This has been such a wonderful process and I can't wait for you all to hear all that has transpired throughout this wonderful year!

Produced https://soundcloud.com/z3bula
yeah yeah sitting in the waiting room, sitting here for my lyrical impending doom, got sweaty palms, shaking boy I'm freaking out. yeah, I got to say my minds always in the clouds. A million thoughts attack me, my surroundings so blurred like a selfie. but picture this if you were in this situation it wouldn't be helping. 

I mean let's just be honest, nobody likes to audition, we try and we try and we try and we can't land a part unless somebody know us and likes our ambition. but honestly, give no apologies to all those little kids making it big. cuz auditions are scary, them kids just got lucky, feel now that I've gotten a case of the jitts

Jitterbugs!
Practiced Everyday
Them Jitterbugs
Say it right or else 
Got Jitterbugs 
Jitter jitter got me so bitter and I'm rapping to compensate with them

Jitterbugs
young or old still got 
Them Jitterbugs
Feeling ugly you
Got jitterbugs 
Yeah, got them hot hot sweats, god I hope I'm not next then the lady calls Ben Garon! 

Was that my name, I mean yeah of course that was my name, walking through the door and I'm trying not to shake when they ask me my name and my age, I'm like what huh can you please repeat that, seriously, I mean I would really love to answer your question while I'm trying so hard not to pee my pants. cuz I'm nervous oh yeah I know it's sad, been doing 10 years, still, it gets this bad. got so many words you wanted me to memorize, lady,  can't you see the longing in my eyes. Gotta sing real high just to land this part. if I don't wear makeup I'm off the chart, gotta clean up every tiny little detail in my heart just to prove I belong in this art.

I got them jitterbugs!
Winter hugs
Freezing up cop them winter gloves
Cracking while I sing, directors mumbling, saying damn that boy really messed that up
I just wanna go home, I don’t wanna be here direct me to the exit door cus I just wanna leave here, testing testing 1 2 3 you hear me ok, ok now let’s try that again



Would you like another try?

Yeah, I just feel like my emotion wasn’t in the right place

Just take a deep breath ok
Um ok

“Takes breath”

Ok and action

“Sings badly”

And cut that’s all we need



La La La La Attack of the Jitterbugs

La La La La Attack of the Jitterbugs

La La La La Attack of the Jitterbugs

Yeah, Jitter jitter got me so bitter and I'm rapping to compensate with them


Jitterbugs!
Practiced Everyday
Them Jitterbugs
Say it right or else 
Got Jitterbugs 
Yeah, Jitter jitter got me so bitter and I'm rapping to compensate with them

Jitterbugs Showtime

My pills don't work, think I need edibles
My friends all left, I'm so forgettable
If I don't die, what am I living for
Think I need help, think I need something more

My pills don't work, think I need edibles
My friends all left, I'm so forgettable
If I don't die, what am I living for
Think I need help, think I need something more

They won't miss you when you're gone, but they say they will
They just act like nothings wrong, when the blood is spilled 
You don't say the way you feel, afraid of being real
You just take another hit, til the pain has healed

Walking on glass shards, feet torn up, at the bottom of the void
Swimming through mind storms, eyes shut tight, hear my name without a voice
Looking through rhinestones, knees locked tight, burn myself without a light
Heard you like silence, feet off the ground, with a rope around me tight

Don't act like you're special (no)
Respectable
Don't play dumb motherfucker, keep staying low
It's a killshot world full of animals, and we all reach out for the sentinels 
many years been broken and defenseless 
wore my insecurity like a neckless 
So many damn fucking Ops I got a checklist
All the therapy I had was my prescriptions 


My pills don't work, think I need edibles
My friends all left, I'm so forgettable
If I don't die, what am I living for
Think I need help, think I need something more

My pills don't work, think I need edibles
My friends all left, I'm so forgettable
If I don't die, what am I living for
Think I need help, think I need something more


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