Blasphemy (feat Jpaq)

[Intro]
In a strange room you must empty yourself for sleep. And before you are emptied for sleep, what are you….I don’t know what I am. I don’t know if I am or am not.

[Verse 1] 
The smell of death lingers, it's never optimal. 
But death is a fate that avoiding is impossible. 
Get the most you can out of life, obvious and logical.
But is joy an opportunity, or is it an obstacle? 
Cause death is the only true release from a life of suffering, 
I used to out run the pain, but now I'm only shuffling. 
And if there's a God, I know that it's hovering,
waiting for us to die, no matter what we're muttering. 
But only you can forsake you, so I'll go peaceful when I
am on my last days and my wit will descend.
It takes two people to make you, and one people to die. 
That’s how the world is going to end.

[Chorus]
 I wish I had time to let her die. I wish I had time to wish I had. (x4)

[Refrain/Interlude]
“But now I can get them teeth. That will be a comfort. It will.”
“I told him not to bring that horse out of respect for his dead ma, because it wouldn’t look right, him prancing along on a durn circus animal and her wanting us all to be in the wagon….”
“I have heard men cuss their luck, and right, for they were sinful men. But I do not say it’s a curse on me, because I have done no wrong to be cussed by.”

[Verse 2]
They tell you to give up on your dreams cause it's most convenient,
and the best thing to do is pledge allegiance.
But that makes me think the world is void of meaning, 
I could leave it all behind, but that's unredeeming.
There's no true purpose communicated,
just more and more mishaps duplicated.
We all have secrets that need adjudicated,
cause if not, the reveal will leave us mutilated.
There's something that everyone else is not grasping, 
Pain may be cycle but life's not everlasting.
Make your appearances but never care about a passing.
So don't you dare ask me why I'm laughing.

(Yes yes yes yes yes yes.)

[Chorus]
 I wish I had time to let her die. I wish I had time to wish I had. (x4)

Clear Machine