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Afterthought

novembertwentyseventh, twentytwentyone.
produced by anvii.
mixed/mastered by bb & anvii.
featuring @funeral.
1/5

[anvii]
take me
take me to the light
hold me
hold me tight

it was all me
am i bad "guy" u wanted to be with?
u were so wrong
u were so wrong about me
so

as it all just falls apart
we can have this table for two
so,
do u hate me now?
do u feel that grudge?
do u hate me now?
do u hate me now?

[funeral]
it's never enough
it's never enough for u
it's never enough
it's never enough for me
i can't see what's happening
in the dark i
i lay my life out
place the knife in me

not so toxic
we can't drop it
blood flows out me
like a faucet
think i lost it
lost myself
inside my mind
i've lost the help
in me
in me tonight

stream

take me to the light

februaryeleventh, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii.
featuring @grimorixo.
drums recorded by giovanni garry.
guitar solo by @gaberamirez1.

my eyes burn

marchfourth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii.
drums recorded by giovanni garry.

[verse]
you called me names
just like
you did
when we were kids
you told me things
that you
didn't want anyone
didn't want anyone to know

[chorus]
don't wanna grow up
go back, run
we all ran out of time

[verse]
we'd run
around the yard
its super sad
to see it fade away
so quick just like that
you fucked it up
go fuck yourself
i despise you and everything you've done 

[chorus]
don't wanna grow up
go back, run
we all ran out of time

(we're older now)
(we're older)
(we're older now)
(we're older)

nineteeneightyeight

septemberfifteenth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii.
drums by anvii.
guitar by anvii.
guitar solo by @gaberamirez1.
bass by anvii.
synths by anvii.
cover art by yeongseo.

[verse]
your cigarette still burns my lips
and with the words that were spoke
it's broken down and in our heads
would you have done the things again?

and whenever our worlds collide
i'll wish it all back again
and in the middle of the craze
i'll wish to see you again

[chorus]
just walk away
i swear i'm fine
'cause i feel like i'm dreading with you
i feel like i'm dreading with you

[verse]
i'll savor it then
with the liquor in hand
all the thoughts in my head
i don't think i could do it again

all this time
with her in mind
my head is fuzzed
my eyes are burnt

[chorus]
just walk away
i swear i'm fine
'cause i feel like i'm dreading with you
i feel like i'm dreading with you

(y)our ephemeral nature

fuzzy love

octoberninth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii.
drums by anvii & @gaberamirez1.
guitar by anvii.
bass by anvii.
synths by anvii.
cover art by yeongseo.

[verse]
you're a mess
i know
makeup smudged
from tears on your face
it's enough
with the wand
that breaks down
over a while

and i watch
as you roam
overtime
i crumble again
with your hair
in a knot
cigarette burns on my wrists

[chorus]
so breathe with your lungs
can't fool me now
i'm fine
she dreads suicide
it's repressed
it's all in the lung

her blood filled my lungs

decembertwentyninth, twentytwentythree.
produced by anvii.
drums by anvii.
guitar by anvii.
synths by anvii.
bass by @gaberamirez1.
outro guitars by @gaberamirez1.
cover art by yeongseo.

[verse]
in between
me and you
we're both tied
across our tongues  

all at once
drives me wild
and your eyes
make stars go cry

[chorus]
now you're here
in the bed
just this once
call me there
from my dreams
it's wild you exist

[verse]
in the room
where you are
ill look around for your smile

all at once
drives me wild
and your eyes
make stars go cry

[break]
now you're here
in the bed
just this once

[chorus]
now you're here
in the bed
just this once
call me there
from my dreams
it's wild you exist

l'infinito

music video: https://youtu.be/JSi9Sg0T3YY?si=tweCRI2A8aDoMN4O

februaryfourteenth, twentytwentyfive.
produced by anvii.

[verse]
so take me apart
with the words that you say
and i'll block out the parts
that i wish never stayed
and i promise i'll try
not to die just today
and i'll write all my thoughts
in this form that i'll sing   

[chorus]
cause darling i'd die for a way
just to reach you here
cause darling i'd cry for a lie
just to please me here

[verse]
yeah, you broke me apart
i don’t know what to say
so i'll go some place warm,
where no one knows my name

just don’t call me lucky
with the way that i am
just please go and leave me
with your hands on my lap

[chorus]
cause darling i'd die for a way
just to reach you here
cause darling i'd cry for a lie
just to please me here

forever, always

ballad in the form of a letter

februarytwelvth, twentytwentyfive.
produced by anvii.

[verse]
give my thanks
to your one
while i crumble inside
as i would
i disappear
like i do
till my lungs take the knots
out themselves
would you still love me
if i went insane?
would you still love me
if i went my ways?  
i just wish that i would feel okay
just feel okay

[chorus]
so what if it worked all out?
so what if it worked all out?

[verse]
burnt cigarette buds on your floor last night
id tell you regrets that ive had sometimes
im feeling messed up in my head this time
so dont tell me nothing, cuz im not here
im just bruising my mind now, so dont come here
ill just be here forever, ill die right here
in the summertime

[chorus]
so what if it worked all out?
so what if it worked all out?
so what if it worked all out?

where we are

deleted this song a while ago cuz i didn't like it. fuck it i'm uploading everything.

don't talk to me

Guilty of Everything

independent artist. i hope you like what i post. if you do let me know; it really means a lot.

don't talk to me

claymore