I would love to see an extended version of this track bro it’s actually so good i cant stop thinkin abt it

the thought of u is so heavy now 

lyrics🎈:

...and i still have their bed
with the little plush toys that come with it
just get out my head
like am i fucking serious?

what a fucking joke,
and to think i could've fucking opened up myself to them
but im so fucking avoidant

it’s been like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now 

could've been the most
and a part of me wishes everything never happened at all
all the things left unsaid
probably pushed you away
how tf we weren't a thing when you were with me like all the time?
2 months just flying by

it's been like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

and i guess it's my fault too?
still have your plants in my living room
water them twice a week
and i tell them nice things
hope u know, despite everything
i'm wishing you well (and if you ask)
yeah im fine just as well

6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just don't speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

(...shit)
time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now 

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

haha


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@prodmusa [everywhere]
@soupandreas

freeacapella4remixes<3

hey i'm in texas, do u wanna hang/talk? (prod. soupandreas)

01

if determinism is true
then what led me here?
i just can't believe that we move without thinking twice about it
amor fati, i'll never lose
even when you move away.

why are you always walking alone?
he said he's building on a world of his own
i see sage when i'm walking alone
why are you always walking alone?
he said he's building on a world of his own
i see sage when i'm walking alone

sage's piano

02

Say wha

I'm so constantly worried about wasting my time
We're all stuck inside
So just as you found some freedom you found
Your serotonin's a lie
Now, you're so fucking worried about where to reside
Even if it's just for the night
Yeah, we'll get along, I can try
But where's the fun in loving yourself, if you're not gonna die

I'm stuck at the red light
I'll do it tomorrow
But you want no one to do it like you
Well, get a move on 'cause
You can't keep holding onto what is rotting away but
Oh fuck, I've done it again (woah)

I'm so fucking sick of this peace of mind
It sounds like an excuse
And it feels like my perspective was never mine
You see I'm constantly thinking
And I don't know if it's doing a whole lot of good right now
I'm always weighing up the costs and benefits
But where's the fun in loving yourself, if you're not gonna die

I'm stuck at the red light
I'll do it tomorrow
But you want no one to do it like you
Well, get a move on 'cause
How long can we keep this up?
How long can we keep this up?

And so I tried it again for my third time
I had an epiphany and I won't let it go
You're so reliant on external phenomena so
Often knowledge kills the action, you gotta love the unknown

And now I'm gonna get the best of me

Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again

moment5

||you can't let go if you don't want to||

~track [2/?]

🦋 \\ featuring // 🦋
+vox from @leytonmode
+ prod me & @leytonmode

+ additional prod from
@anem0s
@assperrr

mix + master by me~

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
{{tts}}
this scares me.
i feel like someone isn't fully telling the truth
maybe it's both of us who are lying

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
god damn
i guess it is up to me
overflown with this fear so naturally
but it's time to let this go
cos' i can't take it any longer
who's this girl you claimed to be yourself
you wronged her
here's the path you paved can't run away
it's not a offer
guess its up to me
i broke the mirror out of spite
just to find a clue
now the bloods all on my hands don't know what to do

cause you're see through
did i say something wrong?
didn't mean to
i'll think it over and over again
i took a step into this life
can't get back what i spent
it's all my fault
can't take the blame
like this was my plan

i forgot who to trust
who's lying
is it me
is it us?
cos' i can't read you
page is burning i might give up
how to think
watch it crash in front of me
it's just the thought of you leaving
i cannot fathom the feeling of letting go

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen & @leytonmode
i keep buying time just to waste it all
years keep flying by things don't change at all
if there were words to say
i can't explain the way
it's got me feeling
i have to let it go

it's all you ever wanted to be
take a look
mirrored vision
of the person that you see
that you see.

{{tts}}
you are know listening to butterfly effect

[verse] ~ @leytonmode
you left me down with my face in the street
had to be blunt u won’t face it with me
get you out of my head I been waiting a week
that’s some shit u can’t see, u did it to me
keep creeping up, u had me thinking I wasn’t enough
its tough, I really gave u my trust
ashes that turn into dust, im all out of luck

don’t fuss just let me pass away
cause I can’t fuck the past away
now ill say what I have to say
go in circles like baggage claim
this isn’t what we planned out, another man down
thinking how u left me down on the ground
chipping my teeth and ur breaking my crown

{{tts}}
it's only just your life.

[hook]~ @jauntsen
don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
you're bound for something bigger than this

don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
you can't win if you don't even make a sound

{{tts}}
you can't let go if you don't want to

don't be scared!
pick up your ha-ha-ha hands!
you know it's
bad!!
to leave them on
BAD!!!
to leave them on (make it out)
you can't win if you don't even make a sound
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
make it out!!
don't be SCARED!!!!

spotfiy !

don't be scared +leyton

https://spiritofariel.com

sitting in the country
grinding on my teeth
if hating is so ugly
then why you seek relief?
your lover's gon be angry
if i don't get my piece
so hold up while you're handy
and smile with your teeth

i'm into you baby
we could do it if we try
we could do it all night
and it's on my mind:
did i fuck up this time
taking up all of my time with this denial?

oh my god im so sorry the devil made me do it 
invocate the dark in me
and show me how to use it
through this second death i wake a vessel of the druid
take this cross up from my gaze
i'm wrought for absolution

i can't hear you
i started to want to change
i can't hear you
i let the seraphim slip away!

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-
(x2)

i can't hear you
i started to want to change
i can't hear you
i let the seraphim slip away!

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-
(x2)

one hundred percent you're on my mind
take your percent, not worth my time
take my day just like my life
(my life, like my life)
play pretend by my side
dig your nails in my sides
be your friend, your only friend that won't comprimise

if you tell me 'i want the truth'
you'll say that you love me and talk too cute
i'm one with your presence, i'm one with my youth
i'll settle my end just to talk to you

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-

imma let it be; imma grind my teeth
i'm a mango tree in a quantum field
i might oscillate; i might drop my gaze
i might be displaced; i am spinning plays

hahaha

//thank you christian for helping me with this one @collidingwithmars

2.6.23

Ecosystem (w/ cwm)

STREAMING: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/spiral

prod me

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for

i had a dream
bout u and me
i told u
you asked what it means
like u can barely hear my screams in the night
as i’m banging on the window
need some advice tired of crying to my pillow
5th avenue, im getting off
fuck google maps always getting lost
where did i go wrong
i sweat off my blush
now there’s a hole in my bag
i can’t turn back, i spent my last 20 to get here

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for

earlier tonight, the first time that u tried
u went to open me the door
but then u shut it in my eyes
i don’t know what im waiting for
guess i thought you’d throw your wine on the floor
now i’m writhing in torment
keep pouring
know ur head hurts, just ignore it
i’ll forfeit 
forget my problems draining four fifths
will we be short lived
thought u said i was important 
recorded u talking different shifting formants
got lost, it took a cost
gotta log off
u had it wrong gotta unlearn everything u thought
don’t talk, don’t wanna remind me of what i forgot
so don’t bring him up that boy is gone
and u can say his name i wont turn around
already numb, there’s not much u can do to hurt me now
there’s no way u could tell just how i’d turn out
ur first doubt you had i thought u would drown

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for
[repeat]

spiral

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/scared-of-the-sun-feat-corefish

prod me !!

scared of the sun w corefish

||see you soon||
just a little something to hold off till my album,,,

prod me ykyky

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i know you're trying your way
but it's not what you planned
the mark i made on this place
that is not who i am
but who am i to say "no" to..
(i give it my all)
it's so true
but people always look saying
"do i even know you?"
no you don't
but will soon will find out
(one day)
imma lose my mind now.

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[verse 2]
but i don't wanna have to leave this all behind
but i don't know how
and you don't know when
the cycle will repeat it's self i just want it to end
but i'm stuck sitting here saying better luck next time
i just hope the next time i'll be there
until then i'll be spinning around while you stare
i got some shit i'm tryin to say i gotta prove it
instead i'm letting it die

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[outro]
its time that you look inside
you would never believe who i could find
it's coming soon i promise on my life
you just gotta believe that you're on time.

live my life

extremely low effort

original song by novo amor https://soundcloud.com/iamnovoamor/state-lines

heavily inspired by @elidrinksgrapemilk

state lines

damn this bitch stuck as fuck /:

prod, mixed, & mastered by @colecalico
epic guitars by @dezforman + @soutjay
absolute angels for putting up with me :*

enjoy my 2nd ever song

lyrics:
when i see
a dead body
i think of you
don't usually
think of nobody
look what you've turned me to
(can you see what i see?)

obsessive little girl
get some sleep
take your meds today
it’s all in your head
don't you know
he don't reciprocate 

i'm stuck
so what
shut up
i can do what i want
i'm stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck 
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck 
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck 
(i'm sticking, i'm sticking, i'm stuck)

signs
watching the clock
2:22 time to fess up
(breathe me in)
i must admit
you were pretty permanent 
bouts of uncertainty
you can be certain that
tether got a hold on me
you can be sure of that

bind my hands
string me up
nail me to the cross
devil doing dance
i can't sleep no more
thanks a lot
turn me to a song
(what would you do, would you keep on sleeping?)
in between the lines
(7 missed calls in the night)
hostages
(i'm bleeding out)
the problem is
i thought you’d fade but you were pretty permanent

i'm stuck
so what
get fucked
and leave me alone
i'm stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck

never did i think that
you wouldn’t be right here
i'm waging a war, lets go back to before 
i'm sticking, i'm sticking, i'm stuck
you know i'm not the type to
get so hung up
you could glue me down if you want
i'm sticking, i'm sticking, i'm 

stuck

#!? #embarrassing

sage's piano

clearlew

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