sydney 

a LUCA+THE CAT+QUARTERMOON story

circa december 2020

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sydney

produced, written, recorded, by me
mixed/mastered by @soupandreas

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lyrics:
maybe ill appreciate that you left me a message
i couldn't form sentences with my words
i won't press you more on it
but i asked if we could be in each-other's lives again
and no-one really fucking knows it 

almost a year and i felt a way
u say that it's selfish to fade away
i don't even know what to say to that?
falling in love is like pirouettes
one foot, i'll fall again, 
pick me back up i'll say
yeah, the silence is killing me
…you say that you're guilty

baby i'm hurt so bad by you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but if you ask if i'm okay, 
would i lie to you?
would i lie?
sitting in the silence

i knew it wouldn't work out but especially when we start falling out 
was i just enough? (x2)

oh, how am i the one to blame? shame on me
i was supposed to let go when i finally spoke up
it took a lot to say, but i still feel like i'm to blame
i knew that shit was tough at home
but you still assume the same things of me 


almost a year and i felt a way
u say that it's selfish to fade away
i don't even know what to say to that?
falling in love is like pirouettes
one foot, i'll fall again, 
pick me back up i'll stay
sitting in the silence 
would i lie?

baby i'm hurt so bad by you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but have you asked if i'm okay?
yeah the silence is killing me
u say that you're guilty 
(please move on)

-i don't want to burden my friends with
talking bout how i'm losing will to live
things will work out, they tell me but don’t ask 
if i’m okay when reaching my hand out

it's when i don’t feel like talking
is when they think i'm not okay
and it would be nice if they checked in
i’m guessing they just feel the same-

get out! 
this house ain't fit for three
yes i forgive! but you're giving me nothing
no, i'm begging to my knees
(yeah the silence is killing me)
you say that you're guilty
(please move on) 

baby i'm hurt so bad from you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but if you ask if i'm okay, 
would i lie to you?
would i lie?

(okay one more time now!)

baby i'm hurt so bad by you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but if you ask if i'm okay, 
would i lie to you?
would i lie?

(1, 2, 3 lets go!)

baby i'm hurt so bad by you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but if you ask if i'm okay, 
yeah the silence is killing me
you say that you're guilty 
please move on

you say that you're guilty yeah

& why's it so hard moving on?

yeah the silence is killing me
you say that you're guilty

free dl <3

pirouettes & the ghost of harman street (i'm not scared of the dark anymore!)

covered some of my favorite songs <3

co-prod. wishlane & soutjay

songs covered:
burbank house - tsubi club
endlessly - bixby
heck - underscores
morris island - soupandreas
rosier/punk2 - brakence
sydney - gabby start
santa monica - aries
peace sounds - james ivy

thank you for the inspiration

songs that keep me sane

echo

2020 - 9.26

Touch

i know this time we can do this

expression

will it be the same?

how much longer is this shit gon' last
call me up say you're glad that I'm well
but when my gaurd falls down 
and the truth comes out
you won't be too proud of me now

see I got blood stains on my white t shirt
and growing pains when I wake up
feeling like I just got hit by a truck
and just to spare you I won't mention what would scare you
if you could be me you'd see I'm shit outta luck

baby how much longer is this shit gon' last
call me up say you're glad that I'm well
but when my gaurd falls down 
and the truth comes out
you won't be too proud of me now

you say take your time but I've had mine
no I'm not asking for yours
(midnight, midnight, midnight, midnight)

all this smoke in my hiatus I'm disassociated
this intoxicant does more than relax
cuz now I'm fucked up thinking bout regrets and what I can't change
bound like tack to the past
no these pills won't make you happy your friends can make you laugh
and your perception's really all that you have
I'll see you when I land
see you when I
see you when I land
see you when I

yeah I'll see you when I land
see you when I
see you when I land
see you when I

perception's really all that you have

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90nWyCAHRHs

fuck me in the basement
where we'd make out on the couch
in our hometown sneakin' out
been a few years thinkin' bout it
didn't think you cared about me
enough to mention
our old contentions
and our relations
when what you're faced with is paramount
yeah

so maybe
you're why im out of breath
i felt myself compress
hearin' you spent your time well
and i'll savor
the time we have left babe
i'll take what i can get
knowin' all i have is time
yeah

don't know how to say these lines
wouldn't have to lie but you hate the silence
would anyone display their crimes
i wish it didn't hurt when you say you're proud of me

i'm too afraid to say i love you
i said
goodbye
too many times
and put a mask on my face when you say that you're sad to leave
and you were
my world
at the time
and i'm too afraid to say i love you

call her back
say the rest
what you left out, the non-events
apologize
no regrets
when we both know the story has
all that wasted time
agreed the weak decides
i'm here to speak with pride

will it be the same?

clearlew

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