lyrics:

too many fears that I couldn’t alleviate 
crowded rooms, poisoned food,
how to reciprocate

I’ll document it all
If only for my sake
woke up to write it down 
to no surprise you weren’t around

I should have let pass, I should have let it be
I wonder why I ask, wonder what’s wrong with me
I could’ve let it lie, I could’ve let it rest 
instead I had to prove that I could be the best…

for you 

Can see it in your face, 
your eyes are sunken deep
while it hurts, would have been worse 
to have begged at your feet 

I’ll try to write it down
If only for my eyes
woke up to let you know 
but no surprise you had to go

I could have let pass, I could have let it be
I wonder why I asked, wonder what’s wrong with me
I should’ve never stayed, I must’ve always known 
I should’ve let it fade, we should have let it go

And I’m afraid that I will
Remain the way I’ve been built
Ashamed, to say, that I am 
fallen prey for those who killed me

Civilities