Name: better grades by calorie
Duration: 1 min 34 s
Description: fully self produced, out on all streaming services. hope you enjoy :)

summers over w/visa

(its only you vs me)
(its only you vs me)

its only you vs me,
so can you go first please?
i know you heard me,
but you dont want to listen

so trust me, i
want you to trust me, i
dont need you to love me, i
want you to trust me,
i want you to trust me,
(x2)

(its only you vs me,
so can you go first please?
i know you heard me,
but you dont want to listen)

i know what your thinking of (when you sleep)
and who your thinking of (when you sleep)
so dont get comfortable,
so dont get comfortable 
(so dont get)

you vs me

teenage diary soon

before I came, they ain't even met me
if you ask it, their faces can tell
'bout the past, it doesn't ring a bell
but if I deny em, they'll laugh
at me when I fell
just do it 
do-do-do
so what I say is just do it
do-do-do 

where I came
they didnt even care
wanna see my worst until I melt
freezing cold, but these chords 
comforts me
from anyone's else spell
wont be satisfied til I'm headless
as long as I'm rotting, I'll be haunting you

teenage diary

i miss when it was you and me
i could never really see us with a future though
o-kay i guess it’s cool with me
i just didn’t expect for me to lose you though………..
you could say that i’m delusional 
maybe i don’t wanna prove your point
or maybe i just shouldn’t listen 
every time you tell me
because i know all you tell me
is tell me lies
i’m letting you know that i’ve had enough
i think about it one by one
i’ll wait till it becomes undone
i’ll wait until we’re one on one again
again, again, agaiiiiiinn 
(i’m fading, i’m fading, i’m fading, cause i’m fading away, i’m fading, i’m fading, i’m fading, i’m fading away.

fading away

vacations young cover

fully self produced, out on all streaming services. hope you enjoy :)

better grades

another bulldog eyes cover 

fake a smile for southern california
drive to oceanside and stare out at the water
from the pier at night
The pitch black swaying drives me cold inside
I'm drunk and feeling funny on a wednesday night
I'm high and feeling stupid on a monday night

good boys die young
washed up on your shore
passed out on your floor
am I wrong for wanting more?
ahh-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah

boys

i wanna leave girl ik u see that im not enough
its too bad that i gotta go
i woulda loved to see how it goes

between us
yk that
i hate that i show that
ignore me if i get to be too much
cant count the times that i screw up

as i get old
older n older
my life's such a joke
i wish it was over
now it feels so cold
its just gettin colder n colder
i wish it was over

sugu soba ni atta hazu no taiyou ga kuzurete hikari tozashita
itsuka no hontou mo uso mo kakikeshite
merry go round mawaru yume no sekai ni
nokosareta kimi no yokogao oikakete asa wo mukaeru

merry go round

prod rotten

Reality it's killing me
And I hope she's not too used to me
And I know it burns, and I know it hurts 
But it's nothing like you did to me

Wanna quit my day job, and go to hell
Maybe then I wont have to miss your smell
Reality it's killing me
Heart burns, pin till I feel ill

Did you even give a fuck, I'm sitting right here
Didn't call once, and didn't send a text

And all your friends are whores, does it mean you'll be worse?
Fuck my life, I'm living in a curse
Wanna set free, but I'm living on this earth
If you call I'm not far, but if you don't oh well.

reality its killing me

Numerical November is my third solo Extended Play (EP). The EP features a compilation of songs that was created spontaneously throughout the month of November, 2024. The genesis of this project was simply me writing new songs from a blank slate, naming each song-in-progress after a number, beginning with the number 1. 

After a few days, I realized that I was 8 songs in and decided to listen and reflect on each idea I started but had not yet finished. I found that most of the ideas were really good. From there, I completed the songs and decided to create an EP out of a some of them. 

In my personal and spiritual life, November of 2024 was a time of learning and awakening to angel numbers and numerology. I found myself noticing and encountering a variety of angel numbers which led me to explore more about numerology and ultimately, how mathematics, music and the universe are connected . 

Many of the songs that are feature on this project started as ideas that came to me spontaneously between the hours of 12am-3am. Most times, I was awakened out of my sleep at a time that reflected an angel number (3:33am, for example). This happened repeatedly until it didn't. At that point, I knew that I was done recording and could focus on editing, mixing, and finalizing the project in all the other necessary ways. 

I hope the music and the context of this project inspires you, positively evokes your curiosity about numerology and the relationship between math, music, and the universe. Ultimately, I hope it touches your heart. 

Enjoy :) 

CANT IGNORE

Annan Dag

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estella and cry till i die

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