ch2rms - tired of #me [p. 4am]

han - december +rewind

a cry on deaf ears #skins

han2k15 - Distant Cries prod dimple

I don't mean to peer inside your soul but- 
hey now, hey now
don't mean to make you uncomfortable but-
hey now, hey now
are you bleeding?
when you're all alone at home, when there's no one else around to even see it
lock yourself inside your room, in your bed, under your covers, are you hurting?
when you finally come out, after three days isolated
you look beautiful as ever, no one would ever believe it
keep on hurting if you want
they won't ever doubt a thing

they won't ever know a thing

@backxster
it took me 2 days to stop crying
I js took 3 pills it feel like im js fucking dying
break me
hate me
girl I know you hate me
lord please can you save me
why can't I escape me
I know that you blame
while you're the one that played me

bleeding w/ backxster (dimpleb)

Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/dimpleb
Mixed by: han2k15
Written by: han2k15
Mastered by: N/A  
Vocals: han2k15
Engineered by: N/A  
Additional Production: N/A  
Released: 11/20/23 (USA)

As Days Go By

I know you cared about me 
This bottles gots me drowsy 
And I’m drowning in this pain 
I don’t feel good today 
Gotta try my best today 
I feel so bad that u feel that way 
You look at me 
I don’t know what to say 
Feel so stuck trynna make a way 
Hate it so much can you take me away 
Turnt your back idk why 
Look Inside the mirror I just wanna die 
Im over this why do I even try 
I can’t picture you with another guy 
Then I smoke my pain away I get high 
Retail therapy I get fly 
Then I smoke my brain away I get fried 
Tryn talk im asking god why 
Don’t make sense why’d you lie 
Shit don’t make sense 
I’ve been crying all day 
I just that we could be together always 
Back then hold your hand in the hallway 
When u come my way can u plz stay

@monocryy

it’s a replay 
i just wanna go, wanna go away
kisses on your hand i hate today
and i like everything your face
and i want my life back 
i could care less about that
i dont want you to talk to me like
like im fucking crazy
everybody hates me that is okay 
you want me dead and that is okay 
such a shame
such a shame
take me back, take me back 
im selfish and stupid and wrong
oh mckel, baby

feel that way w/ mckel (rewind)

end of our story - ckwduke + kiwi (runawway+over)

prod. @ssaeyxng

@imytrauma
didn’t mean to hurt u
i never deserved u
baby i got burned too
hold me til i turn blue
i’m not a good person
cuts on me like surgeon
didn't learn my lesson
these thoughts gon cave my head in

my clothes stained with the smell of cigarettes
i can’t look u in the face, cus i can’t help feel regret
i ignored the signs, but i really tried my best
i gave u everything i had, got left with nothing in the end

and after everything that happened i don’t think we could be friends
its wishful thinking, i just wanted you to see it to the end
i’m not okay, but there’s no way, how tf could i pretend?
go separate ways, i’ll stay the same, and i’ll hate myself again

@ckwduke
don't die
u bring me everything i need in my life
just cut me open, drink my blood like wine
u js piss me off the way u always lie, huaghhh

hate this shit, u need to bring me home
my wrists are slit, u need to hold me close
remember the letters u sent saying "please dont go"
baby please dont go

maybe its all in my head
but i js hate when u talk like that
baby its getting hard, fall back
baby when i call u, u dont call backkk

@imytrauma
didn’t mean to hurt u
i never deserved u
baby i got burned too
hold me til i turn blue
i’m not a good person
cuts on me like surgeon
didn't learn my lesson
these thoughts gon cave my head in

my clothes stained with the smell of cigarettes
i can’t look u in the face, cus i can’t help feel regret
i ignored the signs, but i really tried my best
i gave u everything i had, got left with nothing in the end

cigarettes w/ duke (saeyxng)

prod. @2010jason

cant do this all for me
movin on, baby what do u mean?
i was rlly givin u all of my heart
holdin on, baby dont leave
take u shoppin yea ill buy u what u need
if u my girl i needa see u in celine
bby why u gotta make shit hard?
bby ill give u what u need.

what do you mean [2010jason]

@ckwduke
@decago
@adrienciel

@kiwiwiwiwi
does it end here, on a downhill
our love is standing still but it'll fall if i shove
and idk how to feel, but i wanna give up
and idk how ill feel when i'm losing you
cause ill be missing your touch
ill be missing your love
missing when i hold ya
yeahhhh
and i know i barely knew ya
but u were something new ya
wanna explore more of you ya
yaaaaaaaa

dont think we'll get it back
i think i'm fine with that
cause at the end of the day
i knew it wouldn't last
cause we were going too fast
you already knew that
that this would be all useless
and now there's not a reason to continue i dont miss you
cause all of the love came out in tears on the tissues
with that being said, i still miss it when i was with you
youuuuuuu

@ckwduke
i was with you until the end
remember when we were just friends
didn't know it would come to this when we first met
its crazy when i think of you it fills my heart with dread
baby when you think of me do you feel that regret
its kinda fucked but baby you were all i had left
your pictures and your writing yeah they cant leave my head
just take me back to the night where we first met
when you said you would be there till the end

@kiwiwiwiwi
does it end here, on a downhill
our love is standing still but it'll fall if i shove
and idk how to feel, but i wanna give up
and idk how ill feel when i'm losing you
cause ill be missing your touch
ill be missing your love
missing when i hold ya
yeahhhh
and i know i barely knew ya
but u were something new ya
wanna explore more of you ya
yaaaaaaaa

losing you +duke (decago + adrienciel)

TEK A PILL

https://youtu.be/-IFm9rK4a1Q?si=sF1mgzBJ1DkQJTQE

@prodcxrter
@spaceboyry

lyrics:

tried my best
yeah i tried so hard

fucked up something that i can't restart

talk back to me
u think ur so smart

run back to you
but i end up scarred

ask what's wrong
don't know where to start

ran in circles
yeah i ain't get far

back then, used to be so insecure

back when i would take your words to heart

we could do it all again
i won’t mind it

imma roll it up
you could light it

seen my texts turn blue,
turn green,
black screen

now i'm back where i was
yeah i hate it

yeah, took it so far

oh, that's how we are

sleepless nights w you under the starss ://

gotta watch my back
i keep my guard

think sum wrong with u,
wrong with uuu

i can't always lose..?
i do, its true

good gas w my crew
that's what i'd rather do
not you

im stacking
what's happening
got traction

got traction, more action
i'm up, why u lacking?
stop talking.. distractions
i did that n then u copy me

free
act nice, now you want something for free

get back
get off of me
got no time
got no days off

i can't lie i miss ur heart so soft
i miss ur luv, your touch
when u would take it all off

..for me
now u act like you don't know me
you act like you don't miss me
like you don't wish for me

we could do it all again
i won't mind it

imma roll it up
you could light it

seen my texts turn blue,
turn green,
black screen

now i'm back where i was
yeah i hate it

yeah, took it so far

oh, that's how we are

sleepless nights w you under the starss ://

gotta watch my back
i keep my guard

i tried (cxrter spaceboyry) *mv in desc*

prod. @phxlxp @yashio20k @neohnq

baby this what we are
u just found me, ur lost
baby where do i start
u needa be right where u are
i dont wanna be in love
cause ik u cried enough
but i js hate feelin stuck
i js hate feelin alone

take my hand, follow me
take this road, show u what i mean
u take a look around n ull see
we stare at stars thru the willow tree
huaghhh
baby js tell me what u need
i js hope u dont forget me


baby this what we are
u just found me, ur lost
baby where do i start
u needa be right where u are
i dont wanna be in love
cause ik u cried enough
but i js hate feelin stuck
i js hate feelin alone

what do you mean [2010jason]

duke

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