I'm left here breathing, cursed by fate
They're six feet down, but I'm too late
The reaper passed, left me to bleed
Now I live in shame, where death should feed

I see their faces in my dreams
Suffocating in silent screams
The ground is cold, their souls aren't free
The only truth: It should have been me

It should have been me, deep in the ground
Buried beneath the endless sound
I walk this world, but I'm not whole
Living with death's unholy toll

These hands are stained, can't wash them clean
Grief's a chain that digs so deep
I hear their voices, I feel their stare
A twisted nightmare I can't repair

I stare at stones where bodies sleep
While guilt and sorrow start to creep
My heartbeat slows, but I can't flee
The final truth:

It should have been me, under the dirt
Cursed to walk, but I still hurt
I drag this life, chained to regret
I'm the one death should have met

The night calls my name, pulls me down slow
To the pit where the shadows grow
I bargain with fate, but there's no release
Trapped in this cycle, never at peace

It should have been me, under the dirt
Cursed to walk, but I still hurt
I drag this life, chained to regret
I'm the one death should have met

It should have been me, deep in the ground
Buried beneath the endless sound
I walk this world, but I'm not whole
Living with death's unholy toll

It should have been me, under the dirt
Cursed to walk, but I still hurt
I drag this life, chained to regret
I'm the one death should have met

It Should Have Been Me

Electric

Body and soul

I’ve been thinkin again 
About your wrinkled hands
And your pure heart

I’ve been thinkin again
Feels like the world you left
Is falling apart

I miss
Those summers at your house with my brother
On heiser road, life was simple and we were allowed to grow
What a privilege 
I always knew that it was something special
So I wrote a country song for you to listen

I miss you
I think of you everyday

Thinkin Again

I mixed this music with plucked instruments, drums, and the great tools of electronic music into one pot, I wanted to make rhythmic, pleasant, and cheerful music.

Dance of the Twins

Streaming!

Dance Of The Twins

Dance Of The Mad King

The Fast Life

Brian Butts - Guitar, Drums, Bass, Keyboard
Kristopher Bolin - Vocals, Lyrics, Master Mix https://soundcloud.com/bawl-slant?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Psychosomatic Hypochondriac 2025 (feat. Kristopher Bolin)

(Verse 1)
Long time ago, death and fire's sting,
The sea claims, the sea claims everything.
Zombie Cosmic, a whispered name, a mournful plea,
Lost at sea, eternally.

(Chorus)
Lost at sea, awaiting you,
The ghost ship will take you away, it's true.
A chilling wind, a spectral light,
Into the darkness of the endless night.

(Verse 2)
Dead men, they tell no more tales,
Of crashing waves and tattered sails.
A silent crew, with hollow eyes,
Beneath the storm-tossed, weeping and blackened skies.

(Chorus)
Lost at sea, awaiting you,
The ghost ship will take you away, it's true.
A chilling wind, a spectral light,
Into the darkness of the endless night.

(Bridge)
Far on the horizon, the ethereal sails,
Oh, the ghost ship, where no hope prevails.
A phantom vessel, gliding slow,
To where the ocean's floor secrets flow.

(Chorus)
Lost at sea, awaiting you,
The ghost ship will take you away, it's true.
A chilling wind, a spectral light,
Into the darkness of the endless night.

(Outro)
Far away, far away,
The ghost ship will take you away.
Oh...
The mask of life is waiting..

(suno a.i. creation)
(lyrics by The Captain) 

Lost at Sea (The Ghost Ship)

ninety waves

(loose lyrics)

Out in the rain I dance with head in the sky
Maybe I’m high maybe I’m feeling alive
But life is a lie
A lie that all need greed
A lie that we need to see something
Always all these days
They pass by and I can’t keep up
Here is your feed
Try not to choke on for too long
Here is your need
Hold onto it because it will never come 

Although I regress
I must confess
I just hope that there is bliss out there for once 

Hope is well
Hope all will somehow be well
If not
Then why are you sitting still
Move move move onto something you don’t have to prove prove prove of yourself

Goblin inside of me come forth and let me excuse you
From my being
From my whole, I will cut you down if you become more so
I don’t want to feel
Emotion is self
Self is high emotion on empty
Weightless promises

choker

I thank everyone who listens 
SoundCloud is basically my journal. I write a lot. This is all original music. I play all instruments on the tracks here.  I program using @toontrack.   In good taste, rock on.   Hope you stick around.

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choker

Clever Wolf

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