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Let's pretend I don't exist
Let's pretend that it's all over
Let's pretend we're just a myth
Let's pretend that we're all sober

Shake my bones from out my body
Break the glass and cut my nerves
Make me dance until they've got it
Rake the mold from out my words

I am floating down a river
I am bloated with the fear
I am rotted, I am angry
Cut me down, I don't want to fucking feel

And it numbs me to the core
All the love I can't ignore
But all the love is for a child
Who isn't here anymore

Can we

Just pretend I don't exist
Let's pretend that it's all over
Let's pretend we're just a myth
Let's pretend that we're all sober
Let's pretend the world kept turning
Let's pretend that hell stopped burning
Let's pretend that we'll converge
Let's pretend it's not a dirge
Let's pretend it's all the same
I will love you all the same
I still love you all the same
I still love you all the same
Do you love me just the same?

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can you love me, even though I’ve changed?

it's not pretend

This is a demo.
Crudely recorded, mixed, and mastered on May 3rd, 2022.
Music written 5 or so minutes earlier.
Lyrics written 1/18 & 1/19 of '22.

Lyrics:

There's pieces of me I was bred to hate
I see them in you and I feel the same way

I want to love you so much better, my friend

You talk about things no one asked to hear
You spill empty thoughts to a room of empty stares
Your heart is a box you opened up to the air
And I can feel you breathing down my neck
I don't like it when you're breathing down my neck

I didn't like it when they voided me of all my passion
I didn't like it when I nearly did the same to you
I would never forgive myself

And I just hope you can forgive me

There's pieces of me I was bred to hate
I see them in you and I feel we're the same

I will love you so much better, my friend.

r/im22andthisisshallow (demo)

Thank you for accepting me. You know who you are.

Lyrics written on March 25th, 2022.
Music written on May 5th 2022.
Track Recorded, mixed, and mastered May 5th-6th, 2022.

Lyrics:
The girl with five o’clock shadow cleans her hair out of the sink
And when she gets to the party, they ask her if she wants a drink
Some knew her when she was all wilted
And some only met her as she blossomed back to life
And she’s so beautiful
She’s so free where she can be under the lights

They’re all laughing in the car
And the air is so warm, it hugs her tight, reminds her why it’s great to be alive
When they say her name, there is no more shame
It’s so wonderful to feel right
To feel heard, to feel seen, to feel right

And she’s so beautiful
She is a miracle
She is alive for the first time in her life
And all the world feels magical
In the embrace of her inner flight

23 years down

Finally
I hear myself
I feel myself
I will see myself
To bloom brighter and brighter
Every single day

acceptance (demo)

This is a cover of the Bad Religion song "Skyscraper" off their underrated 1993 LP 'Recipe For Hate'. Hopefully the change in style doesn't completely butcher the composition.

Recorded, mixed, and mastered in a few hours on August 9th, 2022.

Lyrics and music written by Brett Gurewitz in 1992/1993 (presumably).

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Come let us make bricks and burn them hard
We'll build a city with a tower for the world
And climb so we can reach anything we may propose
Anything at all

Build me up, tear me down like a skyscraper
Build me up, then tear down these joining walls
So they can't climb at all

I know why you tore it down that day
You thought that if you got caught, we'd all go away
Like a spoiled little baby who can't come out and play
You had your revenge

Build me up, tear me down like a skyscraper
Build me up, then tear down these joining walls
So they can't climb at all

Well, madness reigned and paradise drowned
When Babel's walls came crashing down
Now the echoes roar, for story read that was hardly understood
And never any good

Build me up, tear me down like a skyscraper
Build me up, then tear down these joining walls
So they can't climb at all

skyscraper (Bad Religion cover)

Six demos in their current - unfinished - state.

More Weight (Mix 010223)

Party Doom (Mix 010223)

Lethargy (One) (Mix010223)

serfin' usa (Mix 010223)

The Sun Will Eat The Sky And Kill Us All (Mix 010223)

Wash Ya Hands, Stinky (Mix 010223)

prolific experimental, usually lofi artist
(folk, harsh noise and everything in between)
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Cleo Becc

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