your stubborn heart

oh, heaven can’t help your stubborn heart
if you don’t know the place to start 
what is inside you must come out
makes you unclean, your fear and doubt
Jesus can’t help you fix your life
if you don’t know the reason why
must get it out, what is inside
makes you unclean, your ugly pride
oh, our ugly pride
and our stubborn hearts
and our stiffened necks
will be our downfall
oh, our stubborn hearts
and our ugly pride
that’s what makes us unclean
on the inside
oh, you can clean the outside of the cup all you want
get the germs off and you’re still out of luck
the filth that’s inside, that is what defiles
you can scrub the outside but you’re wasting your time
oh, the devil’s gonna take you for a ride
if you don’t get out what’s inside
that devil will ride you ‘til the end
best thing you can do is don’t let him in
oh, Jesus can’t give you eternal life
if you don’t even believe that he came and died
oh, you must get it out, what is inside
makes you unclean, your foolish pride
oh, our ugly pride
and our stubborn hearts
and our stiffened necks
will be our downfall
oh, our stubborn hearts
and our ugly pride
that’s what makes us unclean
on the inside…

your stubborn heart

song of the firstborn son

i am just a firstborn son
all my memories are gone
Christ will wipe away my tears
but it might take a thousand years
all these things i long to share
but no one wants to know or care
it has been a lonely road
Jesus, come and take me home
all these people think they know 
but they’re just putting on a show
evil lurks inside this world
hurting many boys and girls
grown-ups’ heads are in the sand
so evil spreads across the land
it’s the children who get hurt
but what’s the soul of one child worth?

how i’ve longed for someone to care
but when i cry out, there’s noboby there
how i’ve wished for someone to tell
a child’s eyes should not know a place called Hell…

i am just a firstborn son
all my memories are gone
Christ will wipe away my tears
but it might take a thousand years
i am “we,” this is our song
all my parts will sing along
God be praised for he does heal
the broken ones who are concealed…

all these abominations
have been going on so long
they give a boy for a harlot
sell a girl for wine to drink*
God has known and he has warned 
his wrath is coming on the earth
for these things done to a child
all the hurt we’ve held inside
all these people think they know
but they’re just putting on a show
evil lurks inside this world
hurting many boys and girls
grown-ups’ heads stay in the sand
that's why evil spreads across the land
but it’s the children who get hurt
so what’s the soul of one child worth?

how i’ve longed for someone to care
but when i cry out, there’s nobody there
how i’ve wished for someone to tell
a child’s eyes should not know a place called Hell…

i am just a firstborn son
most of my memories are gone
Christ will wipe away my tears
but it might take a thousand years
i am “we,” this is our song
all my parts will sing along
God is faithful, he does heal
the brokenness that is concealed

we are just the firstborn sons
sons and daughters sing as one
Christ will wipe away our tears
but it might take a thousand years
we are “we,” this is our song
all our parts will sing along
God be praised, for he does heal
the truths of evil, he reveals!
(God be praised for he does heal...
the truths of evil, he reveals…)

[*joel 3:3]

song of the firstborn son

the darkness does not comprehend

this song is about my experience as a survivor of satanic ritual abuse

poison lullaby

no looking back

holy holy holy one

shouldn't you know

These beautiful lyrics are by Elizabeth Trego : ) who asked me to set them to music

if i could understand your love (lyrics by E. Trego)

as long as i live

help my heart

heart of a child

"Take an harp, go about the city, thou harlot that hast been forgotten; make sweet melody, sing many songs, that thou mayest be remembered."
isaiah 23:16

yah'shua israel

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