I've been working on a soundtrack for a book I've been writing and I was just so proud of this song I needed to post it ASAP lmfao

Ascend The Beyond

He handed me a pair of pliers 
and he told me to pull out his teeth 
because as long as he had them, 
he'd use them to do bad things 

you're cold on the inside,
there's a dog in your heart 
and it tells you to tear everything apart 
my body's covered in teeth marks,
your bite's worse than your bark 
you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love
you're all over me 

he'd sunk his teeth into the flesh of many others 
infecting them with whatever was already inside him
he'd broken all their hymens, cut them open, and played inside them
he'd hollowed out their bodies so they'd feel just empty as him

you're cold on the inside, there's a dog in your heart
and it tells you to tear everything apart 
you draw blood just to taste it
you hold bones just to break them 
you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love
you're all over me

DOG TEETH

Benevolence

there's a whole other side to me you don't know about.

this was a freestyle lmao

i wish you knew
wish you all knew what goes on behind the scenes
wish i wasn't such a little pussy
wish i could tell you all the awful things
wish you knew all my imperfections and the shitty ways
ive been treated

ive been playing all of yall
you just think im some pretty innocent girl with flowers growing out of her eyes
but thats not the truth now
thats not me

get ready now to see my true colors (but im always way too scared to even let it out)
wish you all knew the real me
wish you all knew my imperfections 
but im too scared

BUT IM ALWAYS WAY TOO SCARED TO EVEN LET IT OUT

im coming out of my shell now
now you can all see my true colors
i can do whatever i want now
im getting that confidence in my blood
in my blood

get ready for a whole new story
change what you already thought of me
im not the person you want me to be
im still struggling to stay sober
im still struggling to pay my bills
i dont know a thing about life
been on my own since i was 15

dont forget me
dont forget me
i dont wanna be nobody

i dont wanna be nobody
i dont wanna be somebody
i dont wanna die alone
i wanna die with my name known

i wish u knew

First single from a collab album me and South Coast Lurkers will be putting out ♥

Velvet Bruises {Prod. South Coast Lurkers}

always been scared of the dark 
but i dont know why
maybe im terrified
i might die

my dad got arrested when i was 12
thats when i lost faith in the world
now i always look at everything in black and white
now i always just wanna die

now i just wanna sleep all the time
now i just wanna say goodbye
forever
(and sleep forever)

dont wanna live anymore
yeah i dont
dont wanna be myself anymore
(take so many pills i forgot who i am now)
hate the way i treat my body but i cry at my own reflection

cant stand the way everyone treats me
cant live my life like this anymore

cant keep working the same bullshit job
just to scrape enough change together for smokes and pills

yeah im working hard 
im determined to make something great
hopefully i can feel like ive made an impact 
before i lose my faith
completely

Trying My Best (To Stay Alive)

The Brightside (Lil Peep Cover) Prod. Endeavor

First single off of my next (unreleased) album "Exit Wounds" which will hopefully be out sometime this summer

True Love Never Dies

A Place In My Heart Only For You (feat. Endeavor)

Oh The Bliss - Remix (Far Cry 5 Soundtrack)

this is a *very* rough demo I mashed together in an hour today lol

Well the birds are singing lovely
And the flowers bloom quietly 
You can find me
On my own 
All alone 

Well the days are getting longer 
And the world is getting louder 
You've lost yourself but now you're found
You can find me
Still searching 

There's a boy with soft hair and a heart 
He makes you wanna throw it all away
Run off into night 
No one knew where you were going
Just as you planned

Now what do you do
You're always so used to the silence
It feels wrong to feel loved

Now what do you when you feel the blues
Do you write a song 
Go on and on about the pain 
But make it sound catchy 
So they can't see 
All the hurt you feel underneath 

Cuz you're on your own 
From here until the end
That hole inside your chest
Will always find a way to win
And you'll always find yourself feeling alone

On My Own - demo

We have both lived with lips more scarred than skin
Our arms will bandage and
we will press promises between us like flowers in a book

How careful we must be close
How fragile we must feel
How sad not to be
When someone is real
To say approach with caution
When we already know
That inside there's a likeness
And experience goes slow

When the first sound was born
The air was filled with fantasy
Like the flower's sweet perfume
Alive in the moment
There was nothing else
Only the energy coursing through my body And the tears on my cheeks
I was carried away on the strings
Each note striking a chord within
And answering with the emotions of my soul

How priceless the surprise
How powerful the memory
To be with the violin when it sings

Tears On My Cheeks

🕊 Lil bird girl making songs in her bedroom 🕊
"LOVE SONG // STAY STRONG" OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW (Dir. Indie Forest Films)

Clementine

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