you try to please 
(I just want to be special for you, baby, oh yeah)
It’s now time for you to practice what you preach! 
(You said you love me, baby, oh yeah) 
With every single road I take 
Every journey brings me closer
And at the end I’ll vote! 
(Wait for the end, my baby, my all time love, oh baby yeah) 

[chorus]
I’m not like everyone you try to please 
(I just want to be special for you, baby, oh yeah)
It’s now time for you to practice what you preach! 
(You said you love me, baby, oh yeah) 
With every single road I take 
Every journey brings me closer
And at the end I’ll vote! 
(Wait for the end, my baby, my all time love, oh baby yeah) 

[outro]
However whatever, do you really wanna let me go for the better! 
(However whatever, do you really wanna let me go?)

I thank you!

Songwriter and Lyrics: BONDLEZZ (Torsten Ulrich Galts)

I THANK YOU (my all time love)

Deep Harmony

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A tender celebration of love that’s deeper than beauty. Smooth, heartfelt, this ballad captures the kind of love that grows stronger with every breath.

Loving You

Breaking Everyday is a cinematic trap confessional—raw, explosive, and unflinchingly honest. It begins with a haunting ambient intro: reversed piano fragments, eerie synth pads, and subtle heartbeat-style kicks echo like the quiet before a storm. Then the emotional weight drops—hard—with booming 808 slides, crisp snares, and a chaotic swirl of vocal chops that sound like thoughts spiraling out of control.

The lyrics are vulnerable and jagged, pulling the listener inside a mind at war with itself—riding the line between breakdown and connection, self-destruction and desperate hope. Atmospheric breakdowns between verses use wind, static, and breath FX to mimic the mental collapse, while the final chorus erupts into a storm of distorted sound, like identity tearing at the seams.

This track doesn’t follow trends—it follows truth. It’s a soundtrack for anyone who’s ever said “I’m fine” when they weren’t. A dark, beautiful mess that invites you to feel everything.

Breaking Everyday

Artwork by Elena Feret

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Dom Martin
https://soundcloud.com/soydommartin

Verse 1
I saw you waiting such a long time
Who did you call to meet you here
How could I miss all of the signs
It was me who left you there

Chorus
and I'm singing like OOOOOOOOO
Will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run and OOOOOOOOO
Will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run

Verse 2
And now and then I thought I'd see you
Guess I wasn't thinking at all
Haven't gotten very far from leaving
But you would never take the fall

Chorus
and I'm singing like OOOOOOOOO
Will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run and OOOOOOOOO
Will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run

Bridge
I wasn't trying to think for too long
Wasn’t sure it’d work with you gone
Couldn’t find a reason not to turn too
So I just stood and let you run, let you run

Chorus
and I'm singing like OOOOOOOOO
Will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run and OOOOOOOOO
Will you run, will you run, will you run, will you run

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