my life has been reduced to a nihilistic soliloquy even i am tired of hearing. i believe i will not be here much longer. at least, not in a whole & operable mental state.

Check out my music if u have the time ❤️

Possible Editing Audio’s

Aphex Twin - Lichen

Under. Flowers and Fields.

H̷͓̀̂̅̔͋̚͝ư̸̢̢̡̡͙̖͈͎̖̼̼͕̦̭̫̞͈̭̩̫͓͈̹̺̗͕̜̹̟̣͊̆͒̏͐́̃̉̿̅͗̌̿͌̃̿͒̒̓̍̇̏̽̂̑̆̐͛̈̒͋̐̔̓̍͋̓̾̈̋̕͜͠͝͠͠m̴̧̧̪̱̜̯̲͉͇͙̻̼͙͖̝̞͉͇̖͇̗̙̯̲͈̪̟̑͒̈́̿̓̇̀̆̊̈́̎́͆͋̇͆̓̾̈́͆̍͐̿̄̆͊͊̂̈́̄͘͜͠͝͝͝͝͠ą̷̧̨̧̡̞̻͎̝̩͚̯͇̪̘̞̹̟̰̙̳͇͈̞̭̣̱͕̣̩̝͚͉͎̜̯͓̘̫̖̟͔͙̺̈́͒̈́͊͛̈̿͗̍̆̌͊͑͂̉̃̈̌̉̾̄̆͛̑̄̒́̌͊̍̉̿̕̕͜͝͠͠n̵̨̢͎̩̲̞̮̠̯̟̝͈͍̰̒̈́̋́̚͝ͅį̴̢̡̦͇̘͕̮̱̣̹̟͓̩̩̼͇̤̝̟̰̮̥̭̗̻̪̹̭̘͔̹͍͋̿̓̌̓̓͌̍̈͒́̓͒́̈́̉̚̕͠͠͝t̸͕͍̬͚͍͓̣̣͇͌́̀͐͊́̈́͐̈́̀̏̇̐̌̓̌̊̏̏͘͝͠y̶̡̢̡̛̩͕͔̫̞͈̯̙̗͎̗̹͊̇̈̿̔͐̊̍̕͜,̸̢̨̡̼̩͙͖̺̦͎̫̳͚̥̙̼͎̬̼͚̱̗̲̬̳̝̥̺̖͖͚̎̓̅̈́̏̒̈́̋̅̌̍̓̆̈̅̄̊́́̒̍̿͒̎͗̊̋͒̎̑̃͐̄́̈̿͗͜͜͝ͅ ̴̛̛̛͕̜̻̻͓̺͉̯̠̙̱̫͙͙͉̗̤̞͖͓̪͕̲̪͕̹͙̦̈́̆̆̄̆͐̍͛̀̓̉́͐͑̏̊̎̊̉̾̃̄͗̐̃͒̄͌̂̒͂̂̑̇̌̎͐̕͜͠͠ͅó̸̝̣͔̖̞͓̗̩̰̖̼̰̙̬̥͎̠̀͒͛̐͐̂̃̏̓͂̓̀̓̾̀̒͐̐͐́͗͐̌̚̚̚ͅͅņ̵̢̡̧̢̧̢̥̙̹͚͇̝̼͖͍̫͚̜͈̲̼͖̯͍̣̯̙͓̝̝̺̖̪͖̋̐͊́̕c̷̨̢̢̼̦̙̣̝͓̣̫̭͔̰͍̬͎̳̥̫̠̲̝͎̙̗̞̮̘̞̘͔̟̯̼̩̟̹͑̽̚ͅͅͅë̸̢̧̧̛̛̹͎̥͇̟̥͈̭͎̯̬͕̬̼̯̰͎͈̥̲̯̝̠͓̫͍͚̪͕̮̫̳̝̺͍͎̳̙̹́̽̏͂͗̓͌̐̾̒͆̇̓̇̈͌̓̐́̔́̂̇̌͊́̃̐̇́̊̈̏͘̚͜͜͠ͅͅͅ ̴̨͓͚̯͚̪̗̦̜̲̈̂͌̓̓̏͌͒̊̀́̽̀̅̃̑͆̓̿̿̓̓̀̾͋̇͑̊̅̃͂͌̓̓̾̾̈́́̕̚̕̕͝ͅt̵̡̛̜̭͌̓̌̈́̈̌̊͋̂̌͌͂̾͋̉̈́̓̀̆̅̑͗͐̇̓̾̅͂̐̓̑̄̕͘̕͝h̸̛̛̬̉̿̇̊̍͆̀̒̉̀́̐̔͆͊͆̽̽̎͛͛̓̉̉̾̆͊̀͛͗̽̍͐̀̒̕͝e̵̺̫̮̯̝̹͆͛̌̈́̂̃̂̍͌̋̓͌̋̀͛͋̈̌̉̌͒͊̓̔̽͗͜͝ ̶̨̧̡̛͉͙͙͈̙͎͍͕̫̜̙̯̗̥̥̺͈̗̲̟̭͕͕̹̮͈̹̝̟̱̬̟́̔̽̊̊͊͆̓́̈́͠͝ȑ̸̨̨̨̧̨̡̨̢̡̛̺̻͙̩̣̘̟̪͔̰͙͙͇̞̲̬̜̠̠̬̹͇̭͎̙̯̱͎̰̯̤̹̞̂̋͌̀̉͑̍͌̒̿̆̀̀͋̀̓̎̽̿͆̃̓̈́̄̽̇͘̕͝ͅͅu̴̮͓̩̻̜͎̱̟̾͆̑͋̀̏͘l̵̢̢̨̨̛̛̺̱̟̻̳̜̫̪̱̫̩̣͕͉̳͎͉̗̤̻͎̩̜̳̠̠̤̥̘̾̓̈́̃̓̿̿̏͋̀͋͊͐̃̾̊̿̕̕̕̚͜͝ͅͅͅę̸̛̛͚͙͚͚̖͕͔͙̺̝̻̙̖͍̬̝̥̱̳͈͚̮̠̫͖̤̲̥̮͐́̄́̈́̋̇̓̏̌̍̔̂͌̊͒́̑̋̌̾̓̕̕̚͘̕͜͜͝͝ͅŗ̸͈́́͆̑̈́̑̈́̋̏̾͆̔͂̈̈́͛́̔̇̽̍̋̓̀̓̑̐͑̎͌͝ͅ ̷̛̫͓̍̊͂̔̈̐̄̌̃͘o̵̡̩̬̣̮̪̤̣͈͎͉̯̲̟̻̰̥̫̻͈̜̫̾́̿͛̊͆̉̀̎͂̽̉͂͒̾͛͂̿̿̊̌͊̂̉̈͘͜͜͝͝f̸̧̢̢̧̛̼̳͔̬̮͍̱̤̯̳̝̘͔͙̼̟̗̤̫͇̯ͅ ̷̧̨͚̺̯͚̙̞̜̘̝̲̻̘̖̹̞͉̳͍̥̰̬̯̯̦̺̬̟͎͉̫̞̥̰͚̥̠̤̹͉͒̀͗͂͌͆͋͋͋̀͋̚͜͝ͅt̵̡̡̯̩͍̖̻͉̳̠̲̩̩̰̅̋͒̂̿̒̃̈́̉̎̆̏̎̾̆̅̋̊ḩ̷̢͈̠̣̗̰͙̱͉̠̣̻̯͔͕͎̝͍̞̹̖͍͉̇̎̐̿̉̌̅̿́́̒͆̉͊̂͗́̀͂̿̀̑̈́̽͋̉̿̒͒͊͆̑͌́͗͜͝͠͝͠ȩ̴̢̛̞͕̻̩̘͎̳̖̤̜̙̤̹̹̼̳̭͇̫̤̦̪̦̼̰̬͍̩̒̌͐̈́͗̓̽̍̄̈́͗͒̀̓͒̒̄̒̂̽̐̍̒̃̈́̓͒͐̆̑̓͒̈́̓͂̑͒͂̒̓̈́̀̓͑͝͝͝ ̸̧̨̡̛̗̫̗͙͔̳̥̱͙̫̲̙̼̙͙͚̩̲͉̮̘̳̰̃̽͒͌͒͆̅͒̉̾̑̈̈́́̈́̆̃́̆͌͋̐̏̀̒̌̔̇̕̚̕͜͝͝͝s̴̨̨̨̧̥̤͚̼͓̬̻̫̱̻̼̝̱̱͉͉̼̪̥̬̰͕̙̜̭̘̱̲̭̪̩̤̯͈͍̻̒̈́̂̽̊̍̊̽̽́͗̽̾̓̽̆͛͗̈́̒͐̿̄̄̍̏̉̎́̆͑̅̅̆̾̃̈́͋̕͘͜͜͜͝͝ͅͅẗ̸̨̢̝͎̙͎̖̩̠͓̜̻̬͖͓͈̗̩͓̦̹͓̝́̈́͛̍̆̎͌̌́̋́̔̽̋̅̎̒̽͒̈́̓̉̇͊̓̔̀̌͊̑́̉̈́̎̇͛̿͂̅͌̿̚͜͜͠͝͝͝͝ͅa̷̦̦̞̻̯̲̜̗̦̣͎̬͍̱͎̭͉̝̦̭̲̣̰̺͔̥̩͍̣̺̪̹͙̟̫̹͗̊̐͋́̔̿̈́̾́̿͂̌̔̎͗͛̋̆̒͂̑̓̈̐̎̐̄̋̽͌̃̐͂͋̍͘̚̚̕̚͠ŗ̶̡̩̫͎̦͉̱̜̩͉̘͖̠͚͈̗̱̳̜̳̰̜͓͕͔̫͕̫͓̬͍̤͎͉̹̜̤͙͚̙̭͓͑̍̓̌́̾͗̒̃͂̉̃̇̀̄́̕͘ͅͅͅs̴̢̨̧̹̗̤̼̲̰̲̖̙̬̳̹̤͙̝̲̜̙̯͈̰̺̰̘̺̣̳̠̹̪̲̠͕̦̲̳͖̍͋̉͒̂̒̀̽̈́̈́̎̌̏͆̋͛̄͜͜͝,̵̧̜͍͉̻̰̞̫̱̹̰̯̳̰̙͙̹̘͇̳̻̪̦͛͊̀̂̊͗̇̏͌͝ ̴̢̨̡̨̛̗͈̤̟̖͇̩̣͎̹͉̫̪̲͙̤͙͍̥̠͚͖̖̘͙͈͍̾͒͒̎́̓w̵̧̡̥͖̘͑̈́̄͌̋́͗͒͊̾̕͝ǎ̸̡̨̡̜̤̦͖̜̲͖̜͙̪̬͇̺̞͈̤̺̳̙̝̱͖̮̝̰̺̙̤̩̦̜͇̪̪̪̜̪͙̪̦͇͈͛̑̾̓̉̽͐̕̚͜͝͝ͅͅș̵̡̡̛̫̘͙̲͚̦̹̺̠̬̬̩͚͔̖̺͕̺͚̤̘͔̮͖̮͓̯̖̀̐́͆̌͑͌̈̏̅̽͘̕̕͝͠͠ ̵̖̘̮̩̳̣̈́̇̅͑̈̓̑́̈́̉̂̓̓̀͛͋̐̏̓͋̈͗̀̂͘n̶̛͍̰̿́̊̈́ọ̵̧̙̻͎̫͉͕͇̜̞̯̯͚̩͖̖̫̗̞̳̩̖̠̞͕̤̭͙̫̤̳͔͙̖̘͍̳͙̖̳̣͓̘̒͑͗̈͛͑͐͂̔̓̃̾̽͊̿̈́̕͝ͅẃ̶̨̤̦͖̗̟͙͇̭̻̬̼͍̤̞̯̟̮̥̤̘̟̗̰͇̙̟̜̦͙͔͕̟̫̼̫͓͖̖̩̑̍͋̽͒̇͛̓̓͒̈́̅̈́͗̎͊̂́̌̊̃͛̿͒̈̈́̑͆̾͂̃̇̓̓̊͗̄͗̕͘͘͜͝͝ ̵̢̡̡̢͖̱̞͙̖̪͈̼̯̟̠̻̣͉̙͎͖͚͔͓͖̖̹̪͍͎̻͈̱̣͚̲̣̞̱̹̳͉̮̐̎́ẽ̶̡̨̛͚̻̪͚̰͎̫̖̙̼͔̩͙̗͚͇̙̭̫̈́̐̀̐͑͊̓́̑̐̿̒̄͑̈́̃̈́̃̆̍͌̍̚͘͠͠ͅx̶̛̼͎̼̲̤͓̓́̄̿̀̅͆͂͒̀̍̅̈́̀̈́͊̚͝͝͝t̶̜̣̥͔̲̪̖̮͖̲̺͈̖̜̖̙͍̹̪͔̻̣̟̜̯̮̱̻̞͆̓ͅͅḯ̵̧̨̢̛̹͎̠͇͍̼̲̦̬̣̭͖̺̹̲͓̜̙̱̗̲̥̥͇̞̻̮̯̖͈̱̝̯̦̙̜͕̺̻̥̃͐͒̂̾̿̏́̈͌́͒̉̋̾̇͂̀͊̅̊̎̔͊͒͒́͒̔̿̎̌̕̕͘͠ņ̷̡̨̡̡̛̘̱̝͉̣̤͚̬̠̘͈̞̹̻̳̖͙̗̩͓̼̜͈͙̙̟̙̠͎͕͕̪̜̜͓̺̺̼̉̎̄̓͋̃̔͒͑̔̓̆͌͌͒͒̂̎̚͜͝͝͝͝c̴̜̤͉̮̲̬̩̞̺͇͚͗̑̑̐̉̑͆̐̐̆͗̀̅͌̊̇͜͝t̶̡̡̧̨̢̧̞̹̭̜̘̜̫̦͕͓̫͕̯̯̹̹͇͓̗̭͕͚͓̳͈̮̣̦̩̦̪͍̹̲̒̅̒̈́̀̍͑̽̌̓̽̈́͜͜ͅ.̷̢̧̧̭̪̜̦̼̭͇͓̭̥̜͖̭̱̦͌̊̍̾̕ͅ

once upon a time in seoul

my album is out now on bloody carpet 
cassette tapes are also available 
https://bloody-carpet.bandcamp.com/album/--11

감기

You'll Never Get To Heaven - Images 
2016

Still

"I Got Laid-Off from SoundCloud" - Side A

hesitant produced by oilcolor

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hesitant

cyanus EP produced by oilcolor
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jacea

prod. by: https://soundcloud.com/strangerofthepast
mixed/mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/kellbender

LYRICS
all these people here 
but it feels like nobody is
i just feel you in my ear 
whispering about me 
if your words could really kill 
i don't think that i'd be here 
i keep on running into every wall, and i 
keep on finding new ways to fall 
i keep taking paths 
i didn't even mean to find 
i got so lost in it all 

i just waste time 
locked inside this mind
had me blindsided
i won't sleep tonight 

i don't wanna feel this hurt anymore
i don't wanna see the light 
i don't wanna open a half closed door
had to give up this fight 
it's hard not to look back 
on all that i lost 
i'm losing but holding 
with all that i got 
i'm breathing in wishes 
you left and forgot
leave me with the trees 
and i'll lay here to rot

old days to new ways (prod. stranger)

Goodbye-native

Soliloquy

Peroxide Ft. Dysonence

Aphex Twin - Just Fall Asleep

first single off my album 'fewtch'
enjoy!

Listen on Apple Music

heartache

Aphex Twin - #20/Lichen (Higher-Pitched)

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Soliloquy

clammyclams

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