played this at my soft serve job and got fired for playing something this hard

Just Not Your Day

LYRICS

Society hates me
but I’m on my feet 
living to be everything 
life has made me 
only person that believes in me
is me 
sweet victory 
I lived to tell you the tale 
and I’m skipping hell
never given up 
life has been rough 
I lost everything 
all my stuff
then all my people 
hard to believe 
it’s just me 
goodbye everybody 
sigh 
no relief 
it’s almost like reality 
is make believe 
I’m not sure what to believe 
I can’t see anybody 
no one on the phone 
I’m left to roam 
there’s no place like home 
having a house 
isn’t the same as having a home  
love is the difference 
I miss being a kid 
and living with my parents 
cherish the moments 
growing up 
seems more like a punishment 
I blame God for my abandonment 


I wish I knew what it is
I know it isn’t 
what it was 
I remember me before I gave up 
I use to have trust 
use to believe in everybody 
but now I’m afraid to live 
waiting for the day I die 
I doubt I even say goodbye 

Tears run dry 
when I cry 
how I feel inside 
I have to wonder 
will I live 
or will I give up and die
tired of suicide 
I don’t want to take my life 
one foot in front of the other 
I’ve got to get my life right 
my head is up 
and I’m ready to fight 
I don’t need a reason why 
this is the fight for my life 
even if I never get it right
at least I tried my best
to survive 


I sure could use a long drive
think about some things 
and get them off my mind 
if I could have seen the future 
I’d wish me to be blind 
horror story 
has me scared out of my mind 
I want to press play and hit rewind 
maybe then I would be fine

STORY OF TIME (TRUE STORY)

WeCanSee!

NOTHING I AM ABOUT TO SAY IS A LIE...!!!

(what it is like to live in ILF by forced family who forced me here and control the money...//// plasma donations next week, will finally have my own place in couple moths...( there are actually 4 beds in my room ..////////no samples all original here..likewheniwashomlessfor20yearsinphillyoaklandolympiaportland..hangout at trolley stops to play with only black friends/O trap musicians only ones to support my music...///(only ones to support my music..///..like when holesses (homeless for 20 ye in Philly Oakland Olympia Portland...(showed my artwork in front room of the voyeur and lived in Kurt cobain's house for 3 days (where he lived 30 years before on plum street but I was alone with show at voeyur because of corrupt family took me from artist friends and I was alone and shifted the whole universe because my friends WORKED AT THE VOYEUR WIERD PEOPLE FOLLOWED everywhere I went..

no samplesXV_hanging atCityCollegetrolleystoponlyplacetofind black

##BHH

4 AM

Nathan Dawe - Feat Gman We Ain't Here For Long Remix

GENRE / #PHONK
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FRIDAY PARK - NECRXMANCCER ( PHONK TYPE BEATS )

Written by Soul Avon/CJ Suprxme
DIGITALFASHION 2022

MakeOutClub (Prod. loosejoxx)

👁️👁️visualz: https://youtu.be/wwS1Tmnt3JU?si=-Y_oARUULpEX6Qc7

[Lyrics]
Im the male ramona 
I'll find you in yo dreams 
this shit is not all real, not just what it seems 
you didnt show me real love 
you abandoned me 

you abandoned me  

you told me you love me 
you say you was with me 
girls they make me anxious 
always ending fatally 
dont fuck with the negative
im lookin for peace 

im lookin for peace

in the matrix movin slow, why im sippin on this lean? 
dont know no other way, im tryna cope wit my feelings 
I feel so heartbroken, i need some healing 

i need some healing

i thought you was star because you fell up out the sky 
i used to be your bestie why you wishin that i die?everytime the pictures just be flowing thru my mind 
I get real quiet I feel them tears up in my eyes
thinkin bout the times that we don fuckin cried 
no more blunts baby, no more gettin fried
last time that you left me i couldnt even say goodbye 
this cant be the fuckin way that you just leavin out my life

TELL ME WHY YOU LIE

Im the male ramona 
I'll find you in yo dreams 
this shit is not all real, not just what it seems 
you didnt show me real love 
you abandoned me 

you abandoned me  

you told me you love me 
you say you was with me 
girls they make me anxious 
always ending fatally 
dont fuck with the negative
im lookin for peace 

im lookin for peace

in the matrix movin slow, why im sippin on this lean? 
dont know no other way, im tryna cope wit my feelings 
I feel so heartbroken, i need some healing 

i need some healing

i thought you was star because you fell up out the sky 
i used to be your bestie why you wishin that i die?everytime the pictures just be flowing thru my mind 
I get real quiet I feel them tears up in my eyes
thinkin bout the times that we don fuckin cried 

tell me why you lie 
tell me why you lie
tell me why you lie.

YOUTUBE: THAGAMEKILLA
IG: thagamekilla
TIKTOK: thagamekilla
TWITTER: wevibeovahere
PSN: THAGAMEKILLA_

MakeOutClub (Prod. loosejoxx)

Soul Avon

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