as the wind passes through

https://open.spotify.com/track/5b0vnG0Y6spMGyXUM4PUj2?si=bd384161d2434fce
chasing feeling
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤwhile
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤeverything is fleeting

//

fleeting

i am finally releasing original music for the first time! i made this cute beat for a collab album I released with internet friends around the world called Iridescent! It was such a blast to make and i had so much fun.

pls check out the rest of the album if you get the chance! it has such a variety of sounds and is just amazing.
linktr.ee/Iridescent_Album

sunbeam

'passage' (where do i go)
track 2 of 5
9/28/21

where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?

isn't it hard to imagine
who i can be next year
i can find a new fashion
to make me feel more sincere
feel stuck in my house can't move forward without waiting it out now
can't be stuck in the wrong crowd the distance grows farther since i've figured myself out
still lost in the shadows a marionette dressed in very old clothes
i just wanna be real though i dont understand what they mean "just be you" so
come to life, it's a miracle, who knew this would hurt when i feel low
it gets worse and my eyes glow, give me time to be who i want no

where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here

passage

'wish i was'
track 3 of 5
3/6/22

i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place

fake eyes, caught a glare
on a summer daydream that's far from here
i know, i know
fake smile when you look at me
i know that meant something
a long time ago, a long time ago
years pass and we've grown apart
you've moved out your place on the boulevard
i hope, i hope
and i pay a visit to
the place where we did all the things we'd do
i know, i know

i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place

i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place

i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place

wish i was

'things i never had'
track 5 of 5
4/1/22

i spend my time
thinking bout things i never had
and my whole life
was wasted on dreading about the past
they say look forward
cause everything changes as you grow older
and i know, i feel much different

i cut my hair to fit in with the crowd
and grew it out again 
i knew it was artificial but somehow
i feel in doubt again

i fell in love in the 10th grade
but i hid it away
and to this point you still dont know yet
thought all my life was mistake
cause i always felt strange
and now these days im filled with regrets

so did you know
that i feel like a puppet, cant move on with the show
said i'd go through a passage
but im stuck in the snow
frozen leaves in the pathway i cant follow the road
and i just feel
i cant do things that i want to
im feeling a bit
unmotivated and confused
sick of being
left confined up in this room
lost in my head
and im so lost here without you

i spend my time
thinking bout things i never had
and my whole life
was wasted on dreading about the past
they say look forward
cause everything changes as you grow older
and i know, i feel much different

they say look forward
cause everything changes as you grow older
and i know, i feel much different

and i know, i feel much different

things i never had

come on i'm sure
it always gets better
so stop this damage
i know it hurts
he left so soon
but i know he'll manage

he'll come back, and he'll be him again
i don't know if i still want to be friends
its not enough, its not enough, for me to pretend
its not enough, its not enough

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines remind me
the fright lines remind me

only last year
did we talk together
how it'd get better
we were right here
i looked at you
and you said you met her

im sidelined, waiting looking in
i cant tell if we even still are friends
i want it back, i want it back, and see you again back
i want it back, i want it back

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

fright lines!

they are pretty

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"railways"

sorry, i'm sorry
i can't be, can't be free
it just doesn't work out

and the railways, the tone it echoes
rains again inside my photos
idle as if it's a shadow now

i don't know, what i wanna show
the same ways, just doesn't glow
run away from the bottom of your bones 

do you see it now?
with high hopes, with high hopes
i'm recovering

railways

how it feels to look back to the last 2 months of my life

time heals <3 have patience

lyrics:

i wish i could convey
the feelings i have felt
the striking light
of my heavy broken heart 

the pieces of myself
the memories i've held
it all comes back to me
like the cold in autumn 

how can i explain
that April is just a fiction
that i cannot remember 
the sweet sound of your voice 

oh did i screw it up?
or am i freaking out?
it would be nice to talk to you
to put an end to this 

(...)

so i will write a letter
as a tribute to our romance
and say the things that you'd expect to hear 

i just wish i could hand it to you
let you know that i regret the way i acted when it was over
but i'd rather keep quiet instead

(spanish blabbering)

letters

goodbye 2022

im grateful for the friends and memories that happened this past year 💚

loving

Give it til 25
You'll find your way, at least thats what they say
I'll never know why

The whole world's a stage
But this life ain't a play
There's no rhyme or reason
For the reasons that I

Oh, insisted that it's fine, and im alright
"you'll try your best, never know what youll find"
Oh, are things okay? it doesnt feel that way
It doesn't matter, does it matter that I-

“Oh, give it time”
All i want is to be
In so many people’s minds
Oh, just a high
I been wishing for
Cause i never had the chance for mine
Oh, so many faces
I wonder if they ever had the time to think of mine
Oh, i hate to say this
But all these things do nothing but just keep me up at night

“Grow up and get a tie”
What does that even mean
When you’re never here on time
I know you drink at night
While I’'m just flying past my life
Cause i don’t know even how to try

Oh, I always try to
Though I can’t really dream if I really wanted to
Oh, but you say
You always think that way
It doesn’t matter, does it matter that I-

“Oh, give it time”
All i want is to be
In so many people’s minds
Oh, just a high
I been wishing for
Cause i never had the chance for mine
Oh, so many faces
I wonder if they ever had the time to think of mine
Oh, i hate to say this
But all these things do nothing but just keep me up at night

“Oh, give it time”
All i want is to be
In so many people’s minds
Oh, just a high
I been wishing for
Cause i never had the chance for mine
Oh, so many faces
I wonder if they ever had the time to think of mine
Oh, i hate to say this
But all these things do nothing but just keep me up at night

wish i was

clayekea

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