after having this on my playlist for yrs i finally relate lmao he cheated on me the entire 2 years w my friend of 10 yrs and i didnt find out till recently which is a yr after we broke up haha 😃😃💔

lyrics - 

falling on the sheets in the morning                                                       
wondering where she’s been all evenin 
when she told me that she’d leave me for ethan  
in my mind i had the guts to believe that

everything would be right as you said
i had no reason to pickup on all the loose ends
always thought the best of you believin
but now this little boy woke up to false beliefs and
 
its been 2 hours from the time we set our clocks to meet up
if you had only gave me time i swear i coulda told ya
and now I’m sitting in between my mates but feeling older
they told me ethan wouldn’t do a thing so i’ll keep my head up

but now its been too long its twice the time oh i had enough
of being strong and weak at the same time i was sitting ducks
waiting for the confidence i had in u to bite me in the bum 
but you told me ethan wouldn’t do a thing so i kept my head up

then i saw you in the car
looked over there in the harbor’s side
i couldn’t see but i recognized
i should’ve known you were a house of lies

the weight is pulled off of your seat
but at the end it just adds up to his
two shades high off a gateway drug
you and ethan did a thing do i still keep my head up

the worst part of it all was that you weren’t 
intoxicated no excuses you could pull in
to save yourself and now you come back to me crawling
i don’t know how you think that i could ever forgive

someone who won’t admit when she’s fallen
why don’t you just run back to funny little ethan
stop asking me trust you I’m still coughing
all of the water from this pool you made me drown in 

you and ethan did a thing was i just not enough

this is what being cheated on feels like

came out the womb singing and haven't stopped since

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