lyrix:
reading thru my diary u can find out what it’s like
i don’t wanna fuck bby i just wanna die
bleeding in my bed cuz i fucking relapsed
and i’m crying out for help but all they do is laugh
do u think abt me ever bby ur so far away
don’t stop stabbing until u see my face decay
im too ugly mutilate my body
does ur heart still beat when u think of me :/
bby let me go cant u see im suffering
im too ugly thats why u wont hold me
soulless eyes they're looking at me
im falling fast, can u catch me ?
i can’t stop cutting i’m so addicted
show me what it’s like to die is what she said
infest my brain with all ur shit
clip off my wings bby i feel sick

cut me open now !
i feel sick in the head !
destroy me ! 
destroy all of this shit !

put me on the meds doctor i need them
dont u ever leave me bby or imma bleed it
im not crazy bby no no no im eccentric
i like the way u dance on the floor it's electric
imma rip ur head off and leave the corpse lying around
i love it when u scream bby i love the sound
lets make a flic, we can make a snuff
i can't stop watching, i can never get enuff

i feel sick

Instagram.com/luvwillowxx
Prod me


I don’t wanna take a pic with u
Get the fuck away
Dying like a model snorting ❄️ up my nose all day
I’m so fucking drunk let’s go to my bedroom
Take ur panties off yea i rly wanna fuck u
Slicing up my wrists im so emo idgaf
Carve my name inside ur wrist and turn urself into my slut
These bitches hate their boyfriends sending pictures of their fucking thong
Y the fuck u steal my swag if u just gonna do it wrong
Im so tired of fucking scenecore.
got an emo bad bitch like toopoor
I’m eating kpins with coven need 2 more
No i can not be ur fucking bf cuz ur just a whore
Purging out my insides bitch ik u love that
Everyday i fucking die n no i can not backtrack
Step up in the club n they treat me like I’m vip
Got bitches on my dick treating me like fucking royalty
Dont cancel me for talking abt fucking life like yes I’m anorexic yes i rlly wanna fucking die
And I’m watching movies in my room at fucking 3am
I wanna make ur legs shake i wannna hear u scream my name again 
Omfg stawp stealing all my swag -_-
Y u all up on my dick like last year u called me a fag
How u tell me that i fell off when im like ur fucking dad
I’m so sorry that i took ur bitch like plz dont b mad
Kpins in my mouth now im walking like a zombie
I just took ur bitch now shes acting real naughty
Shes sucking on my dick yea ur bitch she gimme toppy
Ur my zombie whore fuck my corpse while I’m rotting
Imma tear that pussy up like I’m a fucking fiend 
Out in cali smoking loud yea we smoking hella green
No u can not fuck with purge we is not the same team
Puking up my guts at lax i feel so scene

dying like a model

prod meee 

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i hope u never get better i jus wanna watch u get worse <3 
press the needle in ur eyelid now ur  crying is this bloodthirst 
n bby ur so toxic but i rly think its prettyyyyy 
lets make our own horror scene (scary movie) 
i see the pretty flashing lights have u been vicious tonight :3 
her visceral touch jus like that and it came from the spine 
she said "look at me im perfect!!!" careful we're not the same 
last time that we talked i think something might be wrong with my brain xD 

shes vicious ik 
shes going 4 the throat 
he looks into her eyes 
(she caught him by surprise) 
thats when he grabbed the knife
sawed her face off 
(n mayb im jus craz but i've never seen a dead doll)

she walks into my house i flash eternal doubt 
thats when i grabbed the knife shes not getting out 
i stab i stab i stab i stab
(and then after rip her <3 out) 

instagram

i hope u never get better<333

Lyrics:

Don't watch me fall I'll be gone real soon
No I can't stand to be apart from you
Everything in my life isn't how I would choose
But I know someday the grey skies will be blue
But until then can you stand by me
I can feel my heart it's bursting at the seams
Every time I try to talk the blood is gushing out my teeth
Is my smile looking off like it's something I don't mean

If you tear me down then build me up
What is dragging me down? what am I running from?
A constant sea of voices dragging me every way but forward
And that's just the issue I'm stuck in a constant spiraling attempt to break free
But I cannot imma just sit here and watch my body rot alone
How am I meant to stay here all alone forever?
It's like I'm climbing up a tree but the branches just broke so I'm falling down under
Just watch me rot just watch me go in eternal slumber
Will I ever wake up? I don't even know imma lay here forever

Cause I feel so lost I don't know what to believe 
I don't even wanna live I don't even wanna breathe (Let's go)
There's something dark in my heart something you can't even see
Can you take my hand? please can you set me free?
It's so dark out here no I can't even see
Don't watch me fall into the belly of the beast

Don't watch me fall I'll be gone real soon
No I can't stand to be apart from you
Everything in my life isn't how I would choose
But I know someday the grey skies will be blue
But until then can you stand by me
I can feel my heart it's bursting at the seams
Every time I try to talk the blood is gushing out my teeth
Is my smile looking off like it's something I don't mean

prod. dead yami

if my life was the truman show it'd be sponsored by monster energy

these thoughts they wont ever leave me alone
a bullet in my head let it whisper take me home
and i cant put my head straight
landmine , danger , exit , numb
the answer to my questions in my hand 
i been alone dancing with my gun
i sink into my bed wonder if ill see the sun
and if i just stopped breathing would you feel me in your heart
i cant decide on either one its tearing me apart
im used to being used
bleeding dazed & confused 
damage amazing 
out of emotion 
i cant put my head straight
i cant put my head straight
i live in my own mind
i can hear my head bang

Russian Roulette

ch4se x razor2mywrist #YNCX

Just a practice song to see if ive improved in anything, if you like it then that means alot to me. it shows im progressing.

We're done
Why dont you see me
Im a failure
asking for money
Im such a fuck up
Why dont you want me
Tip in my cup
Begging im hungry
You wont support me
Is it my fault
You're my guardian
You're my angel
you're my

Guardian you're my guardian
You had raised me and i am failin
Guardian you're my guardian
Dont leave me without a pardon
Guardian you're my guardian
Leave me and im dying

im a failure at heart
i wish that i was really smart
i wish that i was good at this
ive never even had a kiss
Im losing all my funny friends
when will it all just ever end
i wanna fly i wanna die
i wanna sink i wanna cry
i wanna feel loved again
tell me when and where i can
i just dont want you to leave
please just stay dont fucking leave

Guardian you're my guardian
You had raised me and i am failin
Guardian you're my guardian
Dont leave me without a pardon
Guardian you're my guardian
Leave me and im dying

Guardian

Nas
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Bounce out with that shit that get you hit and make yo mama cry
4 shooters ran down and all the sudden he don’t wanna die 
These niggas pussy they start running when them bullets fly
He spun back and missed twice that aint no homicide 


That ain’t no fucking drill 
These niggas talking hella shit I don’t know how to feel 
All up on the net I ran down like nigga what’s the deal
These niggas capping on the net like nigga keep it real


These niggas fucking lied
Ay day day how it feel when brother died
Talking shit but these niggas ain’t down to ride 
That nigga dayroom how you playing for the other side


Like how you playing for the other team 
Lil bro walked him down and hit him with that beam
These niggas cappers not clappers it’s not what it seem
Like how he upped the score my nigga got Glock in his dream 

Clozapine
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i forgor my lyrics

CTB Nas x Clozapine - trim

it starts with no games
i dont know why
i bought a ps5 with no games to buy
keep that in mind they designed this drive to improve loading times
thats all i know

console exclusives are key
watch em fly by as they port to pc 
lose exclusives at the end of the gen
i have no games to play
its so unfair

didnt look out below
throw my console right out the window
try to hold on but i didnt even know
i wasted it all just to watch movies

i spend all my time inside
now that launch hype has died all i see are ports
just like the ps3 its reminding me of a memory of a time

when i cried so hard for games at launch
but in the end its just go no games
bought ps plus and paid so much
but in the end its just got no games




no games

hi
this songs out on spotify too
im so sorry izumi for accidentally swag stealing 🙏 


lyrics:
i tried to scream for help
but there was no one there
the only thing that i could hear
were my shallow breaths 
in a time like this
i wish i could disappear 

she sings me a song
to make me feel strong
but i know this is wrong	
cuz i dont belong

i watched myself die (in her arms)
cut myself last night (to make me cry)
i watched myself die (die alone)
cut myself last night

your hugs cut deep like razor blades
my blood pours out as it illustrates
my dying love for your masquerades
its all a shame youre just a fake	
cut deep into my skin 
rip apart my mortal sin
peel the flesh right off my bone
now sit and watch me groan

i tried to scream for help
but there was no one there
the only thing that i could hear
were my shallow breaths 

i watched myself die (in her arms)
cut myself last night (to make me cry)
i watched myself die (die alone)
cut myself last night

i watched myself die (in her arms)

truth in the dark is a lie i discern prod laayz

Silk Road Posse
disc - warne_d
i hope my bro gets better

CTB Nas x Clozapine - trim

Clozapine

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