That's Why I Hate You

The Moon

I'm waiting for the spring,
well, I am bored of anything...

I'm Waiting

I see now that all I do, 
is imitating my friends. 
I try to keep up with them, 
I can’t make my own decisions. 

I feel like living in prison, 
where I have the key to leave. 
In here I can‘t do what I want, 
but the food is still for free. 

I grew up to be the youngest, 
never took care of myself. 
Nobody ever believed in me, 
that‘s why I‘m so weak today. 

People want me to do what I want. 
What if your mind is crippled. 
People want you to say what you think. 
What if I hate what I think. 

Imitating my brother, 
led me into solitude. 
I fucked up all my friends and now,
I can not keep up anymore.

Personal Notes 01

Uplift, Yesss

A song about things that are rushing through my head. 

Keeping you at distance
never felt like it was mine.
What's the hold up?
I think I'm afraid to fight.

What's the hold up?

What took me so long?
Haven’t I been strong?

I’d like to think I have found my way,
But doubt still haunts me every day.


You call it fate, I call it luck,
A fleeting spark we try to pluck.

We all admire the ones who rise,
Or am I blinded by my own disguise?


What should I have done before?
What should I change to open the door?
Yet maybe I should not rewind,
    
But chase the dreams I have in mind.

Better not to rewind

Lyrics:

v1
If I come close,
you hide beneath the bed
Still I’m tangled in your net. 

When you come close,
y’ whisper softly, yet it screams.
Maybe I’ll awake, it’s just a dream.

c
I reach and you just breach!
You crawl and I just fall!
It hurts — but it’s the flow to grow.
 
v2
I need a hand
Something to grab on to
someone who says, “It’s alright.”

But I think 
I might found you.
I just need time to accept.

My Darkness

Lyrics:

Well I am falling
If you keep stalking
Your eyes right on me
If I can hold it

If you feel me
Well then you see
It’s all in my head
What I just said

——
Is it elusion?
Without intrusion
How can I miss that?
So I won’t crack up.

It feels so real.
Takes time to heal.  
I hope I get along
And will be strong.

——
Well I’m still falling
And try to call in,
Those that try me
To do what I need.  

If you feel me
Well then you see
It’s all in my head
What I just said

I am falling

This song is a cover version of Sparklehorse. It should be nominated to be the most beautiful and most sad song ever made. This cover is a dedication to the original.

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