okinawan donuts

hihi , what do you think of this? this song is about a past relationship i had where i felt like that person was probably lying about saying the breakup was not about me. sometimes i do twist the truth in my head to comfort myself, and putting it all into lyrics makes me look insane... i like the bouncy and fun feeling of the song! hope you enjoy :3


lyrics: 
You can't just up and make us friends
I pressed flowers but you played pretend
I didn't know I'd never see you again
You only texted once, you wanted this to end

You say it's over, I think it's a break
But three days later you were on a date
I guess I'm over it, what can I say
You know it's just a shame

Will you think of me sometimes, hold me inside your mind?
Or put me into the background, and leave me far behind?
There's a hundred thousand girls in here to make the same mistakes with, dear
I know it for sure now, you never will be mine

It wasn't clear if it was cuz of me
Although you told me why explicitly
I wish you told me that you just felt bad and you were busy finding other girls to see
I hate it when I dream of you
Don't want to miss what wasn't true
Do you even care you made me blue?
You turn me red with rage (Your lie lacks point of view)

It comes so naturally to you
To break relationships in two
Who are you talking to?
I don't know, do you?

(Woah)
It's been so long since we went our our separate ways
But you can't stop me from thinking bout your face
And what things would look like if you would have stayed
Do you think the same
(Will you)

NeverwillBmine

WOOO FULL SONG!!!! the sample is the suzumiya haruhi ending song and the first line is inspired with the scenario in last valentines by pink pantheress :3

i wrote this feeling a bit lonely and attention seeking - maybe moreso when i was younger, i would fantasise doing something insane to get a crush's attention - i think some of that emotion was brought through when i was writing! especially 'i cant even say how i feel for you' because for years i would try and do subtle things to be noticed, but confessing my feelings were off the table!!!

lyrics:
I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I really wanna know you were you popular at school
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
The moral implications aren’t important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

You shot my heart with cupids arrow
What should i say to you tomorrow
If i cry will you even care
Would you notice that i was there

This fantasy is so appealing
I’ll never tell you how im feeling
if i did you would run away
i would never know whats in your brain

Care, care, you care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I'll follow you around i'll be the perfect girl for you
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
Don't look at other girls they're not important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care


Care

⚜ luxury (sparkle 4 me) ˚｡⋆

⚜ luxury NIGHTCORE ˚｡⋆

hi!!! this song is about my time dating a control freak, and even though they made me depressed, robbed me of identity and left lasting wounds, i still want to heal, have fun and do everything i couldn't before to spite them!!! maybe the chainsaw and the gun is a little dramatic.... hehe. was listening to lots of jpop and eurobeat and that is what inspired the sound! i tried to make a song where it was super 'dance'able lyrics but... this is what i ended up with X)


Chainsaw

crescent

so RIP IT 0UT NOW
just STR1P IT OFF NOW
so RIP IT 0UT NOW
just STR1P IT OFF NOW

come & play with me, you can stay, or leave
run away with me, let me make uu say please~
let me take you away, intoxicate me with your FAKE LUVVV
like it's 2007 clip that ipod 2 ur WAIST LUVVVV
sm0k3 with my grrlzz & we all got skinny jeans
hack the speakers at the club, now your girl n i can leave
let ur hips start moving 4u cuz i never clipped my wingz
pop another pink and white it's HELLO KITTY EVERYTHING

so RIP IT 0UT NOW
just STR1P IT OFF NOW
[YOU ARE WOUNDED]
so RIP IT 0UT NOW
just STR1P IT OFF NOW

we're gonna party like we dont wanna die 2nite~
i look s0 ugly but im pretty under flaashing lightz!
we're gonna dance until the moon kills the stars 2night
so toxic, got me so drunk~
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈ razor sharp can't help but get cut 

dont break my heart if you can't stay away
u keep coming4 my blood, urr addicted2 the taste
put ur cherry on my lips it helps me take away the pain
cuz im drowning in the medicine i've been awake for days

ive been awake for days
ive been stuck inside a haze
ive been ripping out my heartt
and then watching it decay
im that girl u cannot save
cuz im stuck up in my ways
but i know you think im pretty 
so youll try me anyway

can you feel the heat in your blood
sad girl, your love is my drug
so toxic, got me so drunk
razor sharp can't help but get cut

! HEART ATTACK !

so toxic, got me so drunk
razor sharp can't help but get cut

RIP IT UP NAOOO!!!!!!!
RIP IT UP NAOOO!!!!!!!

come & play with me, you can stay, or leave
run away with me, let me make uu say please~
let me take you away, intoxicate me with your FAKE LUVVV
like it's 2007 clip that ipod 2 ur WAIST LUVVVV
sm0k3 with my grrlzz & we all got skinny jeans
hack the speakers at the club, now your girl n i can leave
let ur hips start moving 4u cuz i never clipped my wingz
pop another pink and white it's HELLO KITTY EVERYTHING

♛ #cherryCrush ✮°｡⋆

I WANNA BITE YOUR TUMMY
LEAVE A LITTLE BITEMARK ON YOUR SKIN BECAUSE I'M HUNGRY 
I BET YOU TASTE LOVELY
I'LL EAT YOU ALIVE BUT LEAVE ENOUGH OF YOU TO LOVE ME
https://4kcarpet.com

TUMMY

3VERYDAY prod.septfree

blue screen of death - this is a song that i really love and wrote about my relationship with the internet and my pc right now and how that relationship can sometimes consume my external life. i wrote it so the lyrics can also be read as a failing relationship with another person!! hope you interpret it in your own way as i've left it a little open ended :)) enjoy!


lyrics:

I noticed something in you died
When you booted up the wrong hard drive
I think you got your wires crossed
Or maybe the dust had settled inside
I think I was wrong to cause us to fight
You wanted your way and yeah I wanted mine
I took you for granted, I pushed you aside
And now we're both blue tonight
Both blue tonight

I regret being honest 'cause I got what I wanted
I ignored all your warnings, but I'm lonely without you
Tried to switch on the power, all commanding towards you
But I turned you off, now I lost your number
Somehow we got disconnected
You looked down and I thought that I could fix it
But you're broken
Tried to switch on the power, but you just shut down
Now we're both blue tonight
Both blue tonight

Blue, blue, oh
Blue, blue

There's something missing in the files could you listen
In your dimension I'm demanding your attention
Attention attention, why won't you give me attention
You're always so unresponsive, I want to find a replacement
Now what should I do, I can't work with you
There's something important but you don't have a clue
You threw it away, I wish that you knew
That you're making me blue
You're making me blue

Chainsaw

Clark Rainbow