hihi , what do you think of this? this song is about a past relationship i had where i felt like that person was probably lying about saying the breakup was not about me. sometimes i do twist the truth in my head to comfort myself, and putting it all into lyrics makes me look insane... i like the bouncy and fun feeling of the song! hope you enjoy :3


lyrics: 
You can't just up and make us friends
I pressed flowers but you played pretend
I didn't know I'd never see you again
You only texted once, you wanted this to end

You say it's over, I think it's a break
But three days later you were on a date
I guess I'm over it, what can I say
You know it's just a shame

Will you think of me sometimes, hold me inside your mind?
Or put me into the background, and leave me far behind?
There's a hundred thousand girls in here to make the same mistakes with, dear
I know it for sure now, you never will be mine

It wasn't clear if it was cuz of me
Although you told me why explicitly
I wish you told me that you just felt bad and you were busy finding other girls to see
I hate it when I dream of you
Don't want to miss what wasn't true
Do you even care you made me blue?
You turn me red with rage (Your lie lacks point of view)

It comes so naturally to you
To break relationships in two
Who are you talking to?
I don't know, do you?

(Woah)
It's been so long since we went our our separate ways
But you can't stop me from thinking bout your face
And what things would look like if you would have stayed
Do you think the same
(Will you)

NeverwillBmine

i took lots of inspiration from the themes of serial experiments lain for this song (its called pandora like 'opening pandora's box' of the wired), i was dealing with some grief today about a friend who passed away some years ago, and i think my feelings ended up being channeled into the track as well. a bit of an experiment, it’s not the usual style i make! enjoy!

lyrics:

wired spaghetti brings me to you
you'll never lose me i'm everywhere
blue and perfect in your closet on your screen in your ears

i wish you'd come into my personal space
it's unfamiliar don't be so afraid
eventually you never will know nothing

come alone
pick up the phone
i wanna see you there
even if it's not real
i'll be glad
even if it's not real

pandora

a song i wrote in my bedroom upset about ai music and proving that even if i can't get things perfect it will always be HUMAN ☆ and all MINE!!!! 
i tried to overcome my perfectionism by leaving in loads of mistakes and just living with it, as i'm learning to love the fact that those mistakes are what define your style :D

cover art by the infinitely talented @/purinplushie (check her out on twitter!!) 

lyrics:
People say you've got potential
But I think it will always be an imitation
You can never get like me
Cuz something I have you don't is imagination (oh!)

People say this is my future
But I think that perfection means you've got no style
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

What do you know about frustration
Everything runs through my soul
Every word has a different meaning
Nerves are wires that give control

I wish I was more efficient
Wanna be something divine
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

beReal

hi!!! this is a snippet i'm really happy with right now. it's about my time dating a control freak, and even though they made me depressed, robbed me of identity and left lasting wounds, i still want to heal, have fun and do everything i couldn't before to spite them!!! maybe the chainsaw and the gun is a little dramatic.... hehe. was listening to lots of jpop and eurobeat and that is what inspired the sound! i tried to make a song where it was super 'dance'able lyrics but... this is what i ended up with X)

lyrics:
I’m gonna dress the way you hated before
When you’d throw my clothes all over the floor
It helped me forget that I’m not me anymore
I was paper that you ripped and tore

When you insult me my heart sinks to my chest
I feel sorry cuz i did my best
But what did you do? Nothing important
Behind the corner I’ve got a chainsaw

I’m depressed but i wanna have fun
I wanna see you put your face in my gun
This time I won’t be feeling sorry again
No never again

Now I’m so important i’m a vip
You can expect that from someone like me (get down)
And if I see you I might call the police

Chainsaw (snippet)

dropping my snippet here and on youtube while i figure out spotify and samples !!! the sample is the suzumiya haruhi ending song and the first line is inspired with the scenario in last valentines by pink pantheress :3

i wrote this feeling a bit lonely and attention seeking - maybe moreso when i was younger, i would fantasise doing something insane to get a crush's attention - i think some of that emotion was brought through when i was writing! especially 'i cant even say how i feel for you' because for years i would try and do subtle things to be noticed, but confessing my feelings were off the table!!!

lyrics:
I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I really wanna know you were you popular at school
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
The moral implications aren’t important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel (so special)

Just show me you care
If i died would you even be there
Would you care

Care (snippet)

WOOO FULL SONG!!!! the sample is the suzumiya haruhi ending song and the first line is inspired with the scenario in last valentines by pink pantheress :3

i wrote this feeling a bit lonely and attention seeking - maybe moreso when i was younger, i would fantasise doing something insane to get a crush's attention - i think some of that emotion was brought through when i was writing! especially 'i cant even say how i feel for you' because for years i would try and do subtle things to be noticed, but confessing my feelings were off the table!!!

lyrics:
I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I really wanna know you were you popular at school
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
The moral implications aren’t important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

You shot my heart with cupids arrow
What should i say to you tomorrow
If i cry will you even care
Would you notice that i was there

This fantasy is so appealing
I’ll never tell you how im feeling
if i did you would run away
i would never know whats in your brain

Care, care, you care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I'll follow you around i'll be the perfect girl for you
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
Don't look at other girls they're not important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care


Care

hi!!! this song is about my time dating a control freak, and even though they made me depressed, robbed me of identity and left lasting wounds, i still want to heal, have fun and do everything i couldn't before to spite them!!! maybe the chainsaw and the gun is a little dramatic.... hehe. was listening to lots of jpop and eurobeat and that is what inspired the sound! i tried to make a song where it was super 'dance'able lyrics but... this is what i ended up with X)


Chainsaw

blue screen of death - this is a song that i really love and wrote about my relationship with the internet and my pc right now and how that relationship can sometimes consume my external life. i wrote it so the lyrics can also be read as a failing relationship with another person!! hope you interpret it in your own way as i've left it a little open ended :)) enjoy!


lyrics:

I noticed something in you died
When you booted up the wrong hard drive
I think you got your wires crossed
Or maybe the dust had settled inside
I think I was wrong to cause us to fight
You wanted your way and yeah I wanted mine
I took you for granted, I pushed you aside
And now we're both blue tonight
Both blue tonight

I regret being honest 'cause I got what I wanted
I ignored all your warnings, but I'm lonely without you
Tried to switch on the power, all commanding towards you
But I turned you off, now I lost your number
Somehow we got disconnected
You looked down and I thought that I could fix it
But you're broken
Tried to switch on the power, but you just shut down
Now we're both blue tonight
Both blue tonight

Blue, blue, oh
Blue, blue

There's something missing in the files could you listen
In your dimension I'm demanding your attention
Attention attention, why won't you give me attention
You're always so unresponsive, I want to find a replacement
Now what should I do, I can't work with you
There's something important but you don't have a clue
You threw it away, I wish that you knew
That you're making me blue
You're making me blue

BSOD

HI i wrote this song over a year ago now!! i was feeling pretty down about not being able to go out and treat myself to nice things, so i wrote this as if i was a rich bitch like in all the fashion games i used to play........ LOL. it feels like one of the first songs i was really proud of writing cuz it makes me feel fun and girlyyy and helped me convince myself to make this clark rainbow project a real thing!!!! however at that time i wasn't as good at producing.....i made like 4 versions, but i was able to ressucitate it finally !!! ^-^

made this cover art too, its based on those super expensive japanese dolls with the pretty outfits!!! and the layout is emulating the kira imai angelic pretty art ( ˘ ³˘)♡ enjoy!!!!!

I wanna catch a flight, I’m going
I got no time for your emotion
Are you down to give it all to me?
Cuz it ain’t free
You take me to Angelic Pretty
Come buy me all this lace and pearl
Don’t stop until your pocket’s empty
What’s not to love? I’m a beautiful girl

Turn off my alarm, got my heels from Milan
I’m a girl in Harajuku, yeah, you know I’ve got it on
君と二人で遊びに行きたい
全部欲しくなって我慢できない
Oh, oh (Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
Yeah

Don’t know where, don’t know how
Let’s get on a train now
I know you’re looking at me and you wanna check me out
But I’m so high above with my JSK on
And I’m only gonna listen if you’ll buy another one

Want it, want it all, want it, want it all (don’t stop)
Give me, give me more, give me more (to another shop)
You can call it an addiction
Yeah, all of it is self inflicted

In Ginza there’s a diamond necklace
That boutique has some things I’m wanting
We’re this far so baby, don’t you see
Pay up if you wanna keep me


Harajuku Girl

hello everyone!!!! hope you have had a good holidays :D
the sun sets too early in winter so it's hard to walk home! if i'm really scared walking in the dark i hold my finger over my phone's SOS button as i walk and i'm trying to explain that moment here in a strange, slightly romantic song. 

this song was my attempt at creating a 'snowy' song with a wintery atmosphere....
don't know! enjoy!!!!


lyrics:
i hate december i’m on my own 
i think i’m going to die here
why am i walking home alone
when you say you would do anything to be near

do you care about my safety?
am i someone who can never be replaced?
if there’s an accident then maybe
you would realise you’re missing my embrace

it’s so cold here tonight
it’s only 4:00 but it’s so dark outside
will you keep me on the phone?
i don’t wanna be alone
when i walk home in the snow
cuz if i get hurt i want you to know 
so you can tell 999 where they should go 

it’s so cold and i’m scared
there’s someone following me behind
will you keep me on the phone
i don’t wanna be alone
when i walk home in the snow
cuz then if i died i want you to know
so at least my body won’t be in the cold for long

what’s the point of second guessing
if you know your heart is crying out for me
if you still love me there’s a lesson
next time come outside with me so i don’t freeze

Clark Rainbow

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