|||this album represents the cookies self-destruction manic episodes that had to go through and still going through like a tv show even with the irrelevant episodes the struggle keeps turning into a turmoil cycle wondering when will the cable be disconnected from the tv to end all of this??? as the cycle continues, more shows and episodes will keep on airing until comfort is found...will you stay throughout the series?|||                            ╲╲╭━━━━╮
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TV COOKIE MANIA PT. 1

/lowkey they should put edibles on poptarts/

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fucked up with my own mistakes
and you can't relate
my mom killed me
and i couldn't escape
now my dad fucking me mentally
how should i fucking relax?
take a pill to erase another draft?

in this life
i should call it the waste game
all these humans that i meet
they don't give me hickeys
they give bruises
why am i so fucking stupid?
(why am i so stupid?)
(why am i so stupid?)


now im talking with the devil again
i just made a big cut in my skin again
if i die would youu be my last one dance
(last moment)
(last dance)

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YOU CAN'T RELATE/IM SORRY (prod. septfree)

ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ٭٭٭
×
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fly high my love
i wish you were here though
now i can't escape 
these drugs in my head
now i feel dead
trapped in my head
now im dead

pills and cuts don't mix well 
im living in hell can't you tell?
im the devil im my own hell

(voice recording memo playing)

pills in my head
wanna feel dead
don't give a fxck
you don't even know how much i bled
dont pay attention to whatever i say
i don't give a fxck whatever you say
i don't need you
i don't need anyone
i know im a fuxking god
but i hate it
i hate that i control everything
i hate that i cant feel anything
this is me
i wish i overdose and stop coming back
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　　　 ∩―、
　 　／(ﾟ) ､_￣ヽ
　  /　(●　(ﾟ)　|つ
　｜　(入_ノ　ミ
　｜   (＿／　 ノ
　 ＼＿＿＿ノﾞ――､
　　／＼ 　　　 ＿ ヽ
（⌒0 ／＼　　　(＿ﾉ
　ヽノ　 /　 ､　 )O

BUTTERFLY OVERDOSE.

♡ (\(\
  （   •  •）♡
┏━∪∪━━━━┓
♡ nuggetxxx  *.。 ♡
┗━━━━━━━┛

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slit my wrist for u
but u dont care
now im worthless
am i not worth it? 

why do i keep putting up to u?
why do i keep on lovin u?
its really draining
more medicine please 

i had enough of u
i had enough of u 

i'll do it again
where have u been?
i dont even care
dont u come back 

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i whip my fucking blade
and slit my fucking tongue
if thats what u want me to do 

u dont give a shit of whatever i do
cuz thats what u always put me thru 

rapist thats what u are
rapist thats what u are
rapist thats what u are
rapist thats what u are 

its all in my head
its all in my head
its all in my head
its all in my head

yes everything is my fault. (prod. HeLL$HoT & MAYHEM)

×××
☆☆
  ♡

---
(4x)
 tell me why i need u?

(2x)
oh im overhells over u
ur my favorite pill girl

i need u.
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i need u. (mini song)

ʕ •ᴥ•ʔゝ☆

.pie.

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no matter what you say
it's all good and it's all good
too many pills so i feel no pain
in my godamm brain

last time i need you
last time i want you
when i look at your eyes girl
i see what ive been through


its not worth coming back 
fuck the panic attacks
everything is going pitch black
everytime i die
i always come back

maybe i should feel dead for a few months
i felt to much and i might had enough
i wanna pause everything
im not that tough
am i really gonna overdose again?
with all these thoughts in my brain?

fuck my brain again
cut my vein again
fuck my brain again
cut my vein again

i'll be on the train tracks
for something to put me back where i belong
i hate it here
hey god can you put me where i truly belong?
---

for once. (prod. CapsCtrl & utrab)

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
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i despise how im still alive
time will never stop
soo i'll never be fine
take 9 pills to make the job done
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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*


pills make it alright. (mini song)

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.cxcaine squidward HAHA.
ʕ ﾟ ● ﾟʔ

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idk...what im saying here .-.
enjoy this 2014 lil cookie freestyle

poptart for u

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yeah
i don't wanna feel shit no more
i don't wanna feel shit no more
i don't wanna do this no more
more
i don't wanna do this no more
i don't wanna do this no more
no more
ey
no but for real
when i saw your eyes i wanna marry you my dear
yeah
please propose
please accept this proposal my dear
i don't wanna do this shit alone
i don't wanna deal with my demons alone
i don't wanna do this shit alone
been doing this shit since i was born
i don't wanna be alone anymore
i feel like a mistake again some more
gimme some pills more
more/more/more/more 

before i fall in love 
will we fucking love?
will you break my heart?
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MELONDELICS

moths are pretty-×
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

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|lyrics|

poison in my veins
put blood on ur mouth
got pills and my blade 
murder the fucker no doubt

my mama raised no soldier
getting colder
no shoulder
i told her
i choke her
i keep fucking it up

getting older
no compusure
no closure
its over
now im drugging it up
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pain
oh
pain
please
leave my fucking brain

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u already know
when im too high
i dont wanna live anymore
soo please give up

STARDRUNK (prod. mayhem archives & kosei)

i don't eat
i don't sleep
i rest with my blade
had enough of what life taste
gave to much care in my chest
tored my nest
the weapons they are using
they don't give a fuck about finnese
theres a bullet in my leg
hello death
is this the part where you rape me to death?
but wait where is the bed?
am i being mislead?
what is the meaning of death and life?
liquor and ice? fucking with the mice?
i am the couple of misfit?
should i put a bullet to the mistress?
will i be missing this?
will i be missed if this
where to be accomplished or will i be another book on the shelf?

since thirteen
couldn't breathe
fucking please
give me gun
age of seventeen
end me jeez
now im wishing to be dead

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close your eyes
and let me bleed
pain in my brain
that i can't endure

so close your eyes
and set me free
couldn't heal your pain
my head became war

effortless
trying to feel sane
in my own head
im already dead

IT'S EFFORTLESS TRYING TO FEEL SANE

effortless trying to feel sane demo

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i made this while barney was to busy having hungovers :/
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yes so i was like
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
.
why my heart feel like a piece of shit?
since 2002 wrist slit
it aint fictive
feeling god hates me
aint nobody gonna bother to save me
just drain me 
.
dual wield that bitches throat
dick her down 
my dick feel like a mountain goat
the second dick is my knife to make her guts disappear like a ghost
reappear & u get cut like a throat
.
she smile for the camera 
while i try to hide the tears with the xanax bar 
i eat it like a musqueteer
chug it down with a beer
it aint enough oh dear
my mind wont clear the fear 
.
u bitches be rainbow rainbow road
gut u down like ur nothing but a toad
wrist slit bitch u are nothing but a show
i flee then reappear in ur head
tell me why do u feel dead?
there is nothing needed to be said
everything will forever be the same
u will never know
.
u know i will never be sane
saying my fault im a bullet for ur brain
again im sorry im forever insane, sane 
saying im forever insane
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my blood shines like glitter demo

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i don't wanna be around anybody
i just wanna drown in this liquor
thats killing me slowly
cause even when i was young
all i felt is that i was dying
nobody was there

i dont wanna see the light
all of that is nothing but lies
soo please can someone grant me the wish
to disappear

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nobody was there demo

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drown without affection
lost the connection

i feel so helpless without ur love
got cancer in this world of drug

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LOSTCONNECTION

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hxroin wont leave my brain
needles and blades numb the pain
.
why do you look suprised?
my friend just died
my friend are you ok in the sky?
i'll try to keep my head up high
.
my friend are you ok?
are you ok?
.
soo i love taking pills in the dark
i really wish my heart just stops
i can't escape the dark
cause i always turn the spark off
i want self cuts
no love
something wrong with me?
maybe everything is falling because of me
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NEEDLExDISSOCIATION

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love is not taking pictures and be drowned by drugs no hugs or kisses for ur birthday to die in the next day
its dedication to send an army of hearts for that persons war and be prepared for the ultimatum 

my demons and your angels dont mix to make sense but here we are creating a garden to even our scars in the dark 
slit to bark a bunch of poisoned hearts
stab them with million darts 

the antichrist is in our mind and world
how do i suffice to save our soul and not cut myself infront of the worlds eyes
erase my mind so i wont be the walking abused corpse in all the nights 

on a lost usual day i found a reason to live and to kill myself
i found a home
but it is difficult to hold
my wrist and my unspoken blood
i hate my vibe i want to shoot myself i fucking hate it
jesus christ or god where are you?
this patience is draining and it is still raining inside and now i want u to die
u dont give a fuck if i cry 

i lost my mind
ectasy and slit wrist infront of the worlds eyes 
i miss u
where are u
i love u and now we are dying again forever
---

i miss u, where are u?(prod. CapsCtrl)

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lyrics:
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(4x)
(lay me down) 

i can go 
right to sleep
but everytime
i overdose
i just 
come back alive
and everyone
tells me the same lie
that im 
gonna be fine
knowing 
i will never be fine 

i stopped 
looking for something
that gives me hope
and started using self harm
to cope
im in meds too
im increasing
the bloody dose

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　　　 ／^^⌒^へv
　　　/ 　(▼＼))▼)
　　 ξ ﾐ ￣ 　⌒∞＼
　　彳:》|＼＿＿＿_)
　ゞ》/　 ＼∨VVVV_▁▂▃▅▆▇█▓▒
`彳》/　＼υ￣””￣ﾉ
ゞ》/　＼ ^^^””|”
彳

LAY ME DOWN (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

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my heart 
can't be 
in disguise
demons 
don't want 
you

i 
can't 
lie
it's 
the 
liquor 
that came by

i love you 
can you suffice?
day and night
im burning
my soul no longer hurting
demons 
attached 
with the 
heart i despise
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[im a carrot]
₍₍ (̨̡ •♢• )̧̢ ₎₎
   (   ∩   )
      )/ \(

DAEMON ATTACHED (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

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girl with the pretty smile
you kiss my broken heart
give me hope
soo i won't die
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pretty smile pls kiss me while im dying.

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now
that
you're gone

im lost
forever
im lost
im
lost
oh
lost

2x
(lost)

i lost you
lost
i lost you
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im lost with you (not alone)

---
(3x)
gone with the stars
i know you're looking after us
just know that i feel lost
but i know that you been found 
.
god will smile wit your sound
you gave love to our hearts
when we look at the stars
the memories cry with us in the dark
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HEART OF THE MISTAKE

[just a dum dum cookie cooking cookie music not baking bacon [._.] × > nugget stars for u~♡×]
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TV COOKIE MANIA PT. 1

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